I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Can't be together

The arrival of Arsenio and Aeleasha was well received by Rafael at the airport.

Yes, the man took the time to pick up the two at the airport in person.

His first meeting after so long felt awkward. However, Aeleasha managed to make the atmosphere ordinary and Rafael no longer showed an unpleasant face.

During the trip, Rafael, who sits on the front bench with Arsenio, only chooses to be a listener when the man tells him a lot about their life in New York.

In fact, both of them seemed happy with the marriage happening and could only make her feel extremely envious.

Especially when Arsenio had just discussed about the second child pregnancy program that increasingly opened old wounds in Rafael's heart.

'Why does it feel so sick? The same and has not changed at all. What should I do to heal the wounds Aeleasha inflicted on my heart?'

When Rafael just silent with a moody face and looks clearly like a broken hearted man, it makes Arsenio feel successful to prank Aeleasha's ex-husband for wanting revenge.

Yes, he wants revenge because Rafael had made him not confident when mocking him old.

In fact, he knew that their hearts and mouths were out of sync. Maybe if there is no Aeleasha and just face each other, it is certain that they will fight for strength to vent emotions and all the feelings that arise in the heart.

"Honey," said Arsenio who is currently looking back to see the beautiful face of the wife while joking with laughter with Arza.

"Yes, what's wrong?" sahut Aeleasha who diverted attention from her son who was in the lap and turned towards the husband was next to Rafael who was driving.

"Are you going straight home to our dad's house or our house?" Arsenio does have a house that was purchased from colleagues has gone bankrupt when entangled in debt.

"We're just going there because my papa hasn't come home from the office at this hour. We'd better welcome the bride in our house."

Aeleasha accidentally mentions the bride to resuscitate her ex-husband so that he can immediately move on from her. Honestly, when I first saw Rafael at the airport, I still felt guilty.

Even when he tried to act ordinary and unravel the aura of tension between them by reviewing a smile. He still vividly remembers when Rafael once threatened not to appear in front of the man forever.

But now it looks like nothing has happened. Fortunately, the husband and Rafael did not display a face of hostility because what happened was that Arsenio was still upset and vice versa.

Thirty minutes later, the black car had arrived in front of the second-floor house with orange paint. They immediately came down and were greeted by three servants who always guarded the house.

"Welcome back to Jakarta, Mr. Arsenio and Mrs Aeleasha."

Compactly, the three maids bowed respectfully and commented a smile.

"We are hungry and thirsty. Can take food and drink out of the magic bag" said Aeleasha, who tried to joke around to make the tense atmosphere more comfortable.

Until some servants and others over time was no longer tense and his efforts succeeded.

They relax for a moment in the living room and enjoy the dishes that the home assistant has prepared.

Meanwhile, Aeleasha was struggling with her belongings in the room.

Arsenio explains to Rafael about the transfer of power they will do the next day.

The existence of Arsenio in Jakarta is not long, all just for the sake of diversion so that Rafael can manage the company freely.

“How long is the plan here?” ask Rafael to make sure.

Arsenio knew that Rafael's question didn't seem to like him and was only answered soberly. Maybe it will be long if the target time cannot be met, namely finding the mastermind behind the unfortunate incident that made his parents die.

Since he told Aeleasha about it, he felt guilty and promised to help find the perpetrator. Although I haven't asked my father.

“Can't be long because the work in the company is very piling up. Maybe one week only.”

“So apparently. I think I want to linger in my own country." Rafael, who this time wants to discuss serious matters, hopes that he will not feel awkward if he just keeps quiet.

Arsenio who has a stiff attitude seemed to melt a little while with Rafael. They talk casually there, exchange opinions and provide input about the business world.

Aeleasha came and greeted them in the living room and sat back on the sofa.

He also broke into a conversation between the two men. Until a question that Rafael avoided.

“How about the state of mama?”

“Good. Didn't you guys exchange news?” rafael answered briefly by asking another question.

“Yes. Mama was so happy to hear I was coming here. I want to visit there too. Then, why don't you take your future wife? I'm very curious about the woman who has the same name as me.”

“She was busy with college and also taking care of her mother. Coincidentally his mother is being treated in hospital for heart disease.”

“Sorry, I'm sorry. So, when are you going to introduce him to us? If she becomes your future wife, she will have to be good friends with me. I'll take her shopping and go together during a visit here.”

“Dia ... not too fond of shopping because all he thought about was the recovery of his mother.”

