I Find You In My Bow
take time

I did not think of his words, I was confused to answer what.When I just knew him.has God answered the prayers along my bow?

"race?I want you to be my wife and the mother of my children.I know we're new to know, but I'm sure you're my soul mate.What about your answer I'm ready for race.so now what's your answer?"

I saw him so shocked by my statement.he was just him mute he saw me so deep.I saw in his eyes a clear detail that was ready to fall.My heart felt guilty for making him sad because of my confession..I give up whatever the decision is

"ehmm........so what's your answer??

I took a deep breath, I tried to gather all my strength to answer and face him but without feeling my tears wet my cheeks.I tried to remove them and started facing him.My voice shook.

"ma.ma.mas.ha.n me .. I need time to answer it.and I must involve God in my decision.give me one Week to convince my heart..I hope that Han won't mind"

his hands were so cold I tried to touch his hands.he was just silent and there was no rejection from him..

"ehmm.ras let alone one week, one year I am ready to wait.I appreciate your decision..we both ask for guidance from the almighty so that later we become a happy family of the world and the hereafter!"

"yes.makasih mas!"..

"now remove your tears later if you think I hurt you, sorry"

he smiles.ahh his smile shifts my world.."nah that's dong smile..

"sorry mas.my hand." "astaghfirullah.sorry.sorry."

"ga anything mas.ya already then I'm back in the office first huh?I want to find the coffers of property for the marriage capital hehehe."

"iiihh what the hell is mas han..."

"yes, it's working again."

"ooh you're nagging me?"

" that's not how you're going to go back to the office."

"you race if it's funny again yes.bikin me a gemess aja, we get married tomorrow aja ya."

"iihh mas hannn.what the heck.."

"yes there call bude I want to say goodbye"

not yet I stepped Miss Lisa has come with a face so happy..Miss Lisa heard what we were talking about.????ahh I don't know.

"bude I say back office first yes.do me hope he answered yes.hehehe.aminn "definitely Han I definitely support and pray you.ya already there.."

"race I'm back at the office first.later I call.

assalamualaikum."

"walaikumussalam"

she reached out her hand but I didn't respond to her and she understood,

"like her I have to patiently endure everything"

"ehm.ehm.ehm.ada I'm here Loch.would you deliberately let it be quickly married immediately"

"ahh sorry my bude is just training to be a husband."

hehe.

"you that, the reason alone.already back there back office.iya bude.I say goodbye"

"ras.iya Ma.Iya believe in your decision, you are a good girl and will not make her disappointed.do not long think of race.pity later he hunted old."

"yes Mom I just need time to convince my heart, I don't know him well yet and he also don't know what I am like"

"i'm afraid ma'am, afraid that I can't be a good wife to mas han"

"i've seen the earnestness of her race, so I give her the chance to contact you I'm sure you and Han will be a happy family "

I just fell silent somehow again I answered him.

"don't carry the burden of acknowledging her race, follow your heart"

"yes ma'am"