First Wife's Mission
Episode 2 - Confession of Mas Endri

Endri sighed so long, then exhaled roughly. His head was slightly bowed, but his pair of eyes seemed to have not stopped moving since. Coupled with the two busy fingers rubbed against each other. Endri who was so nervous made Niana more curious and now accompanied by an anxiety. Anxiety greater than when he waited for the arrival of Endri a moment ago.

"Mass?" Feeling impatient, Niana finally decided to take the vote. It was meant to put a little pressure on Endri. "You're okay, right?"

Endri looked at Niana, swallowed the saliva, then smiled wryly. "I-I mm, be-be, Niana ...."

"Why, Mas?"

Endri inhaled as much air, then exhaled it back through his mouth. Comeon! He has to tell the truth! The unanimous decision he must take is to make a confession so that it can be delivered immediately.

"Niana" said Endri who began to succeed in controlling himself from nervousness that attacked him from the beginning. "I'm sorry ...."

"I'm sorry?" Niana's forehead is faintly wrinkled. "Sorry for what, Mom? You did nothing wrong to me, other than not telling me you were coming home late. Even the calls and messages I made to contact you did not respond at all. And I think I can forgive you as long as you can go home on the sidelines"

"Niana, I .. I made a big mistake with you. Over the past six months, I-I've been in a relationship with another woman, Niana." Endri bit his lips with all his might until blood began to come out of the scar.

"Lessie and I loved each other. We'll even get a baby. Lesy was pregnant with my first child. I-I'm sorry, Niana. I-I can't leave her, Niana, I'm planning on marrying her." So quickly, Endri said a follow-up sentence. The speed tub of the train as its voice came out of the throat cavity.

Niana was still unmoved, pensive, and confused. A few seconds later, his ears began to feel hot. The tightness immediately hit his chest without hesitation. But she tries to control herself, at least until she finds out that her husband is just joking.

Cheating with a woman named Lesy and going to have children? Oh, naw! That doesn't make much sense.

"Huh .. hahaha! If you're joking, don't be so horrible, Mas Endri!" niana. She still hopes big that her husband's confession is just a joke. "My birthday is still la-"

"I'm serious, Niana. I came home late to be with the drop-down Lesy after finding out that she was pregnant, and pregnant from the seed that had become your husband."

"Mas ...?" Niana's breathing started to drift. The tightness that struck grew increasingly excruciating, making it difficult to breathe air. Even a sudden dizzy appeared to hit his head until it throbbed.

"My birthday is still a long time, Mom. Ja-so, you don't have to prank me up like this haha. Wh-come on! Just tell me, just tell me you're just kidding, Mom!" continued Niana while gripping firmly part of his heart. Her lips trembled as she said the last hope that might still give her a chance.

Endri bit his bleeding lip. A few seconds later he says, "Niana, if you want a divorce"

"Stop!" cut Niana. "Don't say anything more. Be quiet! Give me some time to digest all this, Mum!" Decaying tears stained Niana's right cheek.

With a wound so fast in raining himself, Niana got up from her sitting position. He limped and left Endri alone in the golden living room. Then, he climbed the steps one by one with the fingers gripping one of the barriers to maintain his balance. Niana went to her room and locked herself up while crying as she pleased.

His patience in waiting for the arrival of the husband must be paid with a bitter reality. Endri who he always loved suddenly became an accursed husband as well as a traitor. What else can Niana do but cry and lament fate? Confession said in a few seconds by Endri successfully tear down the beautiful world that Niana had always dreamed of so far.

So, should Niana file a divorce lawsuit to be separated from the traitorous man? However, will not the divorce only make Endri more excited, because that way Endri can be more free to continue the relationship with a woman named Lesy as well as their prospective children? Nah! Niana will not let them live happily, while she will be confined to a wound alone for a longer time. Niana had to make a plan!

"Where might I let them be happy, while I'm so hurt ...."

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Endri chose to sleep in the living room and get away from niana. Even so there were still all the regrets he felt, but he also had to be honest if there was relief that infiltrated his heart at this time. It was as if he had just come out of a mud pit that made it hard to breathe air. Now, his affair with Lesy, as one of the staff in his office is no longer a secret. Moreover, the woman will give a child for him, although there will certainly be many obstacles in the future. Such as being insulted by both parents Niana. But what can be done, this is the path he has chosen, choosing Lesy from Niana who he no longer loves too deeply.

Whether since when exactly, Endri's love for Niana began to fade. However, the woman who had accompanied him to build the household ark for two years did not look attractive anymore in his eyes. Maybe a very minimal time to meet becomes one of the reasons. Or maybe because Niana who rarely keep the appearance. Although still beautiful without a lot of trinkets, in the eyes of Endri, his wife still looks less modern. Especially when taking Niana out for a while, maybe many people will consider Endri so stingy on Niana, until Niana can not afford expensive clothes.

Even before the Endri company had problems, Endri often gave more than enough monthly rations. Unfortunately, Niana actually chose to save her money or set aside some sheets to give to Nur. Niana instead took a life path that tends to be rigid, monotonous, and very frugal.

"G ... Niana, I'm sorry. Even so, there is still a love in my heart for you. But if asked to choose, I've established myself to choose Lesy, she'll even give me offspring. I'm so sorry that I had to hurt you, but, I'm relieved after all this time just harboring everything. He was better able to give me new colors in my life" Endri said and then swallowed saliva. "I will accept any scorn from your family, even you who might decide to divorce me. You also no longer need to bother helping me who is in this difficulty. I can handle everything, Niana, without you. I'm really sorry ...."

Endri's decision is unanimous. After being worried for almost a month, he now has to make a decision. The confession he had told Niana was the first way for him to be happy with Lesy and his future son with the woman.

Without Endri realizing it, Niana might be arranging a plan.

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