Habibillah Hawaari
Mau Ngomong

"You owe me an explanation bill" said Ratna quite firmly. His eyes narrowed sharply as if he wanted to pinch the chubby cheek of his close friend.

Billa did not speak her words but instead stood up and paid for her and Ratna's order. Inevitably Ratna got up and followed the steps of her friend. The two were silent no one wanted to start a conversation. Arriving in the second class took a sitting position in front of the lecturer's desk. Billa deliberately took a seat in front because she did not want to be asked many things by Ratna. It was unexpected that Ratna was following him. While waiting for the teacher. Billa opened her phone and got a notice from her next door friend. Spontaneously Billa pinched Ratna's cheek with anxiety.

"What the hell, sick tau." Uarnar while holding his cheeks that are reddened by the pinch of Billa.

"What else do you want to hear ? it's not like I've been telling Zafran at first." Answer with anxiety.

"Yes also yes, why can chat the bill, you guys are close yes . "funny while close the bench with Billa.

"You read the chat yourself. Males, I'm talking about that man." Billa gave her phone to Ratna. The phone quickly switched to Ratna's hand. Ratna began to solemnly read all the messages sent from Zafran to Billa.

"Crazy, you're so funny the same Zafran, be careful Bill, don't be so careless. From cuek could be like." He said while returning Billa's phone.

"If I like it, what do you do ? don't you like Zafran ?" he answered with a warm smile.

"Yes if you like him I'm sincere, insyaallah mate not go, wkwkwkwkwk."

Actually Ratna disliked Zafran, only admiring nothing more. He who never listened to a lecture melodiously, the first to listen to the beautiful chant from the mouth of the young man who turned out to be still a new student status just as he made him respect with Zafran. But if used as a candidate for a husband or girlfriend like her did not think by Ratna. Ratna has a much more mature dream. She had broken up with her boyfriend a lot when High School made her decide to not date anymore and look for a more mature and aged one.

"I'm not interested" Billa replied without turning to Ratna who was watching her intently. Billa even tends to be very lazy to discuss Zafran. I don't know what made him so upset with the young man. Though the voice of Zafran in teaching is much more melodious compared to the man who used to like her Rahman.

*

Billa arrived in kosan right after the ashar adhan. Today there are only two college schedules. The second hour starts at one to half three in the afternoon. After completing his lecture Billa went straight home to the boarding house and rest for a while while laying his body on his favorite bed. He looked at the white ceiling of his room. There was an unusual feeling when Billa began to consider the words of her sister. 'I have to how' he said in his heart. Tired of endless thoughts made Billa very dizzy and immediately darted into the bathroom. Washing her body with cold water made her relax and calm down a little. Fifteen minutes of ritual bathing. The girl came out wearing a short shirt and home-style women's shorts. The girl immediately rolled out her alphabet and put on her face neatly. Four rakaat prayers ashar he did solemnly. End with remembrance and devotion to the prophet. For a long time the girl dissolved in sholawat, her hands moved touching the mushaf and began chanting it melodiously, verse by verse she chanted by living each letter and rakaat to be precise in reading it. Makes Billa forget all the anxiety in her mind. Sayup-sayup Billa heard her room on tap by her boarding friend. Billa moved up immediately tidied up her prayer tool and moved to open the door.

"What's Re ?"

"Bill, find a meal for the mallem. Pumpung not yet Maghrib. Later if it has been Maghrib mager again to go. the edges of the noodles again" he said, remembering not to consume instant food too often.

"By nitip aja not the hell Re, I'm males out wkwkwk."

"Wait a minute, I'll change. Pake your motorbike yes, my motorbike has been entered into the dalem."

"Yes" said Rere as he sauntered out the boarding house. The girl waited for Billa on the bike while playing her phone.

.

Both decided to buy chicken pecels. Rere is indeed Billa's closest boarding friend to her. They are familiar because their rooms are next to each other, making them often meet and chat while eating breakfast and dinner. Rere's the same cuckoo kid as Billa. Both are reluctant to share personal issues. More precisely do not want to interfere in each other's affairs. Rere is also different from the faculty with Billa, the girl majored in economics which means business faculty. While Billa took the faculty of tarbiyah or more familiar with teachers. As the two were engrossed in chatting while waiting for orders, there were two youths sitting right before Billa and Rere. The two looked up at the glance of who was sitting without permission, the two girls glanced at each other as if they wanted to question each other. Meanwhile, the two young men were ordering the same meal as Billa and Ratna. Billa recognized one of the young men who was staring at her fixedly, but she did not know who the other young man who was also staring at Rere even shifted his stool to get closer to Rere's bench. Rere tried to speak to Billa in a whisper.

"We go back, stay with the order. Let me pay first." He said while whispering.

Billa frowned in surprise then nodded, both of them then stood up and was about to step. Yet the heavy voice of someone called out his name wryly.

"Re, I need to talk to you" he said as he stood up and wanted to hold Rere's hand. But Rere immediately brushed off the young man's hand violently. Billa took one step back because she did not expect Rere to be so rude to men.

"I don't want to talk to you at any time" he said, pulling Billa's hand. But the two stopped their footsteps again after hearing a familiar voice in Billa's ears.

"Bill, I also want to talk" he said firmly while getting up from the chair. 'Apaan anyway, Zafran did everything he wanted to say, Deket just didn't. Also known just now.' His inner.

"You want to talk to that guy ?" rere asked as he turned towards Billa.

"Hem, we better not talk here. You solve your problems with that man. I also want to hear, actually what Zafran wants to talk about" replied Billa calmly.

"Well, let's just take our order, and then go with them where they want to talk." Said Rere while paying two portions of his and Billa.

*

"What are you talking about ?"