I Find You In My Bow
a surprising confession

he turned back to approach

"ras.maaf ya.tadi I did not accidentally my hand reflex."

I just kept quiet and looked down I was embarrassed..

"don't be afraid I'll take responsibility and explain what really happened between us, again I'm sorry.I'm ahead first yes"

the smile reappeared on his lips..

I saw him just bowed wordlessly, but I was glad to see he was so embarrassed.it meant I was the first person..

"bude.tadi is not what bude saw

I'm the same Baras just"…

"just what han?have you answered honestly my question.Why did you suddenly come here and have lunch with the barrel?"

"ehmm.I'm here."

I was just silent.I was confused to answer what.bude seemed to already know what purpose I came here.

"han…?wh why? with you silent bude already got the answer and bude already knows everything so when will you marry the barrel?something good should not be delayed han.faster is better.laras is a good son han.he is also good.I'm sure he will be a good wife for you and become the mother of your children later."

I was silent with the words of bude, there was a sense of pleasure in my little heart.it turns out my family bless you that bude has already approved then mom will approve.but I also have a fear, fear Laras does not want to accept me to be her husband.

"han…?"

"iya bude I will marry laras soon! that's if he accepts me"

"continue how do you feel the same she han?"

"from the beginning I met with him my heart was already convinced that he was my soul mate bude.but I do not know his feelings towards me bude.I am afraid my love is not reciprocated."

"You are a man, do not be discouraged, be sure that God has arranged everything."

"i'll call the barrel first."

"race..laras...ras!"

" yes, ma'am."

"here's a minute"

"do not be afraid of race.emang you are the same han have done what?just lunch, right?"

I just nodded my head.

"ehmm yes already there.ga do not be afraid of the most you in" catch marriage..

"so I'm more afraid."

it's there when Miss Lisa gets angry."

"yes I'm ahead mba."

"sit here ras.ga do not fear race I will not anger you ko.

".yes, ma'am."

my heart was really afraid that I was very nervous about this condition.I sat next to him I was like a thief who was caught off guard by the police.ehmm doubtfully I dared to ask.

"what's wrong mom?"

"race I want to ask but you answer honestly yes.don't cover it."

"yes ma'am!"

"race do you have a boyfriend? "

I just move my neck left and right marked I don't have.the color I never want to date.I see Miss Lisa just smile with my answer.and she glanced next to me.

"han finish as soon as I leave everything to you.I live first.do not mess around again loh han?"

"yes budeeee"

"ras...can I be honest?"I just fell silent and bowed without saying a word.

"race I have been sure of my heart.From the first time I met you I was sure that you were a soul mate whom God sent for me.so now.....ehmm do you want to be my wife?"

I was very surprised by his confession and request I tried to dare to look at him. Our eyes met each other, looking at each other for answers, and honesty.

I was still confused as to what to answer, the color of my meeting with her so quickly it took time to convince this heart to accept her as my companion.