I Find You In My Bow

I Find You In My Bow
disappointed


I stood up and walked up to him, without me expecting him to hold me so tightly that I could not let go of his embrace.


"please let go of me and you've got nothing left.our story is over.."


he let go of his embrace.


"what are you coming back for?aren't you already living happily with your affair?"


"Han, I've parted with her.she's not like you.she's rude to me han.every day I'm always in her torment..until I have a miscarriage"


"it's none of my business.I have no business with you.after you betrayed me.I've considered you to be dead in this world.and in my heart there is no longer you."


"I was your first love and I'm sure you won't be easy to forget what I gave you."


I froze silently with what I had been talking about for years I could not forget her.until my angel came in her place.


"have you forgotten I ever put a touch upon you.and you've touched me here.here"


without me knowing because I was late with my past with him I couldn't resist it.


he touched my lips and*******my lips.I was like hypnotized by his speech and touch.


I don't know what demon made me reply to his description.***** that made me go back in time.I and he kept doing it..without me realizing there was someone who had stood up and watched what he and I were doing


"mas Han's...."


I realized what I was doing.The voice made me aware.yes my wife saw everything.


I let go of my kiss and turned to her.


I saw disappointment in him.


"my dear sorry in mas.mas khilaf.mas"


plaques..


a hard slap landed on my cheek I was unable to answer because what he did was right.I was very stupid.dumb to be tempted by the man who once betrayed me.and now I betray my wife.


I know how he feels right now.


"i hate you, I hate you so much, you have to mas"


brukk.he hit the door so hard I was very frustrated.I rubbed my face rough.ahhhhh Handi stupid.


"sorry Han.I was on purpose.I do not accept if you live happily while I live suffering.color yourself husband is removed from company x.and I do not think you are still tempted by my touch. and another Handi Wijaya.


what I told you just now is not true."


"you're rose.I won't forgive you.."


"get out you lady ******.."


"without you telling me I'd get out."


ahhhhhh..


"Rendi to my room now."


on the other side


why do you do that mas.kamu evil mas.dadaku feels tight if remembering what he did.this heart is so sick..


"neng.neng Laras is fine, right?"


"home of mang"


"nang nik."


I'm really disappointed..


why did you do that to me.not you ever felt betrayed.and you know what it feels like..


"loh ko already home again.some who missed ya neng.."


I kept running with a cry that was so poignant and carried such a deep wound.


I immediately went to my bathroom and doused myself with cold water trying to forget what I saw, but the shadows were increasingly clearly swirling in my memory.


I cried so much to let out my heartache but still this heart hurts so much.


in a blink of an eye you destroyed everything


if you knew my heart was so hurt by what you did in front of me


but what is the power I am just an ordinary human who can not survive if you are with him.


you have wounded my heart the deepest, so even invisible blood only leaves such a deep wound


this is my test.


it's not bloody but it's a deep pain


mas Han evilttz.I am disappointed in you


"i'm also sad and disappointed when you don't vote like n comen."😭