I'm Not a Choice.
Gladi.

After Iyad left, Icha offered her two best friends for dinner first. Today she accidentally cooks more, considering the two girls will stay at their house to accompany Icha.

Unabashedly, Nadia also Eva immediately rushed to the kitchen, taking the dishes and glasses that Icha neatly arranged in her cupboard. After that scoop food according to each portion. Filling their glasses with water, after which the two returned to the family room, approached Icha while carrying their food and drink. The two girls had been like this a lot, since in the old Icha house.

" A new design again?" Asked Nadia, the woman sat cross-legged in front of Icha, while enjoying her meal, followed by Eva who sat on her right side.

" Yes! I want to create something new, a modern classic theme." Answer Icha. Nadia nodded her head, she had a glance at the picture of Icha.

After that No one spoke anymore, both Icha and his two friends, preferring to be quiet while enjoying their respective activities.

Once done, Icha , Eva and Nadia move into the guest room. Because Riyadh deliberately prepared two more rooms, just in case if Rista and his two friends wanted to stay at their house, as it is today.

In the room, the three did not go straight to sleep and chose to tell stories as they usually do when they gather like now. " Cha, why the hell Mr. Riyadh never take you to his parents' house, do not pack Riyadh_"

" Husttss, you can't, by the way." Tegur Nadia, deliberately cut off Eva's speech, although she herself also felt strange about it.

If the count had been four months, Icha and Riyadh were married but why did Riyadh never bring Icha, to his parents' house. If the reason was out of fear, her parents knew of their marriage. It felt too strange to accept their common sense, considering that Riyadh's father already knew of their marriage, he also became a guardian for Riyadh in the hospital at that time. Until now, mama Riyadh did not know about it, except her father Riyadh and Riyadh themselves deliberately cover it or maybe Riyadh has other women.

It could be, considering lately the meetings they do often outside or in their simple office building, never again in the company MEGAGEMILANG crop. Like at the beginning of their partnership.

But Icha, just broke the allegations. " I asked him not to tell his mother, because I was not ready to meet his mother, you reminded me how her mother came and was immediately angry at that time." Icha reminded his two friends, their meeting was interrupted because of the arrival of his mother Riyadh and the woman who claimed to be Riyadh's fiancee.

" You remember, too, meaning you know who Nadine is." Icha smiled wryly while nodding small. "Are you not afraid, sir Riyadh will marry him, considering you are not ready to be introduced as his wife and your marriage is only known to us, Mr. Rizky and his father Riyadh." Nadia said again. The woman also felt the same fear as Eva.

" What if it had happened to me, Nadine and I were like the earth and the sky! in any case, he is far superior to me. You know that." Icha's voice sounds so limp, if I'm honest he's used to Riyadh's presence. But if one day the man comes and asks for permission to marry Nadine, Icha will surely be heartened to let it all go, given that she cannot meet Riyadh's needs as a good wife.

It feels too selfish if Icha still wants her as his only wife, while she herself cannot serve the man. Because Icha was conscious and knew well as a man, her husband needed regular release.

"How do you do Cha?" Eva asked, the woman looked at her best friend's pity.

" Cha_" Nadia could not continue her words. The woman seemed to run out of words for the process. Without even realizing it, her tears fell dripping down her cheeks. He had not expected Icha to be this thin. And why he deserves to accept this injustice, when here he is the victim. But why should his destiny be this complicated. " I will always pray for your happiness Cha! I will stay by your side to accompany you until we get our happiness. You have to remember that when Mr. Riyadh leaves you still have us friends who will always wait for your arrival.My shoulders are also strong enough for you to lean on, Cha." Said Nadia again, while hugging Icha and rubbing her back full of affection.

Seeing that Eva also hugged the two of them while sobbing. " You also have me Cha don't forget that." Resolute Eva, the woman tightened her embrace while shaking the bodies of her two Companions.

" She." Shouted Nadia and Icha, making the cry turn into laughter.

" You guys did it! Until the cry of everything, anyways it was only if not necessarily also true." Icha said while shaking her head, the woman had now been lying between Eva and Nadia, letting the two women turn her body into a bolster.

"No papa, we want to! Let's just say we're at a dress rehearsal." Eva said, making Icha and Nadia compactly staring at him.

" What's wrong, rich on the stage." Nadia said while shaking her head.

" Yeeah, it really wants a stage that must be a dress rehearsal. You know not the purpose of the dress rehearsal is done to measure our readiness, so if now we have done the dress rehearsal, once the incident we will not stiff anymore." Started by Eva.

" Va dear we are talking about this if and if it is not necessarily the case. Because I'm sure he won't do that." Icha said confidently even though her gaze showed doubt there.

" Tau it's so much spirit. Mending we sleep so late." Sela Nadia while pointing at the clock on her phone screen where the time has shown at half-time two at night.

Indeed this is how they are, if again the excitement of chatting, sometimes they can forget time, as it is today.

Nadia and Eva who happened to be very sleepy immediately closed their eyes. And it didn't take long for the two women to fall asleep.

While Icha is still awake. The woman recalled the words of Nadia and Eva just now. Although everything is just a parable but his heart is so painful as if it is real is not something that is expected.

what if it really happened, was he ready to endure it like he said just now.is he ready to get hurt again. Remembering all that made both corners of his eyes wet. What she wants to be like with her past, she is still a woman who has a selfish side, Deep down she also wants Riyadh for herself.

Icha immediately rubbed the liquid that kept dripping from her two already eyes, the longer it got faster. " I why?" Icha asked herself, the woman tried to close her eyes, hoping that her tears would stop dripping but the same. Her heart wanted to cry and scream to the fullest But she didn't want to make Eva and Nadia worry. Until finally he can only cry while smothering his mouth with his own palm, so that his crying does not disturb the sleep Eva and Nadia. Icha continued to cry for no reason, until she was tired and asleep.