Hearing that, Aeleasha understood why Rafael had not brought along his lover to meet them.

“Then, how did you meet? I'm curious. Can I know that?"

“Honey, don't ask questions like that to Rafael. You must be patient. Rafael will definitely introduce him to us. Isn't that right, Rafael?” sahut Arsenio who felt if his wife too much into the life of the ex-husband.

“Yes, I will introduce it to you guys, soon. I have to ask him first. Does she have time to meet because she always keeps her mother in the hospital, not because she's busy."

The conversation was finally over when Rafael received a message about his meeting with a client speeding up. Rafael was relieved to avoid Aeleasha's question. Then say goodbye to both and leave.

'Lucky I could get out of there. My heart is not ready to see it. It even feels like running away from them.'

Rafael drove his car to the office and continued his work. He does not want anything to be missed this time, so that Arsenio is not disappointed with its performance so far.

***

While on campus, Alesha meets Alex again. The man really did not give up on Alesha.

A past that Alex can't remember, makes her keep finding out about the woman that makes her keep thinking about who Alesha is.

Alex pulls Alesha into his room, sits down together and returns asking the question of who he is?

“Explain! I really can't stop thinking about you. In fact, that shadow between you and your lover always makes me feel pain in my chest."

"What really happened to us in the past?”

Alesha was still silent, the atmosphere was silent for a while until Alex was above her emotions. The man urged Alesha to tell him what their previous relationship was?

“For what else am I explaining about us? Doesn't the end have to be forgotten? Let it all be a memory. If indeed we have a relationship in the past, and you can not remember, this should be stored tightly like this."

My life has gone ahead. I no longer want to walk backwards by continuing to be in your shadow.”

Hearing Alesha's explanation made Alex even more convinced that there was something between them before. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, Alex keeps finding out about Alesha.

“Don't play puzzles with me. If we have a relationship in the past, explain to me, why do we end it?”

“That's not important, Alex!”

Alesha moved and asked Alex to open the locked door. Unfortunately, his wish was rejected, until Alex got an answer to his curiosity so high.

Alex stood up again, his steps approached and cornered Alesha. Alesha's body was already between the wall and Alex's.

Their faces faced each other, slowly Alex returned to his lips, until he managed to unite the lips.

The emphasis made by Alex made Alesha not wince. Until his body could only give up on the circumstances. In fact, Alesha again gave permission for the man's tongue to enter and go down his lips.

When Alex finished, Alesha shed her tears.

“I'm sorry. I just want to know, how did I feel before? I'm always angry when you don't care about me. You didn't even answer my calls and messages."

“Alex, let me go. I beg.” Alesha is still trying to realize that what is happening right now is wrong and should not happen.

“No before you give an answer to my question.”

“Alex, I don't want to repeat the past. Our relationship is over.”

“Alesha, accept my offer. I'll repeat it and make you happier.”

“No!” sahut Alesha without any intention to think.

“Am I that bad to you? Until you don't want to go back?” Alex still did not let go of the power that had confined Alesha by holding both sides of the woman's arms.

“No! It's not like that, Alex. Even if we get back together, this relationship will never work.”

“What? Wh why? Give me the right reason.”

Alesha did not answer. He doesn't want to misunderstand Alex and his mother. The woman who used to come and give her a check, but unfortunately was rejected because her feelings for Alex were real.

“Do we love each other?” ask Alex at the end.

Alesha remained silent and refused to answer. No, he didn't want to enter the man's life. There will be many mistakes if their relationship is reunited. It's not just Alex's mother who objected. What about Rafael who helped him and finally the mother can be better."

“I'm in a state that can't explain to you. Can you understand this?”

“No if that understanding separates us.” Alex spoke while shaking his head.

“Although I said it, we won't be able to be together.” While Alesha is still trying to normalize the feeling because between the lips and heart is not synchronized.

“Tell me. Destiny will be right on target. Destiny won't switch if it's not the answer.”

“Alex, you really confused me. Don't be like this, please. Just let go of me and find another woman to be with you.”

“I want you," Alex's circus that this time can no longer hold patience and has directed a sharp gaze.

Alesha was silent, again unable to answer what Alex had said. His heart was struggling with two feelings to be guarded against.

In addition to her own feelings, Alesha has to keep Rafael's feelings in check. The man had helped her by financing the mother's treatment, even her tuition fees.

'I love you, Alex, but I can't be with you, ' said Alesha, who currently only has a face full of regret for not being able to do what she wants.

To be continued...