Forgive Me Both
The charm of Vania

Renan never thought that Vania, the maid in her house, turned out to be a beautiful face. Her clean white skin, and her clothes covered by the long robe she saw earlier further added to her beauty.

Renan was immediately fixated on admiring the creation of that near-perfect God. Maybe even thought, Vani is an angel that God deliberately sent for him.

But, the next second Renan jerked himself, when he realized that there was something different about him. Renan felt interested in women again.

Oh my God.. I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong.

I shouldn't have felt it this fast.

Kania, I'm sorry.

Renan whispered softly, calling the Supreme Owner everything, as well as remembering his late wife who had long returned to his lap. Yes, he was wrong to even admire married women. While there are many women out there, even beautiful girls who deliberately offer their hearts to be made a companion for life. But, all of them resisted for various reasons.

"I'm sorry, I haven't had any thoughts of finding a replacement for my wife!" That was the one that Renan used to silence anyone who approached him.

But, when he saw Vani, he could not resist the charm of the woman.

Today was the first time Renan had seen Vani after two months of working at home. Renan thought the worker Bik Minah was about her age. It was wrong, he was young. Even what he saw Vani not only berparas ayu, but his clever cooking also made him amazed.

Renan stared confusedly at his breakfast menu. Because this is the first time he was served by Vani. If usually Bik Minah will prepare a light menu such as a glass of milk and a piece of bread, this time Renan saw a plate of fried rice is ready on the dining table.

Initially Renan hesitated a little when he wanted to eat it. But, because he wanted to appreciate the effort of Vani who was willing to come early in the morning to replace the task of Bik Minah, he forced to taste it.

Renan began to take a spoon and feed it to his mouth hesitantly.

"Nob." One word that came out of his lips. Renan glanced at Vani, apparently he smiled with satisfaction up ahead. Unknowingly the man's hand continued to scoop the fried rice made by Vani until the toilet was not left.

This morning Renan began his day, an unusual day with a breakfast menu of fried rice made by Vani. He has been able to change his habits all this time.

Renan leaves for the hospital just as the watch on his wrist points to the number eight. As usual the car is parked in front there, the security guard who prepares. While Renan .. akhhh .. his gaze even swept around, looking for the whereabouts of the woman.

"Vani, where is he?" Because Renan saw him out of the house while carrying a broom after accompanying him to spend breakfast.

"The car's ready, sir!" Renan regained his senses from his daydream as the sound of the security guard rang out. He hurried in and sat behind the wheel. Renan hoped that when he returned home he could still see her, see the beautiful smile of the woman even for a moment.

"I have to go home quickly" whispered Renan inwardly. The man drove his car with joy.

Until the time came home, Renan was impatient to drive his vehicle home.

"What feeling is this!" Renan cursed himself. Along the way home Renan continued to develop his smile.

And right, when he arrived in front of the gate of the house, Vani was still standing there. It turned out that the woman was waiting for public transport with a slightly anxious face. Renan understands because hours like this are rarely passed, maybe even not there.

"A chance" whispered Renan inwardly.

"Sorry, if I'm a little mean for taking advantage of this opportunity." Renan decides to go down, and Vani turns daydreaming.

"What if I take you home?" go to Vani. Long enough Vani was silent, Renan also tried to wait for him. Maybe Vani was still holding up his offer.

"Of course not!" Renan answered quickly, but only dared to answer inwardly. Renan couldn't possibly say it blatantly.

"No!" Renan smiled back at her.

"Where, Van? Want me to drop off?" Renan spoke again when he saw the doubt on Vani's face. The woman nodded. Renan was very happy. Felt today was good luck siding with him.

Thank God for this beautiful day that I may never forget, Renan whispered as he opened the car door for Vani.

Honestly, actually Renan feels gerogi not playing. Especially when capturing Vani's attitude that looks awkward.

"Is my offer wrong?" ask Renan to yourself.

They just shut up. Vani kept his head down. Meanwhile, Renan is still trying to steal the look of Vani's beautiful face through the tail of his eyes. Choosing to admire him in silence, it was better. Because what? Renan knows who Vani is. She's a married woman she doesn't deserve to like, let alone hope to have one.

Until finally the car that Renan was driving stopped at the address that Vani told him. Quite a luxurious residential complex. However, suddenly Renan was confused, why Vani lived here, in luxury housing, but wanted to work as a maid?

"Thank you, sir." Renan only woke up when Vani spoke. It turned out that the woman was no longer beside him. Get down and close the door when Renan was daydreaming earlier.

"Be careful."

Next Vani turned his body and stepped into the gate of the complex. While Renan himself was still faithfully staring at him from a distance, staring at the back of the woman who was slowly disappearing at the end there.

Renan drives his car quickly leaving the housing complex owned by Vani. On the way he kept hoping to continue to feel this moment again. It feels happy even if you can only drive him.

"Ah, what is this feeling? It's crazy."

After cleaning himself, as usual Renan took the flat object to check the condition of the hospital.

"Safe!" Because there is no call or notification asking him to come suddenly.

The man threw his body into the bed and began to close his eyes. But, a shadow of Vani's face suddenly came. The woman seemed to be smiling at him. Though the truth, I don't know, maybe now Vani is spending time with her husband.

Her mischievous thoughts began to drift, imagining Vani being with her husband there.

"Why does it feel so tight?!"

Renan rubbed his face a few times. Until the clock of the room wall pointed to the number three in the morning, he had not been able to close the eyes of the goods for a second.

"Damn it!" He cursed himself. Condemn his stupidity that keeps thinking about Vani.

"Did I really like it?"

Renan got up and took his steps to the bathroom. Drenched his entire body with water emanating from the shower. Hopefully Vani's shadow will come along and disappear from his mind. In fact, when he came out of the bathroom and tried to close his eyes again, the shadow of the woman's face was still dancing clearly in the eye.

Renan just hopes the night quickly changes with the morning. So that he could see his face immediately. Vani's face continues to shadow her tonight. Until tormented without power.

After a night of self-torture with the shadow of Vani's face, he felt tired. His eyes are heavy. When the morning greeted, then Renan could close his eyes. The next second did not know anymore, because he was already asleep in the dream.