Habibillah Hawaari
Restu Bang Reza's

Billa knocked on her brother's room door slowly after performing the Isya prayer. The girl was very unsettled due to her brother's cold demeanor. Her parents gave her permission to marry young. But Billa also did not want the person who loved her the most after her parents became distant because of a marriage.

"Bang.., Billa wants to talk for a minute." Billa said after knocking on her sister's room door but the door never opened.

"Come in" Billa was surprised that her sister suddenly made a sound after a long time the girl kept waiting for her sister to open the door. Billa turned the doorknob and it turned out that the door was not locked. With all my heart the girl stepped in and closed the door again.

Buya and Umma who watched her daughter try to approach her brother because of anger, were relieved because her son was still willing to listen to her brother's words.

"Alhamdulillah, I know. Although my son is hard and decisive. But he's a good brother to Billa. His anger at not being willing to take his sister by a foreign man." Umma muttered softly staring at the door of Reza's room that was closed.

"It's only natural that Reza is angry because Billa didn't tell him anything. While all this time he knows the most about his sister. Let them talk, let's go to bed." Said Buya smiling with relief and taking his wife to the room.

"Bang.." said Billa began the conversation after being allowed to go to see her brother. Reza looked at her sister fixedly holding back the tightness of resentment in her heart.

"Say, what do you want to talk about ?" Billa looked up to return her sharp sister's gaze.

"I'm sorry Bang, it's not that Billa didn't listen to my brother's instructions to focus on learning. Who knows the Qodar of Allah. He didn't come because I asked. Is not the quickening of goodness the Sunnah of the Apostle." Reza exhaled in annoyance. His sister had really decided on an answer.

"alright. If that's what you want. I don't mean forbid a favor, but you have to understand. Where is the priority and where is the desire. Billa, you're still very young. I hope you develop your potential first. At least until you graduate." Billa shed her tears, she had guessed. His brother wouldn't be that easy to give permission. Although her brother is not the main guardian, but Billa is not possible to carry out a marriage but instead shunned his own biological brother.

"alright. I will not force you to approve of my intentions. But Billa hopes, Brother can consider Billa's intentions after meeting with him. If you still disagree, I won't get married." Said Billa mutely while wiping his tears that had come out. The girl stood up to leave her brother's room.

"Please promise, after this don't cry. Brother loves you Billa, you are my only sister, it is not easy for you to decide this matter. Even imagine never, let alone your young age, of course, Brother never thought of Billa marrying young." Billa sat back down and cried even more as she listened to her sister's words. The girl hugged her sister tightly. Billa did not expect her sister to be so fond of her, although she had not given her blessing but Billa was grateful that her sister was no longer angry.

"Thank you brother, don't shut me up like that." He murmured softly after releasing his embrace.

"Hem, bring him to Buya. Brother will try to consider your intentions even though it is so heavy, how to know this is the best decree of God, what can we as servants if this is his decree, if this is his decree, what we think is good is not good for God. Likewise, no one knows that according to Brother is not good, maybe according to God this is the best" Billa re-embraced his brother who now returns his embrace tightly.

"I'm waiting for the next process. Once again forgive Billa for making you angry." Reza smiled gently and rubbed his sister's head wrapped in a headscarf.

"Billa, getting married is not easy. Brother hopes Billa continues to learn and improve especially when he already has an Imam. Later, you can't be this free." Billa smiled warmly at her sister's advice. Billa was deeply moved, behind her firm sister's attitude, to care so much about her.

"Yes Bang. God willing, Billa will continue to learn." The two decided to chat deeper while enjoying the atmosphere of the night sky on the porch of the house. Billa tells about the figure of the Lecturer as it is. The girl is still reluctant to share her past story with Syafik. The past is only the past, no need to be tapped into and remembered again. Let it be a journey before it is finally in the present moment. Focus on a new day.

Ricky immediately makes an appointment with his best friend Zaid. After getting a definite answer, the adult man immediately contacted his best friend with the spirit of four five. The two agreed to meet to discuss more about the next process.

"Wohoooo. Hopefully the next process will be carried out." Zaid said when Ricky had just arrived at a favorite cafe.

"Thank God, thank you for your prayers. This must also be thanks to the prayer you also tucked away for me." The two jotos put their hands together to support each other.

"Either. I am so happy to hear this good news. Immerse the process and do not delay after arriving at the sermon."

"I want to ask you to be our intermediary to process Nadzor and his family home, before my family officially comes to his guardian. This holiday is a very conducive time to continue our process. I'm asking you for a favor, man."

"God willing I am ready. Just decide you will go through that stage. Wait a minute, haven't you seen him a lot while teaching. Why go to the Nadzor process. Just go straight to his house. You both agreed to go ahead, didn't you ?"

"yes too. Billa asked me to study her CV and wait for my answer. It means that after I answer he accepts me, doesn't he ?" Zaid again thought there was something stuck with this process.

"No, you said. We go to the Nadzor process. This is what you decide to accept each other or not. Now decide where to go for you Nadzor ?" Both are serious about the process plan that will be carried out before entering the khitbah stage.

"Za, what about Zafran ?" ricky asked, looking at his best friend quietly after he finished talking about his second plan.

"Of course, judging from different sides you deserve to go first than he does. I don't even agree if he married young. Moreover, the trust that will be carried by the child later is not an easy matter. So let him be hurt, so that his heart will be strong in the future with even more formidable obstacles. " Ricky nodded a little doubtfully. There is doubt in his heart when it comes to making his best friend's sister feel hurt because the girl he loves so much will be married to his own Brother Friend. Even the two have a close relationship.

"I'm not very happy later. But I can't just let Billa go either. I waited long enough for an answer."

"Follow, focus on your goals. Let me and Abah handle Zafran."

"How did you know we both liked Billa ?" Zaid smiled mockingly as he looked at the facial expression of his best friend.

"I guessed it. I know it myself from the way you look at each other. " Ricky threw the worn tissue into his best friend's face.

"So you know."