I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Trying no longer to hope
Rafael patted the sofa next to him and hoped that the wife would not run away and solve the problem with Alex, so that both of them could mengikhlaskan feelings without burdened with guilt for each other.
Until he smiled as soon as the wife obeyed him and sat down next to him. Although it looks very awkward and feels bad for Alex.
Finally he decided to open a private conversation completely unrelated to the work just described by Alex.
"All right." Alesha exhaled a rough breath and now felt that what the husband had just said was true.
That he didn't need to procrastinate on something that could even be resolved today because Alex was already before him.
Meanwhile, the, Alex who did not intend to open his voice because honestly he did not like the situation that was considered to make it very difficult to breathe when he saw the look of the face full of regret from the woman who had loved him.
'Rafael really wants to make me forget Alesha and give up her happiness, ' murmured Alex who is currently only tightly locked her lips and heard a long explanation from Rafael.
"So, my goal that often calls you first is to solve the problems between us that have been delayed. I want to apologize to you for taking Alesha from you, but everything that happened between me and her is a line from God."
Rafael paused his explanation for a moment to see Alex's gloomy facial expression and made him unbearable for having to hurt the man who was his rival first.
"I'm sorry I have to say it now, Alex. Release Alesha from your heart because I know that I still love my wife. Although you will still love Alesha, but will not be able to make you have her because now her heart is mine."
Then he turned his head towards the wife and clasped his palm tightly to give a strength so that his wife immediately connect her words if there is anything to say to Alex.
Although very unbearable when staring at Alex who seemed to not dare to look at him at all, as if he was an evil germ that should not be seen or approached.
However, Alesha is able to understand how hurt Alex feels because she broke off the relationship and reneged on her promise.
"Alex, stay the precious man in my eyes and live happily with another woman because your soul mate is not me. There's someone who's destined for you and when he comes, you shouldn't mention my name because that will only add to the problems of your relationship with another woman."
He was eager to pat the burly arm behind the blue suit, thinking it would calm the feelings of an Alex whom he now considers a friend and nothing more.
However, he could not possibly do that in front of the extremely possessive husband. So, it can only express through words and make her not intend to do it to Alex.
"Alex, I'm sorry for all the things I did that hurt you and it's true what my husband said. You mustn't keep feelings for a woman you can't have at all."
The last sentence that escaped his lips actually realized that this time was like a spear that stuck right in Alex's heart.
However, he is convinced that as time goes on, the man will be fine and live with the woman who is destined to be Alex's partner.
He is the first person who wants Alex to be happy and immediately move on over his feelings of love.
Wearing a joke on his speech so that the atmosphere in the room is full of tension because only he speaks, is considered the best way not to make Alex not more heartbroken because of it.
Honestly, he just this time made a man heartbroken and really feel very guilty, but could not do anything because it could not control his heart that turned on a Rafael.
The only thing he expected was that Alex was happy with a woman who loved him so much and could understand the feelings of such a man.
Alesha who just finished explaining what she felt to Alex, now glanced at her husband because there was no answer from Alex even though he and Rafael spoke at length.
It was as if the two were giving a code as to what to do now that Alex had not yet commented on their apology.
Even at the same time support for the man to continue to live life well without excessive heartbreak because he cannot have a woman who is loved.
'God! Why is Alex a mute person who seems not to want to talk in front of me, ' muttered Alesha who is currently re-controlled by guilt because Alex was willing to talk to Rafael.
However, as soon as he opened his voice and expressed his feelings, the man had absolutely no intention of answering.
'I'm sorry, Alex," said Alesha, who is now resigned to what Alex did because she no longer knows how to express her regrets.
Meanwhile, Rafael is still patiently waiting for Alex to open his voice and chooses to examine the proposal brought by the man.
He as a fellow man of course knows that Alex is compiling words to express and it is not easy for a man who is truly heartbroken at being so sincere in love with a woman who does not could have.
'It looks like Alex is really arranging the right words to respond to the words of my wife, so think very long until it has not spoken also from earlier.'
On the other hand, Alex is currently thinking if the couple said everything at the wrong time because the burden on his brain is currently very heavy. He had to think of a company that was almost bankrupt.
Until plus one more problem about Alesha who asked him to forget and also to classify when he himself was very difficult to do it.
However, he realized that it was impossible to keep quiet like a mute person because it would make Alesha's guilt even greater. Finally he opened his voice because he did not want Alesha who was pregnant was a lot of thoughts because of the torment of guilt to him.
Now, he stared at the figure of the woman who from earlier did not want to be seen because it only sat with the brownish iris, as if making him unable to remove the shadow of Alesha.
However, he tried to no longer hope for the thing that made him will be more dissolved in sadness because of a broken heart.
To be continued...