
It's been a week that Alfira and I have been living under the same roof, as a mother and a child of course. Although it makes this heart sore, but the name of life must continue, right? I want to move on. That's the word that's on my mind now.
This week I also started to get close to Siska. Ever since I prank to ask him the way last time, he and I have become more and more intensely communicating. Sometimes I was made a place to pour out his heart.
Although I was a bit lazy to respond, I tried to be a good listener. Siska often tells about her parents who are rarely at home, gang friends, children she does not like until the boys who often express love for her.
Naturally, because Siska is the idol student of the students. He often gets expressions of love. I admit, Siska is beautiful, cute, pretty smart, rich and popular. Type of every guy, but not to me.
"Ka, I want to talk." At this time of rest, Siska and I were eating together in the cafeteria.
"If you want to talk, by the way," I said turning to him.
"But not here. We're going to the back of the school garden, yuk." I nodded my head in favor of his invitation. Rushing me and Siska swung their feet towards the intended area.
The wind blows. The clouds are bright blue. In the back garden of the school, the atmosphere was very quiet with a cool air. Away from the hustle and bustle of students passing by.
"Sit there, brother." We both settled ourselves on a reot wood garden bench under a banyan tree.
"So, what do you want to say, Sis?" manya curious.
Siska looked at me. Repeatedly he bit his lower lip, looking nervous. Then, Siska began to say, "A-I ..," Siska's hand squeezed the end of her skirt. Is he nervous?
"What?" Next to my eyebrows was raised in wonder.
"A--a-i ...."
"Tell me, what do you want to say?" I started to get impatient because he always hung up his words.
"I like it big brother!"
Huh huh? Gaping, I didn't expect. What just now? Siska likes me? Silent moment. However, strangely after he said that, I felt ordinary.
"You don't want Kaka to be my girlfriend?" My eyes immediately opened for a moment.
"Seriously?" many ensure.
"I'm serious, Brother." The atmosphere is full of awkwardness. Suddenly I was clumsy.
I looked in any direction. Not expecting if Siska is that easy to express love when she is a woman. Doesn't the average woman deserve to be pursued, not pursued? Most women always reason prestige, but I salute Siska. He's very brave.
"When did you like me?" My voice broke the silence.
"Since ... Kaka nolongin me when I slipped out of the car at that time."
Brow, I tried to remember. A moment later, I nodded my head. It was my first day of school as a XI-class kid. Drizzle down, and the road feels slippery.
After I finished parking the bike in the school parking area. Looks like a girl is about to get out of the car, it looks like a new student class X class. However, when he set foot on the earth, he lost his balance. I who happened to be right behind the girl reflexively caught her from behind.
For a moment, we looked at. The scene was a glimpse of the Korean drama. He slipped, and I caught him. I was so excited to remember that moment.
"Sister is good. Singing the same as playing the keyboard. Right on the school's art stage, I watched Brother play it while singing very animatingly. I liked. That brother is very talented." Honestly, I was so flattered by her compliments.
"Do you really like me, are you just amazed?" manya.
Siska gasps. "I seriously like Brother. At first, I thought it was just a feeling of like and awe, but it turns out over time the feeling of like deepened, and turned into ...,"
Frowning I stared at him intensely. "So?"
The ringing of the class entrance bell rings. We are still silent with our own thoughts. I was confused to accept her love, and maybe Siska was waiting for my answer. Honestly, I have no feelings for him.
"No need to answer now. I understand that Brother needs time. I'll give you one day to either thank you or not."
After that, without a word Siska let go. Leaving me frozen in confusion.
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Studying math at night really drained my brain. On top of the bejalar chair, I squirm stretching the muscles . Throat suddenly dry thirst. Get up and go to the kitchen.
Just about to enter the kitchen room, my steps were blocked. These pupils dilate perfectly when faced with a sight that is very damaging to the eye. Papa and Ms. Alfira, they kissed.
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Alfira POV
Mas Reza is still*******my lips are malignant, refuse to let go. Long enough our lips are clenched. Start getting uncomfortable, I stop this activity. Breathe in air and then exhale it.
"Ko stopped, Dek? Padapalkan again delicious," said Mas Reza with a big smile.
"Here you are, you will be ashamed to be afraid to see your son Andrian." Rifling at once. Mas Reza main nyosor just don't know the place. What if someone sees it?
"He's in my room, won't look at us." He said lightly.
Mas Reza's two arms still encircled my waist. I slowly pulled away and pushed her a little away from my face.
"Why?" Mas Reza was astonished with a cry.
"Don't be here, Mas. Shame."
Mas Reza grabbed my shoulder. "Yes already. We'll continue in the room if that's it."
Exhaling tired breaths. I am actually lazy to do that. But how do I refuse?
"A--a-I'm menstruating, Mom." I had to lie.
Frowning, Mas Reza's face looked disappointed. "The feeling from yesterday menstruation continues? Kirain Mas is done." Naturally Mas Reza was suspicious, I always had no other reason to reject the invitation to make love to him.
"Be-not done yet, Mas. The menstruation is still there," I lied again. Maybe I'll be cursed by an angel. After all, this is not my fault, but a misfortune why should I match up with her?
"Oh, okay." The smile she gave me.
When we stepped to go to the room, my attention and Mas Reza was distracted by the figure of a teenager who was carrying his backpack and the helmet he was wearing was walking hastily towards the main door.
"Andrian, where are the nights like this, Mas?" I was confused by Mas Reza's gang.
"Andrian! where are you going these nights?!" exclaim Mas Reza was not touched by the boy at all. Andrian breezed away without a word. Makes a big question mark for me and Mas Reza.
Bruk!
The door slamming of the house made me flinch. Lifting next to the astonished eyebrows, we both pegged on the spot.
"Why does he look emotional?" Mas Reza and I looked at each other with confused frowns.