Habibillah Hawaari
Apologize

"Dek" called Reza after noticing her sister just silently staring out the window during the trip.

"Yes ?" Billa kept staring out the window not wanting her shoulder to be seen by her sister.

"You can't forgive Dita yet ?" Billa began to look at her sister with a forced smile. The girl did not answer the question from her sister but just shrugged her shoulders like she had no interest in discussing the woman she had met.

Reza chose to be silent because he understood, his sister did not want to discuss much about the woman who had a relationship with him. Actually, not only about the woman who had berta'aruf with her brother Billa look cloudy, but the figure of a handsome man who had almost a year forgotten, now can look directly at him, even if only briefly.

'Astaghfirullah' he said in his heart as he recalled the male figure he once had in his heart. Billa chose to sleep during the trip to calm her mind before reaching her home.

Meanwhile, in a luxury car, it looks like a woman is issuing her emotions to her interlocutors, the girl is so upset because the man next to her is always cold and does not even care about her at all.

"You why the hell ! I have been patient with you all this time. We've been dating for a year and a half, but you haven't changed! get me down here. I'd rather go home alone than one car with your same rich fridge!" yelled Dita could not stand Syafik's attitude anymore.

Yeah, as long as that guy doesn't get in touch with Billa. Syafik is still dating Dita, but the man is always cold and indifferent with her. Both when meeting in person and when both LDR because Syafik is still studying in his campus which is very limited in Communication tools.

"Alright" Syafik immediately stopped his car suddenly right on the side of the road. Dita who actually does not really when asking him made distrust with the actions of the man who had been his lover. Exactly the backup lover.

"Shafiik! you have the heart for me to lower me like this, you!" already upset with the attitude of the man in front of him. The girl immediately got out of Syafik's luxury car and slammed the door hard enough. No matter what it is going to be like, rather than getting emotional it is better to stay away for a moment to calm his mind.

"If it wasn't for you having everything, I wouldn't have maintained a relationship like this. It's chic!" said Dita after Syafik's car away from his vision. While Syafik, the man no longer cares about the woman who used to be so graceful and so meek. His gentle attitude made him so fascinated even though he was in a relationship with Billa. But over time, Dita increasingly demanding and rough in dealing with problems. Dita did not even hesitate to make a high voice and snapped it blatantly. That is what makes Syafik turn cold and cold towards him. On the other hand, the man was so sorry for his stupidity when he betrayed Billa who was so sincerely waiting for him.

"Annisa Habibillah Hawaari" murmured shafik lirih regretting everything at this time. The man is now getting a week off after undergoing his final semester exam. Syafik is taking his time off to go home and visit his girlfriend Dita. If on a public campus such as Billa's is completing KKN then another with Syafik campus which in fact is like a boarding school.

Right adzan Dzuhur reverberated, Billa and her brother arrived at his house which was crowded with close relatives because of preparing for the wedding of Billa which will be held in his home. The girl entered her room after shaking hands and chatting for a moment greeting her brother as well as her parents.

"Yourfy.." Billa stepped into the bathroom to clean her sticky body after the trip. The girl immediately took a shower and changed into comfortable clothes to rest. If her friends might have been sleeping since a few hours ago, another with Billa. The girl decided to lock the door of her room and immediately went to sleep after performing four rakaat Dzuhur prayer as a duty of a Muslim.

"Assalamualaikum" he said directly without seeing the number of those who contacted him.

"Waalaikumussalam" The girl immediately opened her eyes wide when she recognized the heavy voice of Syafik. Really, Billa did not expect. From a long time not exchanging news, the man was desperate to contact him because only because he met while eating at the restaurant earlier. Billa kept her mouth shut tightly, calming her heart that was beginning to fidget with what she was currently doing.

"I know you're mad at me for what I did to you. I'm sorry for everything Annisa." Billa held her breath as the man she had once hoped for now regretted his actions directly through cellular.

"Hm" that's all Billa can do. The girl didn't know how else to react. Both of them only remained silent for a few minutes because they were confused about how to start to fix everything.

"How are you doing ?" syafik said in the end to start a conversation after both of them were silent without any chatter.

"Good" The girl was actually very frightened, because she still let her phone connect with a man who obviously no longer had any relationship. Connecting to his candidate Billa is rare and can even be counted with his finger.

"Can we meet just once for me to apologize to you in person ?" Billa kept her phone away from her ear and set her breath to calm down. Undeniably, the girl was so shocked by Syafik's invitation that it was never trite in speaking words. Little Billa was indeed so memorized by the attitude of the man who had been close to him for almost two years.

"Sorry" Syafik sighed softly and tried to receive a response from the girl he still loved so much. Syafik is aware, if his actions are not actions that can be immediately forgiven. The man should think before speaking.

"All right, I get it. Once again sorry, I" Syafik scrutinized his phone as he heard the sound of his call being interrupted by Billa. The man rubbed his face rough because of his right assumption, Billa had turned off his connection without even listening to what he wanted to say.

"You never change. Firm and always make me die flea with all your attitude" he said softly observe a photo that is still neatly stored on his phone.

Billa breathed a sigh of relief after turning off her phone without permission or listening to Syafik's words. The girl realized, she was now not a woman who did not have a candidate. Even the important day for him will soon come in less than six days.

Billa did not care, how Syafik considered him at this moment. Disconnect unilaterally even without saying goodbye and excuse me. Both of them no longer have any relationship.

The girl chose to turn off her phone and then return to her body which was very tired and so missed a comfortable sleep.