I Find You In My Bow
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these eyes cannot be closed.this heart is so hurt.remembering what I have done.whether he will forgive me or not.sorry uselessly.

tock.tok..

"pa, pa han?"

"what's the bi?"

"pa mom.mom.."

"why bi?"

without waiting for his answer I went to the room where my angel was helplessly stranded.His eyes were closed but he did not stop calling me..

"mas Han.mas Han..mas Han.mas Han is evil."

his voice was so sweet it sounded in my ears..

I couldn't get close to him I was afraid he was getting hurt.

"pa...ibu from earlier keep calling the name of the father.he's body temperature is very high pa, and the mother has not taken the drug pa?"

hearing the explanation from the aunt.my feet slowly stepped up and approached her.

I touched her forehead and right said her aunt very hot..

I held her hand so cold.

"honey mas here...?please forgive me for not tormenting yourself.mistake gold "

slowly his eyes opened and he looked at me with a very disappointed look.

"sick mas.sickness.."

at once his cries broke out in the silence of the night..

"my heart aches...very sick.."

"sorry.sorry the mas.mas khilaf.."

I hugged her body, but she refused.she kept hitting me..

"i don't want you to touch mas.let go let go.."

I just keep quiet and don't care about his request.Let this body hurt as long as his heartache is slightly treated.

"sick mas sick.mas Han evil evil."

do what you want that.mas will receive.

slowly his punch grew weaker and his crying voice grew more inaudible..

"honey.mas sorry.forgive me a mas, please don't be like this, love our child who."

this heart is a little melted with his words.yes I must not be selfish. Now there is a baby in my womb. hugging it makes me a little calm.

long I hugged your body and felt a deep disappointment in you.

if none of this had happened, I might have fallen asleep in my arms, without tears falling on both of our cheeks.

this pain is a little treated with your touch, but I remember clearly what you did.one mistake that hurt me.

if you could understand how hurt this is when you touch someone other than me. My heart breaks.

I just kept quiet with what he said I felt so hard to forgive him..

"your body is hot, take your medicine first.."

I just kept quiet and didn't answer..

"let's get the cure.."

"good pa."

"this is the medicine.."

"lucky baby take the medicine first."

I'm still quiet..

"sadlyg.."

"do not be bitter.."

I was happy to hear her voice again, the spoiled voice that I had longed for.

"auntie can come out now and take a break, let my mother handle it."

"good pa."

after aunt's departure, it was just me and her

"we take the medicine?"

"you want bitter."

"ga's gonna be bitter, baby, help ya"

without me guessing he did something unreasonable.

"what's the gold?"

he approached.dan.

cup..

and so it happened that************** small.

ukhc.ukhh...

slowly he let go of my lips

"it's not bitter to drink from mouth to mouth.."

I just smile at her shameful behavior..

I just keep quiet I can't deny I miss that lips so much.and those lips are not as bitter as the medicine.and your attention meluhkan amarahku.

"rest yes yang,mas sleep on the couch.."

I was still silent, and at this moment my heart was still wounded by his actions.

I'm sorry that I can't forgive you right now, this heart hurts so much when you remember what you've done before my eyes.

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