Habibillah Hawaari
Decisions

Zafran stared at the black sky that adorned God's earth at night, the handsome young man was so upset with his current feelings. His brother's advice is clearly still ringing until late at night. Zafran could not close his eyes at all, even though the clock had shown at eleven o'clock at night.

Ding

{"Antum is asleep ? If you haven't come to the cottage. I can't sleep tonight."}~ Akhi Emir

Zafran immediately grabbed his car keys and put on a jacket before exiting his room. Right, rather than thinking of things that have no end. It is better to accompany his close friend in the cottage. The Emir was his close friend during the Zafran wander in Medina. The two met there because of one dorm. The Emir would not be invited to live together in his house. The man wanted to stay in the cottage for the holidays. For him practicing the knowledge that has been obtained is a rare thing. Therefore, he was very happy to be in the hut environment.

"Why can't you sleep ?" zafran said as he had just entered a medium-sized room owned by Zafran while staying at his cottage.

"Waalaikumussalam, come say hello. Antum is the candidate for leadership in this hut." Sindir Emir was at once upset because he was shocked because suddenly his friend was already at the door. The Emir has not closed his door on purpose because he wants to go to the mosque. The man thought if Zafran did not come later would add memorization in the mosque. But unexpectedly his friend came without replying to his message.

"Sorry Mir, why can't you sleep ? Where's the Qur'an going ?" The Emir restated his holy book and closed the door.

"I thought you weren't coming. Want to go to the mosque repeating memorization."

Deg.

As if slapped at that moment, Zafran should not be busy thinking about the uncertain. The promise of God is simply ignored. Allah says that He will not lose those who remember. Zafran rubbed his face rough from being annoyed with himself.

"What's up ?" asked the Emir curiously looking at the attitude of his close friend.

"Let's go to the mosque. Bring Qur'anmu. I'll wear the Qur'an on the mosque shelf." The Emir nodded steadily and immediately took his book. The two walked together towards the mosque which was already dark because the lights had been turned off when the night activity ended.

"No one studied in the mosque. Why are they wasting their time." Zafran smiled at the words of his friend. In Medina, all students are competing to study at night. Especially students who are not native citizens of Medina. Night time is the time when the mosque is crowded with visitors with their respective books.

"Law, they're still santri. Later if it's college like we'll be our rich overtime."

"No, I think if they are competing at this time, it will make it easier for them when they are in college. And one more thing, no one knows an age. My vision is to die in the full memorization of the Qur'an and to sow a charity." Zafran stopped his steps when he heard the words of his close friend who seemed confused because Zafran suddenly stopped.

"You're right Emir. We should not now have to think of a business that God has certainly written. Just bring as much stock as possible and believe in his destiny."

"You're talking about him ?" Zafran nodded softly as he continued his steps towards the mosque."How ? " the Emir asked again so curious about the figure of Billa.

"Maybe today is the last day I convinced myself to wait. I'll try to forget it. All thanks to your advice." The Emir knitted his brows even more confused by the words of his friend. The two returned to chatting before spending the night repeating the rote and adding to it. At two o'clock in the morning they decided to return to the room.

"Are you sure of your decision ?" Zafran nodded surely while putting Emir's book on his study table.

"Aamiin, we're asleep now. In about two hours we will be awakened to the tahajud and to the mosque for morning worshipers until the morning study is completed." The Emir nodded and immediately turned off his room lights.

***

In a simple but comfortable room, a girl was staring at her laptop screen after performing three rakaat evening prayers and two rakaat performed for Istikharah prayers. Billa had returned home yesterday afternoon after finishing her final semester exam. The girl re-opened her laptop because the thought of a CV that had long been left unthinkable.

"Huft.., why adulthood is so complicated." He mumbled softly staring at the file of his Lecturer which contains the CV of his Lecturer. The girl had already established her heart to give an answer to the soul mate CV her Lecturer gave her. Just waiting for the right moment to give an answer to his Lecturer.

"I can't tell you now on vacation about my answer. But I also can't answer it when I enter the lecture later. KKN is in sight, Bang Reza is soon to be married." The girl had her own dialogue because she was confused to choose the right time to answer the CV of her Lecturer. Billa closed her laptop and immediately took the ablution water to perform dawn prayers.

Tok tok, tock,

"Daddy, come out for a second. Brother wants to talk to you." Billa, who was preparing to continue her sleep because she was sleepy, woke up when she heard her brother want to talk about something.

"What's Bang ?"

"Let's run in the morning. My brother wants to talk a lot. Not home. Quick yeah, don't be long" Billa who just opened the door with sleepy eyes so lazy to exercise with her sister.

"I'm so sleepy. My own brother first. I'm really sleepy." Billa said while trying to cover up her upset taste.

"No, you have to come. It is not good to sleep again after dawn. " Billa snorted in annoyance with her forcing brother. The girl again closed the door and immediately changed into a jogging suit that was enough to close the aura without plagiarizing her body shape.

"What's wrong Bang, I want to sleep" said Billa annoyed after he walked casually along with his brother.

"What is the endadzah of Vinda good when in Pondok ? Billa looked at her Brother because of the question that belonged to her Brother.

"Of course, why did you ask this ?" billa asked curiously because his brother had not told him in detail about his meeting with his Ustadzah. Both of them late chatting for a long time until they felt the stomach start to rumble.

"Let's stop by the rice food stall, later Brother who treat." Billa smiled gently because she had such a good brother.

"Honest with Brother, you're not dating, are you ?" Billa immediately raised her face and put her phone to look at her brother who was drinking warm tea.

"Why indeed ?" Billa wondered why her brother was asking her this at this time.

"There is nothing, may Allah keep you focused on learning. No need to date first. The lecture is completed first, after the completion of the new you can play anytime and anywhere.