Habibillah Hawaari
Ex-ex

Ricky stared straight at the scene outside his bedroom window with a feeling that was hard to understand. His heart began to worry about his feelings that began to be uncertain at this time. Could this be the ultimate temptation to get married. Memories of his past memories now began to disturb the calmness of his heart that he had buried tightly. His heartache and feelings that had once been felt are now just present again. Not many know the man so hard to forget his feelings just yet. It was up to time that made him slowly bury her, but dear. The presence of someone today made him have to remember again and unconsciously his heart began to be overwhelmed with unease.

"Damn! " he said he was upset with himself. The man walked out of his room and immediately ran towards the side yard. Ricky took off his shirt violently and immediately threw himself into the pool. The cold of the night instantly pierced her skin and bones which along with piercing her heart that was starting to be unhealthy.

For a long time the man calmed himself by playing in the pool, until a soft hand touched his shoulder while giving a thick towel in his right hand.

"What's up..?" he began to feel unusual for his son. Ricky's activity swimming at night is of course a question for his mother when she saw her son's direct interest in venting emotions through the water.

"Mutia" he murmured softly but still heard clearly in his mother's ear.

"Dispose that name far and wide from now on, Billa is much better than that woman." Said Nadia's mother while raising her son's hand which contained an engagement ring with Billa.

"Look at this, you've even tied him up. In less than a month you will be official. You're gonna embarrass Mom and Dad to the Billa family ?" Nadia's mother was really emotional with her single son's current attitude. The small commotion was clearly heard in the ear of Roby's father when he was going to the kitchen following his wife who never returned to the room.

"Leave Billa right now and get out of my house right now. Let Billa get a better man than you, Father himself will find a man for him." Said Roby's father firmly. Nadia and Ricky's mother immediately turned to the source of the voice and looked at Roby's father with a different look.

"All right, I agree. If you choose that woman then get out of this house. Because Billa will be my daughter. Mom and Dad are gonna find a man for Mom's son." Nadia's mother agreed with her husband's thoughts.

"Haha, you guys think Billa is a doll that can be played like this. After all who would choose Mutia. I even just mentioned his name. It's not that I'm going to marry her and choose her. Just one time I've been hurt with that woman." He was annoyed and went straight to his room. Roby's father and Nadia's mother glanced at each other after hearing her only son's statement.

"You know what kind of woman she is. The fruit will not be far from the tree, we must act after this. I heard he's back in town and he's already a doctor." Said Nadia's mother staring fixed netra her husband who now looks flat.

"Hmm, I'll think about it." He then took his wife's hand to return to the room.

# Flash back

"Hi Iky, how have you been.?" mutia said, starting the conversation between the two after a long time without meeting. The last time she met was when Mutia visited Ricky's room on campus but was evicted subtly by Ricky and his father.

"Well, what about you ?" Reply Ricky without looking at the woman who had been staring at him so closely.

"I'm good, Iky, please forgive me all this time. Please, just give me another chance. I won't let you down a second time. You still love me, don't you ?" His words were weak and started to shed his tears just like that. Ricky let out a rough sigh and started to look into the eyes that always made him shake first.

"Don't cry, I've forgiven everything. But not with the word love. Two years is not a quick time for me to forget everything about you. It took me many years to bury the wound you scratched slowly." His reply began to be careless when he remembered the betrayal committed by the woman before him at this time. The two met while still in elementary school and made friends with Zaid and Reza. However, upon graduation, Ricky moves overseas while Mutia moves out of town.

The two were reunited while studying at a Singapore college. Mutia majored in medicine while Ricky at the Faculty of Education, initially they only established a long-lost friendly relationship, however. As time went on, the two decided to forge a deeper relationship. For nearly two years, the two have been in a relationship without the knowledge of Zaid and Reza. However, during graduation Ricky tries to propose to Mutia by preparing a romantic dinner at an expensive restaurant. At the same time, Ricky was surprised to see his lover was holding hands with his fellow majors who had been introduced by Mutia.

Ricky tries to dismiss the bad thoughts that attack his heart and mind against his lover. But it was immediately answered when he tried to contact Mutia to meet dinner, instead Mutia refused and lied about going to eat with her parents who visited. In fact, it was clear that the woman was sitting in front of him while holding friendly arms without her knowledge. From then on Ricky severed his ties with Mutia and immediately continued his education in the Netherlands to bury the wounds that were still gaping at that time.

"Iky, you misunderstood. I'm not in any relationship with Darren. We're just regular friends and what you saw that night wasn't what you thought." His words begin to explain the reason the two had a fight and Ricky left him after saying break up.

"Then ?" ricky's fishing line tries to listen to the reason the woman he once loved so much to explain in detail.

"I'm just a close friend of him, all this time he's been helping me through a lot of very difficult tasks for me. That night, I just indulged in her desire to accompany dinner after several times I postponed it in return for my kindness to help me. I couldn't leave her immediately when she had been waiting for dinner for so long. Forgive me for having to do such a stupid thing Iky, my heart is still entirely yours. This feeling is still the same to this day. Give me another chance, Iky." His words were clear with tears that kept dripping in front of Ricky.