I Find You In My Bow
miss him

after his departure I felt alone and foreign to a new place.I exhaled my rough breath to relieve my longing.

only a day he left, but it feels like a long time ago.no news after his departure.even messages from me have not been answered.

very boring and annoying.this heart begins to worry about him.if I remember him this heart is so longed.but feels these tears are wet on the cheeks.

tok.tok.tok .a knock on the door woke me from my long daydream.

"ras..sad you're doing what.ini Handi called son.."

I was very surprised and happy when my mother gave me the news I was waiting for.I ran towards the door and immediately opened the door..

"you why baby.has cried yes, patience yes..your husband just gave you news because his job just finished.and he just called mom.he said you're not active.so Handi called mom she's just like you.feel what you feel."

suddenly these tears just escaped without permission.again.deadness of a mother made me calm and peaceful..

"don't cry again will be ugly.if the ugly mother in the wrong Sama Handi because it can't keep the mother's favorite daughter-in-law.."

"momuu..."

"that's why the smile is more beautiful.yes there his hendpone in nyalain.biar Handi can call you"

"mother down first yes.don't cry anymore"

I just smile without answering...

after my mother's departure I immediately activated my phone.hp died completely because last night I forgot to charge it.

after I turned it on it turned out that there were a lot of calls from him..

but when I called her she didn't pick her up. Yeah, she was probably busy..

while waiting for a call from him, I cleaned myself first to look fresher..

yes sure I just came out of the bathroom.My cellphone has sounded.I immediately received a call from him..

"assalamualaikum my wife..?"

I can't say only tears are flowing..

"sayangg why,ko salam mas ga replied.kamu why?"

"wa.wa.wa ala ikum salam."with trembling and tears still falling I answered her greetings.

"jeez mas wife why cry, mas has made a mistake ya.maafin mas dear"

"mas Han is evil.why not reply to messages from me."

"mas yesterday was busy darling continue to be tired after the journey maafin mas ya"

I just kept silent, she suddenly asked Vidio for a call..

when I saw her, I was so happy..

"mas kangen ras..don't cry anymore"

"but Han is evil.It's already made me miss."

a smile that I will see on his face..

"mas ga why-why.cuma happy aja turns out there are misses the same mas.indeed you already love ya mas?"

"iiihh mas Han, if it's not a pity maybe I miss it nyebelin."

"is Han Ko laughing?"

"you're ko gemesin bangat ras.."

"gold."

"ehmm what, baby?"

"matiin was his hendpone"

"why, he said the same kangen mas ko told in his matiin Hendpone.?"

"mas Han will call again I want ?"

"want what?"

"ehmm mauu gan.ti ba..Ju."

"jeez the race is just like that.we are already kosher.so nothing mas see your aurat.karn you already belong to mas completely"

"but I'm ashamed of you.."

"o dear God, if you are near and embrace you "

"iih mas Han.nyebelin hath a heart."

"just like that, you just finished taking a shower?"

I didn't answer just nodding my head..

"if you're like that you want to go home quickly.."

instantly my eyes glared at what he said..

"yes yes mas sorry.ya already there change clothes first.mas want to meet first.later mas call again.don't forget to eat.maintain health.."

"iyaaaaaa my husband.."

"that's how a smile can be his work spirit..

mas hang up the phone, yeah. assalamu'alaikum?"

"waaalaikumsalam"

this longing is so deep that I

unable to turn away from himself

yes I miss my husband, the husband who always made me queen in his heart

which always made me fall in love with her.