I Find You In My Bow
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after finishing Maghrib prayers he called and I asked him to come home.A very silly request indeed but that's what I want now he's back next to me.

like a child.yes it is like that.either why today I am tired of holding back longing.maybe he also understands what I feel..

tock.tok..

"neng.neng Laras was told to go down and the mother ate first he said"

"ooh yeah bi let me clean my face first."

"yes, yes, I will hunt the food cold."

"iya Bi thank you Bi."

"yes together neng, aunt first yes."

sure enough when I went downstairs mom and aunt were waiting for me at the dinner table.

"why race?"

"what's wrong ko bu?"

"don't lie, baby, your eyes are crying.."

I can't stand how I feel right now.I hug my mother and I spill my sadness.

"ehmmm just take everything out son if it makes you relieved."

"forgive mother's son yes.has made mother-in-law cry."

my lips felt stiff I was only able to cry at this time.The embrace of a mother I currently need.

"tomorrow does Handi come home, dear?"

I just nodded my head.

"was it crying?"

" heemm.has Mum"

"ugly you race if you cry like that.."

"iya neng later her beauty was carried away by tears"

"auntie could."

"that's why smile again.kan more beautiful" "yes ma'am.."

"let's eat first.later you are sick.said bude at work you also did not eat."

"sorry Mom. "

"don't apologize.which is important now you eat a lot.later if you're skinny mother same aunt who was blamed on your husband."

"yes, Mom.."

the three of us ate together.after finishing eating I went back to my room..

I saw my wedding photo with mas Han I saw a smile that was so sincere from him.My halal lover, who is now far away in the eyes

without asking for these tears to spill again.I immediately wipe away my tears that fell on my cheeks.and I was washed away in my daydream until carried away to dreamland.

dring.dring..

"assalamualaikum..?"

"waaalaika.alam.."

why is Han calling mom at night..?

"sorry Ma'am I called Laras but I'm not in the lift I'm afraid something happened to him."

"ehmm maybe she's been sleeping han.so she's been crying.and said bude she's from lunch not yet eaten.

"he's crying mom??"

my heart hurts so much to hear what my mother has to say.I really hurt her.What kind of husband am I.is more important to my wife's work.

stupid moron. Han why are you so stupid.batin Handi

"Han, you still hear me, don't you?"

"ehmm still ma'am..continue earlier she has eaten yet ma'am?"

"yes the same mother aunt persuaded him to eat.yes but once Han ate it was not tasteful.

you and him are fighting?"

"ehmm ga bu, she was angry at Han.tadi morning Han forgot to reply to a message from him because Hendpone Han was left in the car."

"and when Han tried to contact him.henpone he was inactive.just after Maghrib he picked up the phone from Han Bu.

he was angry and disappointed with Han Bu, and he asked Han to come home now."

"Han Han.you already have a wife so that wife is more than your job.what's more you newlyweds.she needs your attention Han."

"iya Bu Han admitted Han's mistake.

and to make amends for han.han tonight come home ma'am.maybe with this he'll forgive Han"

"yes you've been careful yes.finished it as soon as not to late Han.".

on the way home I was so agitated by what his mother said.So sad and disappointed is my wife??

a smile on the lips of Handi Wijaya

if she misses me so much she loves me.ahh my wife I love you so much too.

right at two o'clock in the night I arrived at the house.the state of the house is so quiet.yes maybe the residents of the house have fallen asleep and to dreamland.

"sorry to disturb his sleep."

"ga nothing pa.si neng must be happy this father has come home."

"yes bi"

"yes, sir, the man from earlier cried continuously.pity of the neng pa.."

I just smile and want to meet my heavenly angel.

"yes already Bi me up first.cape Bi want to rest first.bi lock the door again yes.?"

"yes sir."

slowly I stepped my legs.I very carefully opened the door of my room.the color I do not want to disturb his sleep.

slowly I approached.I saw a face that I longed for so much.

she's still wearing her hijab and hugging our wedding photo.since the smile I see.when I see her."beautiful"

I slowly touched her white cheeks until the touch ended on her lips which made me opiate her

you are not satisfied if you just touch it..

cup..

I kissed the lips I had longed for.

but my desire asked for more.when my lips touched it back.

ahhh.he was so shocked at the sight we met.

"sayanggg mas is back.."

he was so shocked when I was in front of him...