I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Figure it out for yourself

Alesha actually wanted to cry while in a car that drove through the traffic jam of Jakarta.

Because today is a weekend, so the streets are densely creeping with four-wheeled vehicles that fill the entire streets of the capital.

Alex, who is now driving Alesha home, occasionally glances at the woman next to him. She was very compassionate to the much loved woman who was pregnant, but had been divorced by her husband.

"What are you thinking, Alesha?" Actually Alex wants to call as usual.

The affectionate call to Alesha was the happiest thing for her, but at this moment could not do it because the woman refused and told her to forget about it.

Though he had already told her that the feelings for Alesha had not changed at all once knowing that the woman was pregnant.

However, his good intentions were rejected outright by Alesha on grounds she did not deserve it. Alex even thinks that it is the cliche reason that women always wear when rejecting men is like that.

But the truth is not to love, so to refuse with a more human reason. "You're pregnant, don't mind too much. Didn't the doctor say that to you for the good of the fetus in your womb?"

"Alesha, don't shut up!" Alex raised his tone as he was really very worried about the more reserved state of women today.

Although he is heartbroken at Alesha's rejection, it is still unbearable to be angry and rude to a much loved woman. So, speaking in a loud voice so that the woman who had just turned her face immediately turned to him.

Until he again heard the shrill voice of the woman who made him feel very unbearable. That's not what he wanted anyway.

"Alex, don't be so nice to me because I'll never be able to repay you. I'm just a stupid woman who loves a man who doesn't love me at all."

Alesha wanted to resuscitate the man behind the wheel so as not to get hurt for the umpteenth time because he could not reciprocate Alex's feelings. He realized that his love now was only for Rafael. A man who can never move on from his ex-wife.

"I just realized that the feeling can not be adjusted to the desire. Feelings always behave as they please and do not care whether it will make you happy or not. Always do what you want without you controlling it."

Alesha even wants to laugh at the fate of those who are tormented by love that cannot be had.

How Rafael who he thought was once a man was very stupid for loving an ex-wife who did not love him at all, but now he also experienced the same thing and understood how tormented a Rafael.

Now Alex also shows the folly of still loving him when he betrays and has been pregnant with the seed of another man. Alesha's reflexes laughed mirically remembering all that. He turned back to Alex who squinted at him when he saw him.

"In hindsight, the three of us are a bunch of fools clapping one hand. Right, right?"

Not wanting to fully justify Alesha's words, Alex now grabbed the clasped fingers and clasped them tightly. "I've felt your love, Alesha. So, don't say as if I'm always clapping one hand."

"You loved me once, didn't you?" Alex wanted to ascertain if his feelings were right and that made him want to find out the answer from the woman who had managed to overturn his heart at this moment.

Until the car that had been running propagated because of the jam of the weekend effect, now it has come out of there and he stepped on the accelerator so that the car can soon arrive at Alesha's house.

He does not want if Alesha's mother will think things through because her daughter came home late at night. Moreover, this is eleven at night, surely a mother will ask questions because of the effects of worry.

Alesha fell in love with Alex while she was still a sugar baby and thought it was only getting bigger when she became his lecturer. However, he only realized that what he loved was a cold and flat sugar daddy who never glanced at him.

He fell in love with Alex's cold demeanor at the time, while after the man lost his memory, the attitude turned more aggressive and forced him. Her feelings have changed since then, but now she doesn't want to tell Alex.

Perhaps if the man knew, it would be even more disappointed and make him feel guilty for the umpteenth time. "You're right. I did love you, Alex."

The corner of Alex's lips instantly curved upwards when he heard Alesha's reply. However, the instant the center once Alesha returned destroyed her feelings.

"But now I don't love you anymore, Alex. I'm sorry." Alesha then pointed towards the front of the alley that was heading towards her house. "Down me there!"

"In the alley my house is safe. So, you don't have to worry because I won't let you tail me. The neighbors will think badly and make me a waste." Alesha then removed the seat belt and took out her tote bag.

"If it happens and until it sounds in my mother's ear, I'm afraid she'll think about it and get sick." As he was about to open the door, he now stared at the man who was completely unwilling to respond to his refusal.

"Happy birthday, Alex. Forgive me for leaving behind bad memories on the most important day of your life. See you soon." He got out of the car and as he was about to walk, saw Alex also getting out of the car.

"After you get home, send me a message so I can calm down. I'm not leaving here before you send me a message if I get home safely."

"All right." Alesha was now about to step foot up, but turned back to look back.

"All the photos with your mother" cried Alex who was now waving at the woman who immediately nodded in agreement.

Alex did not even take his eyes off the silhouette of the woman now wearing a black dress and he realized something.

"So that's why you're wearing a black dress to see me? Turns out you've planned everything to end our relationship on my birthday."

Alex can no longer see Alesha as she has disappeared behind the alley and is now back in the car to see what gifts Alesha had given her.

He now began to open a medium-sized box and look at watches with the brand as the name suggests. Alex now smiles and picks up a small greeting card in the box.

Then Alex read it with a soft voice and a throbbing heart.

Happy birthday, my former sugar daddy and my lecturer. I'm sorry for hurting a man as good as you. May you have a companion who loves you, even if it is not me.

From your former sugar baby and student who will always admire you.

Alex actually wanted to squeeze the greeting card that was in his hand, but undo the intention of knowing that it was the last memory given by the figure of the much loved woman to date.

Finally he put the greeting card back in the box and this grabbed the black watch he immediately wore after releasing his luxury watch.

"I'll always wear this, Alesha. By wearing this watch of your hand, you will assume that you are always by my side. I don't know if I can keep your request to forget all the memories of us."

Alex is not even currently blinking staring at the Alexander Christie watch that he knows is not comparable to the price of his luxury watch, but for him it was much more valuable than all the things he had.

"The "luxury that you have so far can never be compared to this gift of yours. I love you so much, Alesha. I will wait until you receive me. Before you get back to Rafael, there's still a chance for me."

When Alex did not turn his attention away from the circular watch on his left wrist, he heard a predictable notification that it was from the woman who had been given the order.

"At the very least, you are still following my words right now" said Alex, who is currently reading a message from Alesha.

I got home safely and I sent a picture with my mother who was very worried when I saw me coming home alone without Rafael. I'm gonna be so busy explaining to my mom, so don't call. Go home and be careful on the road.

Alex didn't start the car engine right away because he still didn't blink staring at Alesha who was smiling in front of the camera while hugging her.

Although the woman's mother's position is on her back, she now feels that a mother's heart will be hurt to see her married daughter go home alone without a husband.

"You and your mother will be busy crying and decorating your home with tears. Even just imagining it makes me feel like I'm having trouble breathing."

"Then, what about your broken feelings about losing told your mother everything. Even if it doesn't tell you about your pregnancy, it will still make a turbulent feeling fill your soul."

Alex really could not bear to imagine the tearful face of Alesha, but it felt so stupid to be a useless person when it could not help at all and could only stay in the car as it was now.

"Until when will you keep everything to yourself? You will suffer if you don't say anything to Rafael who is the father of the fetus you are carrying right now."

Alex now resuscitated his head and closed his eyes at the thought of the woman who had many problems in life.

Even until now, Alesha still did not want to tell all about the marriage with Rafael, so he wanted to find out for himself.

"Well, if you don't want to tell me, let me find out for myself."

Then Alex starts the engine and drives it away from the area where Alesha lives in the belief that there is a big secret that is being hidden by the woman he still loves so much.

To be continued...