I Love You My Sugar Daddy
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Two months have passed and now Alesha's pregnancy has stepped on nine months and according to doctors, another week of HPL. Alesha even every night is increasingly unable to sleep because of thinking about things related to childbirth.
Entering the third trimester of her pregnancy, Alesha's feelings were completely mixed. You can say between happy and worried as if to be one.
Along with the changes in his body that is getting fatter and the growth of a baby that will soon be born into the world.
Alesha felt her body experiencing discomfort every time she lay on the bed. He even every night always asked to be massaged by the husband who was very attentive to him because if not so, would not be able to sleep.
Moreover, often feel bloated and easily tired because of the effects of difficult to sleep soundly.
That's because she has a lot of things to think about throughout the day, but knowing that it's all pregnant women ever feel that way and she's not alone makes her try to think positively.
"I can definitely get through this. Moreover, soon I will give birth and can see the baby I bear for 9 months."
Alesha, who is currently lying on her side and hugged by her husband who has fallen asleep, now invites her baby to talk in a soft voice.
"Mommy's son, get out with the easy way huh. Mom and Dad can't wait to see you. You must be so handsome as this father of yours." Alesha rubbed her stomach a few times while staring at the man who looked very tired.
"Look at your papa, honey. Your father has worked hard for us to give his best. You must be so proud to have a papa like this." Alesha was currently staring at the husband.
'Son is so much a man. No need to get pregnant, not feel childbirth, it's raising children, while women should not choose because it has become its nature.'
Alesha who is the first time to complain When envious of the husband who can fall asleep, while he was from 7 months of pregnancy to 9 months is always restless every night.
Even when she consulted her doctor about her anxiety every night, it was also explained that almost all pregnant women experience many complaints while pregnant. The pregnancy is almost complete and complete
Feeling her stomach grow bigger and more uncomfortable.
Although physically she felt finished with the pregnancy in the last trimester, but not with her mental and emotional preparation.
As if he could feel how difficult it was to get pregnant, so that he sometimes felt guilty when he saw the man he loved so much sleeping in a tired face.
She knew that her husband was quite tired with his work at the company and had to be patient with it when at home. Alesha did not blink staring at the perfect sculpture before her.
"I'm sorry, honey. Because all this time always venting anger at you. If I don't survive childbirth, take good care of our child. Would you marry again if I died giving birth?" Alesha was really very scared if that happened.
He was afraid that the husband he loved so much was married again and his son would have a stepmother who certainly would not be fully able to love like a real mother.
Although he knows that not everything is evil in children, but it is like it has become a dogma in society that all things related to stepmothers, will definitely be considered negative.
When Alesha was busy thinking about giving birth and death that could happen to every pregnant woman in the final trimester, she immediately jostled the staff to hear the baritone voice from her husband and opened her eyes.
"Darling, long time ago your speech digresses and can not be allowed to. I've been wanting to sleep, but I can't because I heard you talking about things related to death." Rafael is currently directing a sharp look at his wife to stop talking silly.
She dislikes it when the woman who is about to become a mother is always associated with birth with death. Indeed, he knew very well that the woman who gave birth risked her life and if she died would get the reward of heaven.
However, it should not be used as a guideline by everyone when feeling worried before the birth process. He wants to change the mindset of the wife so as not to constantly think about negative things.
"But we don't know what's going to happen in the future, honey. I don't want to die that fast because I want to raise a child I've been carrying for 9 months." Alesha did not expect that her husband was pretending to be asleep.
"Only, isn't everything that happens in this world already determined? So, if I don't survive childbirth, you can't just get married again just to find a mother for our child." Even he immediately glazed over and made her cry immediately.
Alesha suddenly turns mellow imagining that the man she loves remarries another woman and her son should be raised by a stepmother.
To be continued...