Forgive Me Both
Let him go, Van!

"Are you okay, Van?" Renan looked at Vani who looked a little different than usual. It was as if there was a gurat of sadness emanating from the woman's face. Although the two have not been too close, but Renan knows if there is something that Vani is currently hiding.

"I'm okay, sir." Even so the tears that suddenly shed could not hide the truth that Vani was trying to hide from the man next to her.

"You cry, Van? Are you thinking of that useless husband?!"

It felt like Renan was emotional once every time he saw Vani like this. A few days ago he also saw Vani crying alone when he accidentally passed in front of the room that Vani occupied. But at that time Renan could still try to refrain from interfering too much in Vani's problems.

"I'm sorry, sir, I was just ....?" Vani's voice choked. Although Vani had promised not to be weak anymore, but as a woman she was very hurt to know the betrayal of her husband.

"Take him off, Van. You deserve to be happy!"

After all, she will be happy to accept Vani if later the woman is really divorced from her husband.

"Don't torture yourself by keeping a husband like him. Let him go, Van. Then marry me!" said Renan suddenly, to make the woman who was there immediately turned her gaze to Renan.

"Mr ..."

"Why are you hanging on with a guy like that, Van? Even I can give what that man can't give you!" say Renan again.

"Sir Ren said what, me, you? Since when did the call change?" Vani can only build himself.

Renan stopped his car a few meters before arriving at the gate of his house.

"What does Mr Ren mean? If it's about money, I don't think it's necessary. I'm used to living like this." Vani can only duck, squeezing his own fingers.

Whether serious or just not, Vani doesn't want to be too hopeful for the man next to her. Though the seed of love had long grown in Vani's heart.

"Don't be naive, Van. You're a normal woman, right? I know you need it too." Renan's words immediately made Vani look up, Vani stared at the face of the man next to her with a red face.

"Mr Ren ..."

"Your husband is imp0ten, right, Van? She can't love you anything?!" Renan made his words clearer. She does not care if later Vani will hate her because it is considered to open the disgrace of her husband in front of her own eyes.

"Ba–how could Mr Ren know? Did you accidentally spy on me?!" It felt like Vani was sinking to the bottom of the earth. Shame, of course yes when there are others who know the disgrace of the household.

"Van ...!"

"I'm down here, sir. Thanks for getting picked up." Vani hurriedly opened the car door, and moved quickly before the embarrassment got the better of him.

While Renan was still fixated on staring at the departure of Vani who stepped into the house. The man was sorry for not being able to hold back. Had he been able to hold back just a little, maybe Vani would not have gotten angry and just left him.

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In fact, Vani is not only angry, but silence it for days. The woman is still working as usual, but if Renan gets home and tries to meet Vani, the woman has gone home to make Renan feel more guilty.

"Neng Vani has come home from an hour ago, sir," said Bik Minah, whom Renan met in the kitchen at the time.

"Sorry, Sir. I'm in a hurry." Vani tries to break through Renan's body which is deliberately standing in his way.

"We need to talk, Van," Renan told the woman. But Vani just looked down and was reluctant to look at him at all.

"Please Mr. Ren step aside, I want to go home" Vani declined as smoothly as possible. He was just embarrassed to remember what Renan said in the car at that time.

"I'm not leaving until you give me a chance to talk."

"What the hell, Mr. Ren, why deliberately block my path?!" whispered Vani slowly. He was anxious to see Renan who had not shifted from his position earlier.

"I'm confused, Van, why did your attitude suddenly change like this? Are you still angry about yesterday's trouble?"

Vani just shook his head slowly.

"I'm sorry, Van, if my attitude yesterday was outrageous. But what I said yesterday was really serious. I've liked you since the first time we met."

Vani immediately nodded to hear it. He recalls his meeting with Renan. If it is not wrong when Bik Minah asked Vani to replace her duties that morning.

"I ..." Vani was confused to answer it himself. Honestly, Vani was pounding when she met Renan for the first time.

But, does Vani also have to be straightforward? Nah! There's too much difference between him and Renan.

You are an impossibility to me.

Vani continues to keep silent until Renan is forced to step closer to him.

"Sir Ren... What do you want?!"

"Van, is my feeling wrong?"

"Stop, Sir! Don't come any closer!"

Grep's!

Renan suddenly blocks Vani's wrist and pulls it, until the woman's body falls into Renan's arms.

"I like you, Van. Please don't ever dodge again."

Vani could hear the man's breathing still going up and down. Even Renan's whisper sounded very sad in his ear. Vani's body freezes receiving Renan's treatment. Although in his heart Vani continued to curse himself, saying how naive he had been.

Vani refuses, but her heart beats faster, as if accepting everything Renan did to her. Vani has long wanted this, a gentle treatment that Vani rarely gets from her husband.

"Mr ..."

"Please .. leave it like this for a minute, Van."

"I'm a married woman, sir. Do we deserve to be like this?" ask Vani about the man.

"I don't care, Van. Even if I need to, I will take you from that man!"