I'm Not a Choice.

I'm Not a Choice.
Cook for iyad.


Her uncle that night looked creepy, to the point that Icha was so scared and always imagined the look in her eyes and the way she tortured him. It's completely inhuman.


Icha keeps telling me all that. With a body that shakes and tears that he can no longer bear. Because all that is not something easy for Icha by opening his own old wounds.


But without Icha knowing, what he is doing right now is the beginning of his recovery. Because wounds that have long been stored and rotted in the soil will never disappear if the pain is not opened to be cleaned and treated right on the sick and this method is always in apply Amanda to her patients.


" You're great Cha! Never look down on yourself again, from now on learn to respect yourself, because there is no one in this world who wants bad things to happen to him. " Say Amanda hugged Icha and rubbed her back. There was not the slightest look of pity, for the woman knew. Those who are hurt will be more hurt if looked at like that. " From now on try to accept and face everything, do not waste your father's efforts, so that he can rest in peace. Maybe everything feels heavy but believe me if you want to try little by little. You can definitely escape the fear and pain. Because if someone wants to heal he must dare to face the pain, endure it. So that he knows how to get away from it. " Directly. Icha only nodded slightly, although doubt was evident in her eyes.


After a long story with Amanda and sharing the joy with both of them decided to go home. Since Amanda also has appointments elsewhere, she also has too much to tell the woman, fearing that Icha will get bored of her.


Amanda drove Icha home, then after that she met her patients elsewhere, the woman also did not forget to inform Riyadh of the good news, where Icha already wanted to open to her.


Meanwhile, Icha, who had just arrived home, rushed into the room to clean herself up. Because her body was a little sticky, after a day of discussing design examples in the office with Eva and Mimi after that met Amanda, as well as telling a long story with the woman in the park, not to mention, his face was because he had been crying for too long. It's a complete package that's not nice to see.


The woman locked the door to her room, then put her bag in place, before stepping into the closet to pick up a change of clothes. Only then did he enter the bathroom, cleaning himself up.


It didn't take long, now Icha was done with her ritual in the bathroom, making her face look much fresher.


Icha also went to the dresser, to comb her hair and use facial cream. As soon as he finished, he went straight out of the room, to prepare dinner for himself and Riyadh.


Icha deliberately did that early because he did not want Riyadh to cook for them, considering that it was Riyadh today, who always cooks for them, he said, even the man looked tired after coming home from work.


After an hour in the kitchen, Icha finished preparing their dinner menu, along with Riyadh who had just returned home.


"You cook." Asked Riyadh, the man was now in front of Icha, making the woman surprised. Almost the menu of dishes that he would serve on the table, fell. " I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to surprise you." He said again with guilt.


Icha just answered him by nodding his head." What's?" Icha asked, because once he was done, putting the menu he had just brought from the kitchen on the table, Riyadh immediately extended his hand to Icha.


For now, Riyadh just wants to focus on Icha's recovery first and get the woman used to her presence. Even if it is necessary until Icha depends on it. After all they are husband and wife, so there is no harm if Icha depends on him and vice versa.


And what Riyadh expected was not wrong, but the man forgot that besides Icha he also had another wife out there, the wife of his mother's choice.


After Riyadh left, Icha immediately sat in a chair and inhaled as much oxygen. Being with that man for too long in the same room was not good for his health.


The man is too sweet and very different from what Amanda said earlier, making Icha, wondering if Riyadh is doing the same to other women, or he is the only one who gets this privilege.


And the answer is certainly only for her, But Icha does not know it, because she does not know the figure of her husband.introduce them so short to establish a relationship like this. it took him time to accept everything and get used to his life now.


The pensive Icha did not realize that Riyadh was back, the man only wore a black bokser and t-shirt attached to his body, his hair still looking very wet.


Since riyadh was deliberately not terrible at her hair, she did not want Icha to wait too long for her. " Think what?" riyadh asked, the man again rubbed Icha's head with a slight shuffle of her hair.


" No." Answer Icha, shaking her head.


"We eat now."His word.


" But it's still too late for dinner." Sahut Icha, not the intention to reject her husband.


" No papa dear, if we are hungry to eat outside, I can't wait to taste your cooking." Riyadh. Although during his stay at home in-laws he had several times tasted Icha cuisine.


But it was different from now, because at that time he was helped by his brother-in-law and his wife's friends, different from now, where Icha cooks for them on their own will and certainly without the help of others as before. Even if he meant someone else it was Icha's own brother.