GIVE ME LOVE
CHAPTER 43. I'M NOT HER

"Kinclong Mr. Boss! just advise sir, do not be too late with sadness, pity adek cute he still needs the affection of Mr. Boss. The beautiful mother must also be sad to see the appearance of Mr. Boss like that," said the employee of the treatment clinic.

"Thank you for reminding me, Then I'll excuse you first, these are tips for you, to eat meatballs" Mahen said with a smile.

Thank you again, Boss. Hopefully smoothly continue his recovery and I pray, hopefully soon get another companion who is as good as a beautiful mother."

"Aamiin.." replied Mahen.

Mahen left the treatment clinic, then went back to his private home first to bathe and prepare.

Now Mahen looks more handsome and dashing, this is recognized by the servants in his house and the neighbors who happen to pass in front of the house.

After dressing up neatly, because later all of you want to meet with guests from abroad, Royan also rushed forward his car to the Andara family home.

Upon arrival there, Mahen was surprised, why the house looked empty, usually the sound of Annisa playing, or Papa mama talking on the porch.

Mahen said a greeting and mbok Ijah opened the door.

"Kok quiet Mbok, where are all," asked Mahen.

"Papa, Mama Aden and Den Hansen and Den Nisa went for a walk, Mister is still in the office, while Madam is in the room. If Den Devani again dress up Den, please Aden sit down first, let Mbok see and call Den Devani," said Simbok then went upstairs to see Devani.

Arriving in front of Devani's room, the symbol called while knocking on the door.

When Devani opens the door, Simbok is shocked and takes a few steps back. Mbok Ijah did not believe his vision, then he rubbed his eyes while saying, "Den Vina!"

"Mbok, it's me...Devani's! Look at me all right!" Devani.

"Yes Den sorry, original.sama percis Den, Mbok who every day saw Den Vani could only be mistaken, let alone others," said Simbok.

"But Mbok, I'm not him. I still want to be myself" said Devani sadly.

Simbok knew, so Devani had always wanted to be different, it was because she did not like others likening herself to her twin brother. Let her look ugly in people's eyes, but Devani seems to have an identity, not a ride to her twin.

"Oh yes Den, Den Mahen has come," said Simbok.

"Yes Mbok, this is also ready" replied Devani.

Mbok first go down Den, want to call Madam," said Simbok.

Devani nodded, then she wore high heels, but because she felt uncomfortable, Devani finally took it off and put on the sneakers she used to wear.

Mahen who saw Devani was transfixed, he was like he was watching his late wife come back to life.

Unknowingly, Mahen reached out to touch Devani's face but finally he gasped, realizing that the woman before him was not Devina.

Mahen sighed, felt guilty, then turned around and said, "Sorry..."

Only a word of it came out of his mouth, he could not behave like this, could not let Devina's shadow live in Devani.

Devani realized that Mahen must have thought of himself as Devina, then to melt the atmosphere Devani also said, "Therefore I prefer to look different Hen, like my usual appearance."

"Because I'm not him and don't want to be him and don't want anyone else to think of me and love me as him."

"I am who I am and will forever be unable and unwilling to be him" Devani said. He was sad and felt that he was not in this world.

Mahen turned to face Devani, and holding her hands together, she said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. Maybe because I just saw you look like this, that's why I remember him, but I promise I'll try to love you for who you are."

"You are Devani with all your own shortcomings and strengths, not my wife Devina's late wife" Mahen said heartily in regret.

"Thank you Hen, if you're aware of that" Devani said.

Just as Mahen was about to say again, Mama Tiara came over pedaling her wheelchair.

"It's gone, son! Oh yes Hen, Annisa was taken by your mom and dad to go for a walk, sorry we couldn't possibly ban her" said Mama Intan.

"It's okay Ma, let them settle to play with Annisa while still in Indonesia, later if they have returned they can only let go of the miss from behind the camera," said Mahen.

"Oh yes Ma, we say goodbye first. My permission to bring Devani ya Ma," said Mahen as he barked at Mama Intan's hand. Devani was pleased to do the same.

The two walked together and Mahen opened the car door, letting Devani in and sit next to him.

From the front door the mother waved her hand while watching the two depart. In her heart she said, 'I hope you remain my best son-in-law Hen. Love Devani as she is, so you will know, she also keeps a lot of goodness and advantages, not less than Devina.'

After Mahen's car was not seen again, then Mama Intan entered and closed the door, it turns out there Mbok Ijah was also watching Mama Intan.

"Mbok...do you think the same thing as me?" ask Mama Intan.

Simbok nodded, then said, "I also hope Him, Den Mahen can sincerely love Den Vani instead of loving because Den Vani has lived his memories of Den Vina," simbok said as he pushed his employer's wheelchair back into the room.