I'm Not a Choice.
That frustration.

That morning after taking a shower and changing clothes, Riyadh and Icha decided to have breakfast outside. After breakfast, the two make a pilgrimage to Rifky's father's grave.

The moon routine they never miss. And it's on each other's agenda.

Riyadh and Icha talked long enough on the mound, until the blazing sun made the two agree to end their pilgrimage today.

"Where are we going?" Riyadh asked with occasional glances to Icha, because he still had to focus on driving.

"We're going straight home." Answer Icha.

For some reason today he felt weak and had no interest in doing anything. "Honey," call Riyadh as gently as possible. But Icha did not respond, the woman just stared straight ahead. " Just gini! What if we eat first." Say Riyadh again.

" No, I'm still full I'm going home."Icha stays on its stand.

Riyadh did not insist, the man patiently sought a detour to return to their home.

An hour drive, finally the car was parked in front of their house, Icha also immediately remove the seatbelt he used, he said, without waiting for Riyadh to open the door Icha just went out from the inside and walked into the house.

Riyadh who saw it could only sigh resignedly. If Icha has been like this, inevitably Riyadh must give him his own time.

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In the evening Icha did not come out of the room, the woman since returning from her father's grave, immediately locked himself in the guest room.

Riyadh also did not bother his wife, because he thought, Icha still carried away problems last night. If Icha knows, Riyadh itself is also tormented by this situation, he also wants to channel his needs well but always he is resistant for the recovery of Icha.

Had Riyadh been in someone else's position, not necessarily they would have been able to hold back all this time. Almost a year they were married! Sleeping in bed with bodies touching each other but Riyadh was unable to do anything. If the responsibility he will end up with a solo career and it happens not just once twice.

Because if Riyadh wants to be selfish, it can pay any woman! To channel his passion but all that he did not do because of his affection to Icha. He was sincere about his wife's feelings. Even the charm of a sexy Nadine alone can not tear down her sincerity for Icha.

In retrospect, Nadine also had rights but because she was also Iyad's wife, Iyad thought only about Icha, Icha and Icha.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

Riyadh knocked on the door of the guest room, as time had shown at half-nine in the evening but Icha had not yet left. He has not had lunch yet, making Riyadh anxious. " Dear open the door." Pinta Riyadh but there was no legitimate voice from inside the room.

Makes Riyadh worried, especially since his heart was not calm." Honey open the door or I break it. " Tampering Riyadh again however. Five minutes wait no word yet or signs the door will be opened, until Riyadh decides to break the door.

In one time the door kick was immediately detached from the frame. " Icha." Shouted Riyadh so frantically, when he saw Icha's body lying helplessly on the bed with foam coming out of his mouth.

Riyadh frantically lifted his wife's body and took her to hospital. Riyadh also had time to see the bottle of medicine that Icha used to drink lying empty next to Icha's body.

The man did not know since when Icha again took the drugs. Because since it was handled by Dr. Amanda. All the drugs he had thrown away and replaced with drugs given Amanda, it was not often like the drugs he drank.

Riyadh's car drove at high speed, slipping the car in front of him no matter the safety of his life. Even the sound of police sirens back there chasing him is not Riyadh Hirauan.

His car just stopped in front of the ER room. Even the police who had chased him helped Riyadh lift the body of Icha, into a hospital cage. Once knowing the reason for the man to recklessly on the highway to ignore his safety.

" I'm sorry you can't go inside. Let the doctor handle it." Said a nurse, preventing Riyadh from entering the room.

" Sus please save my wife." Please Riyadh.

" Good sir, the doctor will definitely do his best to save your wife." The nurse and the door were closed.

" Good night sir." Not yet solved one problem, another problem arises. Two policemen who had chased after Riyadh and helped the man lift Icha's body are now approaching him.

That night, Riyadh committed a multi-layered violation. In addition to lug-of-war on the road and endangering the safety of other road users, he also broke through a red light.

Riyadh is aware of all this. " I'm ready to accept the penalty for what I'm doing sir, but I beg you for now, let me make sure that my wife is okay. This is my business card." Said Riyadh, taking out a business card from his wallet and giving it to the two policemen.

Seeing the name of Riyadh, the two policemen immediately left. Seeing that the two policemen had left, Riyadh immediately contacted Rizky, asking his cousin to contact his personal lawyer and immediately take care of the problems that had just occurred.

He also asked Rizky to follow him to the hospital. Rizky is confused by what happened to her cousin and boss. Just agree, without asking much.

After contacting Rizky, Riyadh continued to walk around in front of the door of the ER room, hoping to get good news from there soon.

" Cha, why are you doing this, don't we look fine." Murmuring Riyadh, the man did not expect Icha to do this reckless thing.

Because Riyadh knew, Icha must have deliberately taken the drug in large quantities. What a frustration he has with their relationship. " Dear you have to heal, I won't forgive myself if anything happens to you." Say Riyadh again. It was as if his words could be heard by Riyadh inside.

Almost an hour he waited but not a single doctor came out to give him an explanation for Icha's condition, they do not know if out there, Riyadh is almost dead of anxiety.

Until the man remembered Amanda, he hadn't told his best friend. Riyadh immediately contacted Amanda. Because he believes Amanda's presence will help Icha a lot later.