I Find You In My Bow
I was selfish

"assalamualaikum sir boss?"

"aliveturtle,"

"sorry sir I'm late, I have brought evidence of rose's crimes"

"tell ren, Laras got hurt again and he asked me to stay away"

"i mean boss"

"rose went back, he sent my friendly photos together to Laras, and Laras got it all wrong."

"sir boss didn't explain the real events in the photo?"

"free ren, at this time he is emotional and filled with jealousy that there will be more hurt"

"continue now what should we do, boss?"

"be it"

right now I have no purpose because half of my goal is to get away from my life

"sir, what should we report to the police on defamation charges"

"don't ren, I'll play with my game, he starts then I'll end the game."

"do you mean boss?"

"i'll get him on his knees and apologize to his wife for what he's done"

"i'm gonna get into her game, and she's gonna get stuck with her own game"

"set up my meeting with her ren,"

"good sir"

be patient, baby everything will be fine, I'm sure we can be together again and live happily with our children

after the departure of Rendi Han tried to close her eyes but it could not feel like life was empty without her.

"what are you doing there, baby, don't you miss this husband?"

****Laras****

after his departure I don't know how long I fell asleep in sadness it felt like these eyes were so heavy and my head felt dizzy.

"Mom, are you home?"

"eh mother's son is awake, are you okay, race?"

"well ma'am, but my coconut is a little dizzy, maybe too much crying yes ma'am"

"you're the same Han why, baby?"

when mother asked this tear again spilled remembering all the events two days ago

"don't cry on son, love for the one you're carrying if his mother cries later he also cries, now you eat first pity your baby has not eaten "

"yes mom, you haven't been here yet mom?"

"ehmm Barrel..After all, baby has to believe whatever people say we still believe in our husbands"

"but Mom I saw with my own eyes and did it with her spell it was ma'am,he said mas Han in the trap because of business problems Laras believed in it ma'am.but yesterday his spell sent me a photo of his broken heart mom"

"patience in the household there will always be trials all there must be silver"

I only listened to the words of this mother of tears constantly flowing, Because at this moment not only am I feeling the pain of this, Han also felt it.

is it me?

"Mom, can you temporarily stay here first?"

"may child, but remember not for long it's not good to leave the husband too long"

"yes ma'am, I just need some time alone ma'am"

this eye cannot be closed even though the sky is no longer bright, this eye wants to be closed but this heart is reluctant.

it is not enough with a word to return everything is not enough with sweet things to return to perfection. Am I selfish with my attitude to him?

I think this is the best way of time to part ways while calming our hearts and minds for what is going on between us.

until this morning before the eyes are still awake crying is not useful and will not solve everything better than to use the creator to calm the wounded soul.

handi

until sunrise my position is still as pensive in prayer

tock.tok..

"sir Han, there's Rendi under the pack"

"iya bi tell wait a minute yes I am neat"

no more spoiled voices and no more warm touches in the morning.

"how did you manage everything?"

"already sir later tonight he will meet the father at the cafe where the same father used to be, but I ask you carefully sir, the sneaky woman rose taku pak stuck further by his game"

"just relax, ren, this time I won't let him destroy everything, now is the time for me to destroy his life."

"well, now we're going, sir"

"prepare everything according to ren's plan"

"good sir"

before I met Rose, I met my wife first to confirm her current condition

"assalamualaikum ma'am?"

"waalaikumsalam, uh son Han, has breakfast han?"

"already Ma'am, Mom, how is my wife.?"

"like her she was still at home in Han's room, so breakfast was the same mother and father but her stomach didn't accept everything that went out all"

"may I come in, ma'am?"

"just go in, son, maybe your child's candidate wants to be in his father's Deket"

I just smiled hearing my mother-in-law

but a little worried about his current condition

tock.tok...

"this race is mas, can you enter?"

there was no sound I thought maybe he would not want to see me again after what he saw.I had little doubt my feet began to step away from the tightly shut door of the room.

but suddenly the door shifted and showed a figure that I missed these two days.his face was so pale there was no smile and no spoiled voice he anymore

this heart is so broken when my beloved wife is so hurt.

without a sound he went back in and opened the door of the room opened.I stepped my foot closer to him.

"mas knows you're still angry, but mas here want to see the condition of you and our future child, said his mother this morning very fussy huh?"

still

I approached and rubbed the stomach is still flat.I tried to touch her even though she did not look at me with love

"sad don't be fussy pity mama son.well in there yes son, pray father let mama love me again same father"

I hugged her stomach I felt how much I missed you but circumstances that did not allow her to return a hug.

cup

"thank you for allowing him to hug our future children, pamit pamit ya race"

barrel

maybe this is just a baby, when my heart came suddenly happy even very happy..

but the happiness was gone when I did not remember the events that had happened.

he was trying to meet and this heart was really longing

when she wanted to step away from my room I tried to make peace with my heart.

I saw the face that I had longed for her warm smile was still the same as it had warmed my heart.

I was still silent, unable to say a word and unable to look at him.

when she hugged the baby in the womb I wanted it to feel like I was touching you, but I said I didn't want to touch her until she hugged me so tightly so warm

I wanted to return his embrace but this heart still hurts

there was a sense of unwillingness when he left me when he started to move away from these tears and fell ill to see our loved ones leave.

forgive mama son, you're too egotistical ???