Habibillah Hawaari
Postpone

Ricky, who is used to praying for a third of the night, woke up without waiting for his cell phone alarm to go off. The man smiled happily at his eternal lover who was still sleeping soundly in front of him.

"Thank you for choosing me dear, sorry for not being able to grant your request to delay pregnancy. I put all my life to make you happy later, so don't worry about the child's affairs even though you still haven't graduated." Ricky kissed his wife's forehead and rushed to clean her body for evening prayers.

Without Ricky realizing it, Billa had actually woken up first before the man woke up. Tiredness that still attached makes him reluctant to move and choose to stare at the masterpiece of God on the good looks of her husband who is still asleep at peace.

'I know, Brother will definitely do anything to make me comfortable when our baby will be present. But I'm sorry, I'm determined to postpone it for a while at least until I get the thesis.' Inner Billa reached for the medicine she had prepared long before marrying her husband.

"Bissmillah, God willing I will give my womb entirely to your children, O God, take care of this womb for my descendants and my husband. I know, it's very wrong and sinful to go against my husband's wishes. But really, I can't concentrate one day if the fetus comes before I graduate." He said he looked down sad after taking the pregnancy pill and kept the remaining medicine tightly in his small bag.

Chequek.

The eyes of the two met with their respective thoughts, Billa who felt guilty mixed with fear. Ricky was so happy because his wife had woken up after the bed activity they had done before going to bed.

"Wake up.." Ricky approached and immediately sat facing his wife who was also sitting leaning on the head of the bed.

"Emm" Billa nodded as she squeezed her fingers to relieve her nervousness.

"It hurts ?" Ricky asked again as he gently stroked his wife's face which seemed to be covering something.

"Little bit. Want to pray tahajud ?" Ricky nodded slowly and carried his wife's hand into his arms.

"We pray together, brother, wait here. We pray it."

"All right"

The woman immediately went to the bathroom, walking slowly. Really, something down there is so uncomfortable and linu to be invited to walk quickly. While Ricky who saw the way his wife's way to buy a smile filled with victory.

'Fast to attend, Ricky junior' he said in his heart to hold a prayer for him and his wife.

The two performed the evening prayers in full, after completing the Sunnah prayer so much that Ricky did not go back to sleep, the man seemed busy with his laptop because he had to keep control of the work as a lecturer. Meanwhile, Billa, the woman chose to go back to sleep after making her husband a warm drink.

Ting.

The ringing of his wife's mobile phone notice clearly stole Ricky's attention, the man was so curious who had sent a message to his wife at the time before dawn.

{"Assalamualaikum Annisa, sorry for sending you a message again this time. Inshallah, I'll be back in Bogor in two days, but before that, I want to meet you to clear up any misunderstandings about our relationship first. Annisa, I love you."} ~

Ricky stared intently at the number of the sender of the message who had dared to send a message to his wife, the feeling of anger and jealousy certainly dominates his feelings at this time. The adult man immediately deleted the message he had read and put his wife's phone back in place after sending the number to his phone.

Ting.

Not yet relieved his sense of regret, the man was made even more furious when he heard the ringtone notice on his wife's phone.

"Astaghfirullah, if it was the same person. He's really noisier." Ricky said seriously again grabbed Billa's phone and immediately opened it.

{"Why not be reciprocated, I am a very stupid person for wasting an angel like you Annisa. I know, you must have woken up for the evening prayer. Your habits never change, please give me some reassurance, can I still meet you to explain everything. ?"}~

{"Alright, two more days I'll tell you the location for us to talk."}~

{"Thank you Annisa Habibillah Hawaari"}~

Ricky immediately deleted the traces of the chat that entered on his wife's phone so that Billa did not know his actions that had replied to the message of the person he thought was presumptuous.

"Well, it seems like a pretty challenging kid" muttered Ricky holding back the anger in his heart. The man immediately went into the bathroom to take ablution and calm his chaotic mind. The man no longer continued his work, lying down with his wife, who had been slumbering undisturbed, as Ricky began to touch her face with his hands.

"I'm sorry, but this is for the good of our household. I don't want you to step foot in to see that guy. So I decided that I'd meet him." Ricky mumbled softly stroking the crown of his wife who was so fragrant to soothe.

Billa woke up first when she heard the morning adhan with melodious appearance on her phone, the atmosphere of dawn so cold directly penetrated her smooth skin when exposed to ablution water. The woman immediately woke her husband after wearing a mukena to perform dawn prayers.

"Sister." call Billa straight in her husband's ear and hold Ricky's burly hand slowly.

"Emm" Ricky wriggled up and began to open his eyes."MaaSyaAllaah, you're awake, baby..?" he said lirih then changed positions to sit opposite his wife who was beautiful with a mask.

"Sister, let's pray. I'll pray dawn first. Only then do we jama'ah.."

"Wouldn't love something first ?" ricky's question immediately stopped Billa's movement who was about to wake up. The woman frowned at the sign that she was thinking about the meaning of her husband's question.

"Does Brother want coffee now ?" Ricky smiled funny even immediately rushed to hug his wife with love.

"You want, but then I'll finish praying. I mean Brother, don't you want to kiss Big Brother before we pray ?" Billa who gets a statement from her husband is clearly wrong with the cheeks that meet red.

"Do I have to do it ?" Ricky unraveled his embrace and nodded slowly. Slowly the woman immediately kissed the cheek of her husband and ran to take a prayer mat to prepare congregational prayers.

"MaaSyaAllaah, what a pleasure you have, Rabb. If you know this. Better young marriage. Early in the morning I had a kiss. Halal anyway." Ricky said after smiling amusedly at his wife's anxious behavior and walked to the bathroom.