I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Fear of being disappointed by hope

Alesha does not understand the bond of fate what always happens on her mother's birthday. For him, today is certainly a very special day.

Not only because of the birth of his mother, but today is also a day that always reminds of the birth of dreams that have been knitted.

Alesha always remembers that day, when she was 6 years old. Early in the morning, already saw the lavender flowers that had adorned the nightstand owned by the mother when she opened her eyes.

However, it was not the scent of the flower that was smelled, the smell of the baked cake was stronger pervading his sense of smell. As if calling out to her, Alesha followed where the scent of the cake was.

Seen the face of his mother who welcomed him while lifting dry cakes from the oven.

"Well, my daughter is awake."

Alesha then approached, riding on the chair that was almost half her body height with great difficulty. He then hung his face on the table while watching his mother's movements.

"What is your mother doing?" alesha asked curiously.

The woman took out a small plate, then placed one brown cookie on it. He then handed the cake in front of Alesha.

"Bir birthday cake!" exclaimed mother.

"Year date? I'm already on my birthday." Alesha.

However, his hand moved to pick up that tantalizing warm cake. Alesha then bit her. He then rounded his eyes.

"Well! It's yummy!" pekiknya enthusiastic.

Alesha's mother chuckled at her happy daughter.

"Today is my birthday" said the woman with her lips curled in between laughter. "really delicious?" he asked then, anxious to see Alesha who ate the cake voraciously.

"What is your birthday? Happy birthday, Mother!" The boy seemed to think for a moment. "I don't have a gift."

"Well, what a pity." Alesha's mother pretended to be pouting. "But it's okay. When someone's birthday, it's okay if only he himself distributed good cakes to others."

Alesha. "May?"

"Of course." Alesha's mother smiled cheerfully. He then took another cake and placed it on Alesha's small plate. "This is called cookies. This was my mother's favorite cake. How does it feel, you like it?"

Alesha immediately took the cake and went back to devouring it while nodding steadily. While chewing, the child then makes a sound.

"Mother, can't Alesha have a birthday, want to make this cake too?"

"Of course you can, honey." Alesha's mother smiled. "Alesha wants to know? There's an interesting story of these cookies."

Alesha looked up and looked at her mother. "What's that?" ask with enthusiasm.

Alesha's mother sat down to face her son. "So, one day there was a ballerina who worked as a pastry salesman. Her cake shop was always crowded because she always made cakes happily."

Alesha put half her cake on the plate, starting to be curious about the story her mother told her.

"But one day, there was a visitor who asked him."

"What did he ask?"

Alesha's mother then cleared her throat. "Odette, you sell all kinds of cakes every day here. But among those cookies, is there a cake you like?" The woman imitated the male voice.

Alesha's mother then stood up, then took one of the cakes she had made. "Odette then replied, 'Of course there is, sir. This cake is the most special cake for me, ' he answered confidently."

The woman then sat back down. "However, unfortunately the customer was not satisfied with the answer, so he asked again. 'Why is that cake the most special cake for you?' tanyak."

"What did Odette say?"

Alesha's mother stood back to demonstrate Odette's style. He said the cake up.

Alesha then clapped her hands. "Mother, I want to make a cake and have a cake shop like Odette too!"

His mother smiled sweetly. "really? Well, then, you're gonna have to make a cake shop bigger than Odette's."

Since then, no one knows that the small words spoken by Alesha eventually grow bigger.

Alesha's mother always makes cakes every birthday Alesha arrives and she always observes making the cake and several times trying to help her mother.

Until one day when she was Junior High, Alesha tried to make the cake as her mother had taught her. But the cake he made failed.

At that moment, his mother asked him, "What happened?"

Alesha who failed to make the cake just bowed lethargic. "I seemed to bake the cake for too long and the fire was too big. I forgot the fire because I was reading a book."

Alesha told me while looking at her mother, then just smiling.

"Other times, when you make cookies again, in addition to the dough that needs to be considered the fire and the time used to bake the cake is also very important. Mother's daughter is very diligent, yes. Until we forget the cake grill that's being made."

Alesha just scratched her clumsy nape.

"By the way, what will this diligent mother's daughter become when she grows up?"

Alesha's mother picked up the thick book lying on the table, looking at its contents that some of its parts had crossed out the highlighter.

"Do you want to be a teacher or a teacher? It seems you are fit to teach."

Alesha momentarily shook her head. "I want to open a business and open a cake shop for mom."

"Why?" asked her mother curiously while observing the graffiti on the book in her hand.

"Mom, I want everyone to know that mother-made cakes are delicious. If I grow up, I'll make a lot of money to buy a cake shop."

Alesha's mother smiled sweetly. It was good to see her daughter so optimistic. "You can definitely. That's why you have to study harder."

Alesha nodded steadily. "I like to learn. In a moment, I'm going to high school, I'm going to prepare well for college and business."

Since then, Alesha has become an active child. He always got a class rating even without expensive tutoring. She is also known as an exemplary student and never once made trouble.

Until graduation day arrives, he must face the fact that his mother cannot finance him to continue his education.

The salary of factory workers who are little with the needs that continue to soar, making his mother difficult. Alesha was forced to drop out of school and work to raise money to save in order to continue her dream.

Alesha's mother felt guilty for not being able to finance her daughter's education. He also used his energy to raise more money.

However, his decision unconsciously had a bad impact on his body, so it ended up getting weaker.

The illness that Alesha's mother had unknowingly is growing and getting worse. Until one day he had to go to the hospital and had to seek regular treatment. Alesha finally gave up her dream for the second time. He then only worked for the cost of his mother's treatment.

In this one year, his only hope is to get well and after that, he can continue his efforts to realize his goal of continuing his education and set up a cookie shop with his mother.

For people to be, hope is of course forgetting small expectations. However, for Alesha, that hope was the biggest dream of her life.

Alesha is a woman who is always focused on pursuing her wishes. In his mind never once crossed the scenario that he would establish a new family relationship with someone other than his mother. Especially in the form of marriage.

He did not expect, in just one night alone, his world had suddenly changed.

Meeting Rafael Zafran who is a CEO is a paradox that fights in a circle. On the one hand, Alesha sees a hope, but on the other hand she begins to fear that her hope is threatened.

To be continued...