Habibillah Hawaari
Distrusting

Billa began the morning by making a breakfast of fried rice accompanied by a topping of sausage and beef-eye eggs. The girl will go to college by noon precisely at ten in the morning. There is still enough time to clean the room and wash some dirty clothes. Not only was Billa busy with her morning routine, some other boarding friends who did not have a morning lecture started their day with cleaning and washing clothes.

Living with enough pocket money does not make the overseas student lazy to wash his own clothes. Instead, it must be good at managing finances for more useful things such as the cost of photocopying and print assignments or to create educational tools. Everything should be arranged as carefully as possible. Not to mention if suddenly there is a practicum that requires more funds.

"Wih Billa, the good wife-to-be. Early in the morning make breakfast. Is it in the afternoon ?" chirps Rere when passing by want to wash dirty dishes after breakfast rice sutu bought.

"Aamiin, come in a little shit." Answer Billa.

"Great crafts early in the morning wash clothes, clean the room, keep cooking too." Said Rere while washing his dishes.

"Cie, someone is watching my activities like it" ledek Billa did not lose reply to the words of his room side friend.

"Haha, don't watch it still looks. La wong our room sideline. wkwkwk" The two were cool to chat until they continued in the TV room.

"Geselin really, I got Mentopen lecturer but really love his duty. Where is it hard." Curious Rere while opening his laptop in his lap.

"Who is the Lecturer ?" billa asked while chewing the fried rice he had made earlier.

"Sir Ricky Irawan, the handsome Lecturer of Physics's children is not that stoic." He answered without looking at Billa. The girl was working on a task about the research sample.

Deg.

Billa tried to behave normally by continuing to devour her breakfast calmly. The girl was actually very nervous when she found out her Kosannan friend Mentopen Lecturer was the same as her. What would happen if Rere to find out that Mr. Ricky Irawan Lecturer who also teaches the same in the Mentopen course had come to the boarding school and even brought his mother's cooking food.

"Good shit" he said unconsciously. Making Rere immediately turn towards Billa who was shaking his head slowly.

"Why ? you're dizzy ?" Billa shook her head quickly and tried to smile.

"No, I was just watching it" he said, pointing to the Upin Ipin show being watched.

"I guess why, uh yeah. Have you opened a gift from Zafran ?" ask Rere curiously. Billa just nodded slowly in response. "I'm honestly amazed by that guy. It has been denied still the same attention you" he said lightly by continuing to do his job.

"Are you really related to what your boyfriend is ?" tanya Billa started to open up with Rere. The two had actually been curious for a long time about the two men who had both been met at that time. Billa was waiting for Rere to speak four eyes with his boyfriend. Billa accompanied by Zafran who unexpectedly turned out to even say he wanted to justify it.

"Hehe, he's actually my girlfriend. We've been in a relationship for quite a while. Communication is rare and difficult to divide the time to just meet. Makes me and Regan both walk on their own. Until I discovered the awkwardness of his attitude. He cheated on Bill. When we met them, I broke up from this relationship. But it turns out Regan fought for me. Well, as you can see, I'm turning her back on the same." Said Rere clearly began to open with his boarding friends who are believed to be quite able to maintain trust.

"Are you sure he won't repeat his mistake ?" Billa who heard his friend's words clearly immediately remembered Syafik who made his trust destroyed. In this case Billa was clearly just siding as a good listener. The girl tried to stay calm even though she immediately remembered the man who had injured her.

"Are Zafran and Regan friends ?"Rere laughed lightly upon hearing his friend Kosannya's question.

"They're cousins. That's why I know Zafran because Regan often told me about his brother. Billa was surprised by Rere's very clear speech.

"Yassalaam.., did you also know Zafran moved campus?" billa asked wondering how far his Kosannya friend knew the man who liked him. Rere nodded surely without turning his head towards Billa.

"He left because he couldn't keep seeing you, Bill, you know. He likes you so much. His heart aches when you say you are waiting for someone who is also studying and after marriage. He wants to move on by not seeing you." Rere's light was vivid while staring at Billa who was now also staring at him.

"Well, maybe that way, it'll be better for us. May God give him the best soul mate." Billa said sincerely from his heart. Actually, Billa was very surprised to find out the reason Zafran chose to move from the same campus as himself. But Zafran's decision was very appropriate. That way both Billa and Zafran can both focus on education.

"Is there not the slightest feeling for her in your heart, Bill ?" asked Rere seriously who immediately made Billa sigh slowly.

"Let's see, my focus is now just one. I want to focus on my education." Answer's clear. Rere nodded in agreement trying to understand from Billa's side.

"About the guy you're waiting for, are you-"

"I'm not waiting for him anymore." Rere swallowed his saliva in shock as Billa resolutely said no longer waiting for him. Billa who began to not be able to control his heart chose to clean the dishes and passed into the room.

"It looks like I should be getting ready for Re's college, sorry I have to go to the room." Say it before moving. Rere nodded softly in response to the words of his boarding friend. As a woman Rere really understands the feelings that Billa now feels when there are two men whose incident is different. But what makes Rere very happy is the fact that his friend is no longer waiting for the man he likes.

Billa cleaned up the rest of her breakfast and immediately went into the bathroom. The girl did want to immediately flutter her body because she was tired when talking about her mass. Long enough the girl played water to dispel her irritation. Billa stepped out of the bathroom already wearing formal clothes to enter the lecture this morning. The sweet girl immediately prepared to polish the thin lipstick on her lips so as not to pale and wear a thin natural powder. Billa rechecked the schedule and equipment that must be brought today to enter the class.

Ding.

{"Please meet me at break time later. Related to the task"}~ Mr Ricky Lecturer Mentopen.

Billa linked her eyebrows while reading a short message from her Lecturer. His finger was typing agilely on his phone screen.

{"Ready Sir"}~

'Tumben does not use email, usually if sending tasks also via email. What a lot of work. That's why it should be explained.' His mind tries to guess. Not yet had time to justify the hijab to be worn, the notice on his phone again rang. Make Billa immediately see the message on his phone

{"Bill, Later accompany me to Mr. Ricky."}~Ratna

Billa breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that not only did she have to face, but the kosma of the class also had to face. Previously, Billa thought would invite Ratna as kosma to come face. The lecturer also contacted his friend.