I'm Not a Choice.
Relapsed again.

The first day in their new home is quite thrilling for Icha, how not this is the first time she has lived alone with another man besides Rifky's father.

Icha probably wouldn't be this stiff, if he and Riyadh, occupying different rooms. Unfortunately in a house this big, they were just the two of them and occupied the same room. Even if the house has many empty rooms! But Riyadh refused to let them sleep in a different room.

"Cha, why haven't you taken a shower." Asked Riyadh, making Icha aware of his daydream, because out there the sun had sunk changed the moon, but his wife was still wearing the same clothes when they came this morning." Baby why?" Riyadh asked again, his voice sounding so soft.

While the wife was still silent a thousand languages with her head constantly lowered, From her attitude Riyadh knew that his wife was currently afraid. " You better take a shower, I'll wait outside, if you're afraid I'll come in, just lock the door." Said Riyadh again, After that step out of the room leaving Icha alone. Realized that his wife needed privacy.

As soon as Riyadh left, Icha immediately got out of her seat in a hurry, the woman locked the door of her room, after which she opened the wardrobe, and then she opened it, picked up her clothes that she had just neatly arranged in the closet an hour ago.

Icha who was in a hurry, for fear that Riyadh would come again, unknowingly made her clothes fall apart again by taking the origin of the clothes.

After that he rushed over, heading for the bathroom! Shower as quickly as she can. Because now he is back in the blanket of fear and, the dark shadows. Making his breath suddenly tight, so tight, he felt like tweezers at that time. So Icha hurriedly finished her bath, making the soap-soap room and all the toiletries neatly arranged in there a mess. Icha did not try to tidy up, the woman horrified her body with a Towel and immediately used her clothes. After that he ran out of the room, opening doors and windows as if it could get him to get his oxygen again.

But honey, as far as he's done, it's just putting more pressure on him. Because he can't calm himself. People who have illnesses like Icha, generally forget how to calm themselves they need the help of people they trust to help them, just like Icha.

Back when he was like this, it was the father who hugged and convinced him, made him calm again and could pass his days again. But now my father is no more.

In a state of panic and urgency, Icha ran out to look for Riyadh, yes even to the point of tripping to fall. While Riyadh heard the sound of Icha when he fell. Approached him. " Dear, what's wrong?" Ask Riyadh.

Hearing Riyadh's voice, Icha looked her head up, returning her husband's worried gaze. " Ob_obat akuhh."Speak Icha with shortness of breath.

" Dear, what's wrong with you?" Riyadh asked as he noticed Icha's pale face.

" Ob_frug." Icha did not answer Riyadh's question, the woman asked for the cure. Riyadh was aware that Icha was panicking at the moment, so he ventured to approach her. Because according to what Amanda said, when Icha panicked, the first thing she had to do was calm her down, and then just convince her that she wasn't a bad person. Once may not have shown any reaction but, slowly Icha will definitely get used to it.

" What do you want, go, go, don't bother me." Shouted Icha the more Riyadh stepped forward he will continue to retreat while asking Riyadh to leave. " No, Icha don't want to, go don't hurt Icha. Please AAEEKKKHHH." He shouted, as Riyadh suddenly hugged him.

" ha. Look at me, I'm your husband! I'm not a bad person." Persuade Riyadh because Icha kept thrashing in his decrees asking Riyadh to release him." This quiet darling I'm Riyadh." Say Riyadh again while rubbing Icha's back. Make it slowly calm.

Icha immediately swallowed it without water. Making Riyadh speechless, he could only rub his back, until Icha slowly fell asleep when the effects of the drug worked on time.

Today's incident, making the closeness of Riyadh and Icha rise to one level, Riyadh has been able to embrace the woman, although Icha had refused and pushed her away, namum eventually regained his composure in Riyadh's arms and even fell asleep.

Seeing that, Riyadh also lifted Icha's body, then laid him on the bed they did not forget to cover his wife's body.

After that, he went out to tidy up the food he had arranged on the table for their dinner, then put it in the refrigerator, after which he took a bottle of water and brought it to the room, where he was, just in case Icha wakes up and needs it.

Riyadh puts the drink on a bedside nightstand, then he leaves Icha asleep to call Amanda, he has to meet Icha and Amanda immediately.

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The next day, Icha awakens and finds herself lying on the bed alone, while Riyadh is nowhere to be seen.

Icha got out of bed, picked up the drink Riyadh had prepared, then sipped it until half was left.

After that she got out of the bed, stepped out of the room to find her husband, because Icha remembered what happened last night.

" Good morning dear." Say hello to Riyadh, when he realized the presence of his wife. The man is now arranging his homemade fried rice on the dining table, complete with a drink. There is juice and water for him, as well as for Icha. " Let's come baby we have breakfast, you have class today." Invite Riyadh and ask about Icha's lecture schedule.

Ichal nodded. Then turned to leave because she had not washed her face and her teeth, so she had to do it first before returning to accompany her husband to breakfast.

If she can be honest there is a little guilt in her heart, because here the status as a wife but she was actually served by her husband. As hard as Icha pushed him, Riyadh would stick to his stance. It made him pity but to fight his fear was so difficult.

Finished washing his face and Icha's dental attitude returned to the dining room for breakfast with Riyadh. " Dear, I'll meet my old best friend later this afternoon." Said Riyadh on the sidelines of his meal, making Icha's forehead shrivel. " You don't have to worry, she's my girl friend." Icha just nodded. Count it as a thank you to him for Riyadh's help last night.