Habibillah Hawaari
Sensitively

"I heard she was back, my wife told me when she came to the hospital back then." Zaid answered a question from his best friend Reza.

"Why did your wife go to the hospital ?" ricky asked, ignoring the news about his close friend first.

"The gynecologist for the pregnancy program, at that time I could not accompany. So he came alone. His best friend who handles Promil directly my wife, not unexpectedly his best friend my wife is a close friend of Mutia also while in medical college" Reza and Ricky just listen to information from his best friend super update.

"You know, Tia is also an obstetrician" Reza nodded in understanding while Ricky really didn't care about his best friend that one. He'd rather check his cell phone to reply to his father's message.

"Ky, are you still upset with her up until now ?" ask Reza curiously.

"No, for what is upset from the era of SD to a lifetime gini still in pendam. I just don't want to know her anymore." Ricky's relaxed but sharp narrative certainly makes his two friends look at each other.

"Actually what did he say when he met you before you left at graduation ?" zaid said, venturing to ask.

"It's nothing, I just don't want to be in a relationship with the opposite sex even with the name of a close friend let alone a friend. I think he's just past as a friend like everyone else. Different from you." Ricky said calmly after sipping his warm coffee.

"Wohoooo. Though from the three of us only you did not enter the cottage. Learn where are you ?"

"Secret." He spoke short and stood up. "I have to say goodbye now, my father needs me now. Oh yes, chances are I will be KKN Student Field Instructor this year, so maybe we will rarely meet. And you Reza, please let me know if your happy day has come." Reza nodded steadily and accepted the handshake of his best friend tightly. Likewise Zaid, the three really understand their respective work.

"Are you loose Mr Director ?" goda Zaid to Reza.

"Just take a moment to hang out with you. I don't think Ricky should be saying goodbye." Zaid chuckled at the words of his best friend.

"If you accidentally run into Mutia, will you reprimand her ?" Reza moving her shoulders signified an ambiguous answer.

"Then what about your old feelings, has it really worn off replaced by Ustadzah Vinda ?" ledek Zaid became more and more, Reza kicked the leg of his friend who was near him slowly.

"There's nothing left, nothing left. Besides far compared to my candidate." said Reza arrogant and began to stand up.

"Hey, don't be like that. We don't know how he's lived this long. Who knows if he's hanging out with Muslims too." Said Zaid following his friend who had stood up. Both decided to return to their jobs.

*

The sound of an alarm on Billa's phone woke the owner who was soundly in his sleep. The girl immediately got out of her sleep after saying Alhamdulillah and prayer after waking up from her sleep. Although her eyes were very difficult to open, but the girl still stepped slowly towards the bathroom to wash her face and take the water.

Billa came out of the bathroom after feeling refreshed and began to roll out her alphabet next to her tiny bed. Two rakaats Tahajud and one rakaat witir Billa fervently tuning. Afterward, the divine power and immediately rise again to perform the prayers of istikharah for the umpteenth time.

Not because of worry or asking for instructions Billa to carry out the two rakaat Sunnah. The girl just wanted to solidify her heart on her choice, no one knew in the future. Even the devil plays very shrewdly and slippery when a pair of humans want to get married in the near future. It is important for someone who is getting married to always pray and convince his heart with prayers istikharah.

Ding.

{"Assalamualaikum Billa" }~Ratna.

Billa grabbed her phone and immediately smiled sweetly when she found out a message from a close friend during college.

{"Waalaikumussalam Ratna, How are you?"}~

Both are engrossed in replying to the message until the dawn of Adhan reverberated. Ratna since hijrah has been accustomed to early activity before dawn. All thanks to Billa, the girl secretly imitates everything she thinks is good in her close friend.

Billa prepared with her calm-colored gamis combined with a headscarf that matches the list on her robe. Making the girl's appearance was truly graceful.

"You're going to Bill's college ?" tanya Rere saw Billa was tidying up and trying to get her bike out of the garage to be heated.

"Yes, God willing my KKN group has come out, we plan to get acquainted this morning." He pushed his bike out of the garage.

"Well, hopefully we are still one district huh. fortunately if eg remain one subdistrict."

"Aamiin, where are you from ?" billa asked after turning on the bike and let it sit for a few minutes because it was not used for a long time. On vacation yesterday the girl did not bring her motorcycle, but was picked up directly by her brother. While his motorbike was left with the care of Mr. Kosannya.

"Here, you don't have breakfast first ?" said Rere while showing a packet of rice sitting on a white crackle in his hand.

"Later, still full. It was before dawn." He said what it is, that is if the boarding children had finished coming home from the village. Various snacks brought by Mother must be very useful for a boarding child who is mager to go out to buy breakfast. Counting is enough to prop up the stomach until noon.

"All right, I'm going in first. Happy acquaintance with KKN group friends" said Rere as he waved his hand at his friend. Billa returned a wave of hands and began to do the bike at medium speed. The girl was so enjoying the morning air that she had not been exposed to any other vehicle fumes. Pretty early in the morning the girl left, having to pick up her close friend who was pregnant. Ratna contacted him last night to ask to be picked up to go to campus to gather with her KKN group as well.

"You're sure you're still on the KKN, it's appropriate that your husband forbids you to come along, my niece in there is already this big." Billa touched the belly of her best friend who was entering the sixth month.

"Don't talk about it, I'm still upset. The estimated day of my son's birth is still long, still about three months away. So I'm gonna go with KKN." Ngeyel said without dispute. Billa sighed in trying to understand the wishes of her close friend.

"Yes, fine if that's what you want. Then what if he turns out to want to come out first regardless of the estimate of the Midwife or Doctor ?" Ratna bent her face hearing Billa's words.

"You mean my baby has to be born prematurely !" ratna asked slightly raised her intonation because she was upset by her friend's question. Billa immediately hugged her friend to calm the emotions that were exploding at this moment. Billa immediately realized, that her pregnant friend was very angry, sensitive feeling due to her pregnancy.

"Don't love. ten. already yes don't be angry continue. Kasian baby sister inside must be surprised by the voice of her mother high. All right, now we go to campus ya.." said Billa seduce Ratna who had been silent since then with a bent face.