I'm Not a Choice.
Take it

Once Nadia had left, Riyadh stepped closer and closer to Icha, until he stood right in front of the woman by giving a little distance between them.

"How are you feeling?" Riyadh asked.to break the silence in the room, as well as trying to get closer to Icha, although he knew the woman who had become his wife was frightened and uncomfortable with her presence.

" I'm fine." Icha replied, With her head down, not daring to look at Riyadh.

" What I see, it's not so." Sahut Riyadh, making Icha slightly raised his face, to glance at Riyadh.

" I don't know, what purpose you want to marry a dirty woman and a Hina like me, While out there there are still many good women who want to be your wife sir." Icha does not pay attention to Riyadh's speech, he actually issued a curiosity, why Riyadh wants to marry him.

" I have no reason to! but if you really want to know, just know I did it because it followed my heart." Of course Icha does not believe, because he holds it is not that easy to trust a man, after what he experienced.

" It's up to you to tell me what, but please get out of my room, I'm not used to strangers! because I want to be alone."

Riyadh smiled as he nodded his head. " Yes, I know we're still grieving! but you have to remember, I don't want you to just lock yourself up in this room and dissolve in your grief, go out and share with others because it can reduce your burden" Said Riyadh, advising Icha and it made him successfully get a dislike gaze from Icha. " Don't look at me like that, I'm saying this out of concern for you, you are now my wife, anything about you will be my business and don't call me sir" he continued, looking at the words he said.

But Icha went back and lowered her head." Don't forget to come out to eat, I'm outside if you want something." After that, Riyadh left Icha on its own.

And so Riyadh came out of his room. Icha seemed to get back his energy not as hard as before, he could also breathe as much oxygen as possible, as if all the oxygen had been breathed from him, as long as he was in Icha's room.

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Throughout the night, Icha's eyes were closed, she kept struggling with her thoughts and fears. Afraid that Riyadh might suddenly arrive, afraid that he would have to be in the same room with the man. Fearing that Riyadh would do the same as his uncle and many other fears.

That's why, as soon as he finished dinner with the others, Icha rushed into his room and locked the door, fearing that Riyadh would follow him. But until this late Riyadh and the others did not bother him.

As Icha slowly got out of bed, she opened one by one the nightstand drawers, which were located on both sides of her bed. " Where is it." Ask on her own, when she doesn't find what she's looking for.

Icha stared at Beker's clock on the nightstand, the time was three o'clock past. "What is it that Rista keeps it. Yes it might be! I'd better ask him." His mutter then stepped out of the room, to meet Rista in her room.

As his feet climbed the last steps, he was a little surprised, seeing Riyadh still awake in the family room with the television on. Featuring a game of football, which is so loved by the Adam.

" Where are you going?" Riyadh asked without taking his eyes off the footage he was watching.

" To ka ista's room." Icha replied nervously, while twisting her own finger.

"It's almost morning! Do you want to interrupt your break at ka ista and her husband?"  Riyadh asked at once. His position is still the same, not that he does not want to look at his wife's face, only that Riyadh is aware that at this time, his wife is not okay and he does not want to worsen the situation. Because Icha is not like the women out there, when they are scared or nervous a hug can calm them down. Unfortunately it does not apply to women who have not even two days to be his wife.

" Go back to your room and go to sleep."

" I can't sleep without my medicine! For that I have to ask ka ista, where my medicines I can't find in the place I normally keep." Clear Icha.

While Riyadh could only exhale violently, he fixed his sitting position and looked towards Icha." I keep your drugs." Hearing that, Icha immediately looked up and returned Riyadh's gaze. " From today, learn to do without relying on drugs." Continued, of course it makes Icha shock and Hysterical.

" Who are you? You can't just control my life, this is my life and you're nobody here." Shouted Icha so loudly, she forgot that if the man she had just Katai was her husband, of course the man was entitled to her and kindness for her in the future.

Riyadh smiled, even though his eyes were so sharp, obviously he did not like the words coming out of Icha's mouth.

" If you forget I'll remind you again, I'm your husband and you're my wife, all your affairs and problems, I deserve to know otherwise like or dislike this is the reality and from now on learn to get used to my presence." Reply Riyadh.

Icha's body stiffened and trembled, as she was unable to control the feelings of nervousness, fear and anger that began to overwhelm her. " I beg you, I need those drugs." Hewn with tears that began to drip from the two beautiful beads belonging to Icha Breath began to falter.

Riyadh rubbed his face so roughly, looking at it. If he rejects Icha's request it's the same as making things worse for his wife, inevitably Riyadh has to give Icha what he wants.

" Only one item per drug, no more." Icha nodded quickly." Icha too quickly nodded her head her chest was getting as thick as a smooth face paled.

Riyadh is aware of that but he is indifferent and is taking advantage of the situation. "Where is my medicine" he asked, because Riyadh only agreed but never gave him what he wanted.

The man then took out one by one the medicinal granules on his palm. Then thrust it on Icha." Take it."

Looking at the medicine in Riyadh's palm, Icha began to hesitate to take it, his hand stretched out to take the medicine but a second later he again pulled his hand again. Several times Icha kept pulling out her hand ." Take it or not at all." Resolute Riyadh, making Icha ventured, to reach for the details of the drug.

" Aaaeekk, let go." He shouted as Riyadh clasped his hands before Icha could reach for the medicine.

Bruukes.

Icha fell unconscious.