
Of course Endri thought about Niana and the words of his first wife. Moreover, Niana had said with tears that poured profusely from the eye pelupuk. Endri was very disappointed because Niana was so hearty in delivering words that were quite rude, to make Lesy stressed. But now, Endri feels guilty. How not, when he just ruined the happiness that Niana just got last night.
Endri sighed deeply and stopped his car for a moment in front of the gate of his own house. He saw the yard of a house that was so clean, but all this time he did not employ a gardener. It was Niana who cleaned it all up, and of course with Nur. Niana is also always quick to call cleaning services when there are parts that are already difficult to clean with their own energy. The house and all the affairs in it, Niana is good at arranging everything. Endri also remembered if Niana also likes to grow crops, so a small garden next to the house has several types of beautiful flowers.
When compared with Lesy, of course Niana is better to be a wife who can not only have a career, but also smart to take care of the house when it has a lot of busyness. Endri was well aware that he had wasted a woman as great as Niana. Niana is not a very materialistic woman. Only one shortcoming Niana so far, which is not good at self-care. And just because Niana looks tacky and geeky, Endri is so eager to do an affair with Lesy that he thinks is much more clear and fun.
"What should I do when I'm in a situation like this?" endri wondered. "If Niana and I were to get divorced, would I also feel this way when I see it's changed? Or am I going to be in trouble because the house would be abandoned if Niana didn't live there anymore? Or will I focus more on my happiness with Lesy, without Niana?"
Endri swallowed the saliva with difficulty. "Why does the wife I want to throw away, actually make me very worried? And what makes me sick the most is that I miss him. I fell in love with her again, but on the other hand, I couldn't let go of Lesy either. I might as well still love Lesy. Then, how should I? Will Niana survive when I have a wife other than her?"
Dizziness and confusion. Especially after realizing the possibilities that will come in the future. Endri could lose Niana or Lesy as well as his son. He felt that he would not be able to defend the two women for a long time. And worse, he could not choose which woman he would make as a companion for life. Regarding Lesy, Endri is quite hesitant because Lesy is not as smart as Niana in household affairs. Lesy is so spoiled, even to clean a small apartment, Lesy asks for help from a janitor.
"That's it," said Endri. In the next second, he got out of the car and rushed to open the gate. I don't know what Nur is doing until he doesn't come to open the gate. At once, Nur was still doing this, even though the authority over Nur's services had been taken over by Niana completely.
Shortly after entering and parking the car in the yard rather left from the terrace of his house, Endri did not delay again his plan to enter the house. Although he knew very well if the house looked quieter because of Niana's absence.
Maybe now, Niana has arrived at the home of her parents.
Silence increasingly welcomed the arrival of Endri who had just entered the first room of his house. The condition of the door is not being locked, even though it is locked, Endri always carries a spare key for himself. Niana doesn't exist, that's true. But Nur also did not see the trunk of his nose. For Lesy, Endri still doesn't know.
"Mas!"
Finally someone's voice was heard. But Endri could not have expected more if the voice belonged to Niana. Besides Niana who said that she would not go home, Endri knew very well who the owner of the vote was.
"You've had a shower?" said Endri while staring at the existence of Lesy with a white bathrobe. But Lesy seems to have just come out of the kitchen. "You're not nauseous anymore, are you? You're taking the medicine right, aren't you?" Endri asked again as he walked towards his second wife.
"Yes, Mas. I just took medicine. Today I just ordered food. I don't like Nur's cooking. Too thick of a spice, I'm nauseous. He's hard to advise, I ask him to cook as I can eat, but he—"
"You remember that Nur wasn't your maid, right? I'm not paying Nur's salary anymore, Les, Niana's paying him. So, he also can't you say anymore. He's still willing to take care of you, it's already a profit."
"Yes, yes, I will not rule him again. But, you know, right, if I'm pregnant and can't just move around? I'm not good at cooking either. If not Nur, then who can I ask for help? If I always buy, I'll be wrong again." Lesy let out a annoyed breath. "At least you should also give a housekeeper to me, Mas!"
"No need, Lesy. Nur can still cook and I think the cooking is not strange and can still be digested. After all, home duties can still be overcome. If I hire more helpers for you, the new helpers will be more unemployed. If if you do not match Nur's cooking, you can just snack. And again, as a wife you should start learning to cook. Or at least know the way and recipe first. So—"
"No want! Why do I have to cook?! Before marriage I always buy good and expensive food, why after marriage I was told to study in the kitchen?! Not want! It's not fair, Miss Niana's got Nur and I don't have anyone!"
The expression on Endri's face grew sour. Wrong himself for saying things that Lesy does not like. Though from the beginning he also knew if Lesy could not process food. Even though she comes from a messy family and is not too rich, Lesy can quite be considered a spoiled woman.
Maybe because it has not had a mother for a long time and only has a drunkard father, so Lesy grew up to be someone who has limitations in women's affairs, except shopping and grooming. In terms of association may also be one of the factors that cause and has influenced the figure of Lesy to form her who is like today.
Endri sighed. He thought for a moment before saying something that had crossed his mind. A date. Looks like Lesy would be happy if invited to come out. However ... Endri has another plan behind the call-to-date that he wants to tell his second wife.
"Prepare yourself and don't frown like that. Take a walk so you don't get stressed. As long as I'm by your side, your womb and yours, I'll take care of it" Endri said.
Lesy's eyes instantly widened and sparkled brightly. Her smile was so beautiful. "Good, Mas! I'll get ready quickly!"
"Yes, honey, we're leaving after the Maghrib."
"Yey!"
Lesy immediately took a step so quickly even though Endri continued to warn him to be careful. So happy Lesy after being invited to a date by her husband, after recently she spent more time at home. If not for his gynecological condition, he would have been walking alone for a long time. He was also worried if something happened to him if there was no Endri beside him.
While Lesy who had walked towards the second floor, Endri was still silent in place. But his eyes kept staring at the departure of his second wife. His teeth were bluffing and his heart was hoping. Hopefully, the decisions he has made will produce good results. Yes, a decision that referred to the real plan that was already imprinted in his mind at this moment.
"May Niana be happy if my plan is successful" Endri murmured.
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