I Find You In My Bow

I Find You In My Bow
granting the wife's request


after the Dzuhur prayer I rest for a moment.ku open my phone there is no reply as well.ku exhale my rough breath.why is this heart so very disappointed..


is it as busy as you mas.until my message you have not read??


because it has entered my lesson hours and my students have come, hp I deactivate to maintain the comfort of children and do not interfere with their concentration while studying.


if it's gonna hurt like this, I won't let you go..


"Mom..Ma'am..My barrel is done..Ma'am..Madam.."


"ooh yes son.has finished yes.sorry yes mother a little daydreaming.."


at about three in the afternoon I had just finished teaching.and it was time for me to go home.But because Amel was not finished then I was waiting for him..


"race.i go first."


"ohh yes Ma'am please.are you waiting for Amel?"


" yes ma'am pity her own she'll cry again.."


"could you race.yes I already first yes,ooh I forgot Han earlier call.hp you why not active .try you call back race.who knows important.he is very worried about your race."


"jeez I forgot about it. I forgot to reactivate my phone.


this heart was so happy when it heard him worry about my circumstances.


but I was annoyed at him for being busy with his work, thus forgetting my existence.


in a different place.there is someone who from earlier just paced erratically.there is a heart that is so restless and a heart that is so guilty.


baby where are you why his hendpone has not been active, even though he said he had finished teaching it.


maybe he was angry because I didn't return a message from him.


I don't know how many incoming phone calls he made, but the result is nil he has not yet heard from him.


after the Maghrib prayer I tried again to call her..and this heart was so very happy and relieved that the voice I had longed for from noon had been heard again in my ears.


"assalamualaikum my dearest wife.?"


"waaalaikumsalam."


his voice was not what I heard.His voice sounded full of emphasis.yes he might be angry at me.


"you why are you, angry yes the same mas, excuse me mas.tadi mas is reviewing the project that I handled and Hendpone mas missed in the car sorry mas ya?"


he was still silent, even though I had explained at length, but he did not respond to what I said.


"ras.why silence?"


"mas Han is evil..."


"sad mas mas kana have apologized.tadi mas phone many times also Hendpone you are not active.."


I heard her crying voice so very heart-wrenching.I was no longer able to speak.I just silently listened to her crying voice.I assume I was by her side.I have embraced and calmed her.


I'm sorry my wife.


that's what he and I feel right now..


suddenly his voice broke my silence.


"come home. I want Han to go home."


this heart was so happy to hear her request.


"yes, tomorrow we go home, baby..Rendi has taken care of everything.sabar huh?"


"i want it now mas.mas to go home."


"loh loh mas wife why this,ko so this.can't be like that dear new mas return schedule tomorrow.now mas will have to rest."


" m Han is evil.."


I heard his voice was so spoiled like a child wanting something. His sobs are still heard


"if you go home now, what do you want?"


"i love what you want, but Han has to go home."


"wahh really this.anything?"


"whatever."


"don't make a desperate mas ras.mas could have gone home now.but mas want to make sure first your words.true or not.with what you say."


"i'm serious mas.I want Han to go home.me..?"


"my why?"


"i miss Han."


a smile was on my lips when I heard a statement from him.This heart I can not describe hear the words.this heart color is so happy.


"yes, I have granted the request of my dear wife mas.mas ready to go home tonight.but remember not to let you forget your promise.when you go home you will love whatever you want.."


deg.what I said just now.this feeling of love has taken away my consciousness.This feeling is getting deeper and deeper.the little thing that makes me always happy when he is by my side.the look and smile and all forms of your attention.


I willingly and iklas give whatever you want mas.as long as you look at me give your smile and give all your attention.