First Wife's Mission
Episode 25 - I'm the One Who Left But I Also Feel Abandoned

Niana was almost ready. His appearance was much better than before. He was wearing the clothes he had already chosen. Dany helped him enough, although not all of Dany's advice he followed. But certainly Niana has seen some Arsyita Darmawangsa style of dress that is still a trendsetter to date. All the time, Niana was in her room more just to learn how to style. He came out for a while when he needed some makeup that had run out or even he did not have. And of course not only Arsyita, some actresses or celebrities he observed through their photos on social media pages.

Now, Niana has appeared almost perfect, although she will still lose by a landslide compared to the figure of Arsyita. But he still has to feel a little proud. Who knows in the eyes of Endri, he has been much more interesting than before or even been able to beat Lesy.

"It's half past seven, I'd better hurry up. Dany could go berserk if I'm late. After all, I also miss them, especially Rubel. Last met with Rubel one year ago, I was wondering if he was still loyal to one of his glasses," Niana said, smiling. His heart was quite impatient and there might be a slight sense of pleasure, but at the same time, he felt indecisive. Canggung and minder have stopped in its heart. Regarding one question that he might receive from Rubel and Dominic, until now he still has not found the best answer.

"Ah somehow. Saying that Mas Endri is very busy, I think that's enough. Even though such a reason sounds so classic." Niana sighed, then swallowed the saliva with great difficulty.

In the next second, Niana got up from her seat in front of the dresser. He bowed his body again before actually deciding to leave. She stared at the reflection of her beautiful face in the mirror attached to the dresser, making sure again if there was a corner of her face that was lacking or excessive in wearing makeup. And in the end he felt that there was nothing strange about him.

Niana issued a bag with a well-known brand that is the gift of Endri when their marriage age reached the age of one year. The white sling bag once proved how much Endri loved Niana. The price of expensive bags was not concerned just for the sake of making Niana happy. But, baby, now Endri's heart has moved to another woman. That white bag will only be a silent witness to the love of the past.

"Why do I always keep this stuff? Just because the price is super expensive, so I feel dear? Is Mas Endri disappointed that I don't wear this stuff often? If he was disappointed, why did he remain silent? I think ... principle of my life does not bother him, because he never protested anything. I think with a simpler life I can get one positive value in his eyes. But, it turns out that it's not at all. Instead of leading me so stupid, he was looking for another woman" Niana said regretfully.

It would be better if Endri filed for divorce before getting into a relationship with another woman. But in fact, Endri actually played with fire before completing his marriage with Niana which eventually broke Niana's heart, when Niana thought that there was really nothing wrong in her marriage. When Niana also had planned a pregnancy program after the preparation of her personal funds was more than enough. And even, Niana had thought to postpone the desire again when Endri's company was in trouble. But Endri actually gave a reply that was so painful. Anyway, it still feels unfair!

"That's it. If I think about this matter again, I will just cry. It would be a waste of my efforts to improve my appearance if my crying ruined the makeup on my face." After saying so, Niana immediately took the white sling bag. He wears low-heeled white shoes. The next second, he immediately rushed out of his room.

But when he just opened the door, Niana's movement stopped. Someone almost knocked on his door. Fortunately not the figure of Lesy, because Niana did not want to argue all the rude remarks of the woman. But Endri who somehow wanted to meet Niana by coming to the room.

"Niana?" endri said, then swallowed the saliva.

"Yes, Mum? What was? Want to get your clothes or something?" niana Sahut.

Endri swallowed the saliva with difficulty. Since when is this woman so attractive? Is she really good at putting on makeup? Inner wonders.

Niana smiled when she realized that her husband was stunned by her. Maybe he was too quick to speculate. But he doesn't care. What other name is appropriate for a man who is fixated on silence while looking at him with a stunned expression, other than the mention that the man is stunned?

"Mass?" niana said she was trying to wake up her husband.

Endri gasp. "Ah yes. Mm, that's ... I actually want to talk to you, but it looks like you want to go huh?"

Niana did not say anything wrong. After pregnancy, Lesy is indeed easier to feel. But despite knowing that reality, Endri's heart still felt offended. Perhaps more precisely feeling embarrassed, because he had married another woman who seemed no better than Niana. Especially after he married Lesy, Niana began to show change. Especially about appearance, Niana looks more fashionable and more beautiful.

Was all this time ... What kept him from living frugally was me, instead of himself? Inner Endri.

"And about the car, I'm sorry I didn't talk about it with you, Mas. Well, I assume that every purchase I make is no longer necessary to report to you. As per our initial agreement, if we are not allowed to interfere in each other's affairs. After all, the car is just a used car, and not too expensive. It is true, I bought the car not only from my own salary, but also the monthly rations that you gave me all this time. Ah, but, if you mind because I used the money you gave me of course I'm willing to give it back, Mas. Coincidentally, the savings from my salary are still there" attacked Niana.

Endri sighed. "Don't go overboard, Niana, I gave you money because I'm your husband. The money you receive is your right. You don't have to give it back. All this time you have been too frugal, so you can just enjoy your savings for yourself" he said.

"mm?" Niana was quite surprised by the reaction Endri gave. He thought Endri would be offended and angry. But Endri said so wisely. "Then yes already. I'm grateful for that to you, Mom. Uh! I have to leave soon, Mas."

Niana walked with a slight nudge on Endri's shoulders as the man never shifted. But when Niana was about to step again, Endri grabbed his arm. And of course Niana's steps stopped that second as well. The next second, he turned his head towards the man.

"What else, Mom?" ask Niana.

Endri's eyelids are shaking. He immediately let go of Niana's arm and said, "May I take you to the venue?"

"Mm, no need, Mum."

"Dany come too?"

"Ah, of course, because she's the one who made the show. You want to meet him to talk about work?"

Endri shakes. "No, I just wanted to take you. After all, you haven't driven yourself in a long time."

"Sorry, Mas. Once again! Your young wife is pregnant, if she finds out you're coming out with me, she'll be angry again. I don't want to be accused of anything, though maybe I still have the right to ask you for help. About driving, just relax, Mas, I've been able to drive since High School. I have also been borrowing your car lately. I'll be fine. Then, excuse me. Take good care of your young wife, Mas."

Disappointed endri. But what power, he could not resist Niana who had stepped so quickly to leave him. Ah, leaving. Isn't it Endri who has left Niana? However, why does Endri feel that he is being abandoned by his first wife? But he cannot be so selfish. Niana had been hurt until she was probably numb. And Niana was already that loud in accepting Lesy's presence inside her house. To feel suspicious of Niana for what reason? Instead of being harmed, Endri actually benefits. But the difference is, he has no right to touch Niana.

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