I'm Not a Choice.
Marry me again.

"Not me, will never divorce you! I love you, I love you! Please don't ask that of me. " Refuse Riyadh firmly.

" No, I don't want to divorce me! You can't get anything from me and I'm sure your mama won't agree to having a daughter-in-law like me, please divorce me, I beg you."

" No Icha, never will. You're mine, forever it'll be like that." Riyadh has never been this weak, nor has he ever cried for any reason, but in the presence of Icha made him this weak.

The man was lying on the bed hugging his wife. The woman began not to scream asking him to divorce her, but his cries and trembling body could still be felt by Riyadh.

That afternoon the two lay in a position to hug each other, more precisely Riyadh who embraced Icha until both of them fell asleep.

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The next day, both eyes of Riyadh began to open, because the sunlight that entered through the window curtain and hit directly on the face of Riyadh, to make his sleep disturbed.

When Riyadh was about to get out of bed he felt his hands were tight and difficult to move. Makes her realize that currently Icha is still sleeping with her arm as her pillow.

Icha's calm and peaceful face while asleep made Riyadh, stop his intentions and choose to look at Icha's face as much as possible.

"First I saw you! You have a special attraction in my heart. But I doubt it, but the more I come here to know, if it's not all just interest! Except the love that is getting here is getting bigger. And I can't let you go either, for any reason. " Riyadh said as he rubbed Icha's cheek gently, the man thought Icha was asleep, until the woman's movement with her hand tightly coiled around Riyadh's waist made him realize.

" Good morning, baby." Riyadh. While kissing the top of Icha's head many times.

"Morning." Reply Icha with a voice that sounded a little hoarse and lips that he forced to smile.

" Of eyes unfortunately I'm swollen because of a lot of crying! Cup, cup." He also kissed Icha's eyes in turn, before the kiss ended on his wife's lips. " Whatever your condition is, don't ever ask for separation again yeah, if you know it's only gonna make us both sick." After withdrawing himself to end that short kiss.

" When you take a shower, will you try again?" Riyadh asked but Icha shook his head.

" No way! The result must be the same." Sahut Icha, the woman has really resigned and does not want to try again. If in the end, Riyadh has to marry another woman, to channel her biological needs then Icha will sincerely accept it all.

"Manda Words! If often tried for sure long time can, let's "Convince Riyadh but Icha still looks doubtful and unsure of the words of her husband. " Dear." Call Riyadh again. Because Icha is still silent and does not respond to his words.

Riyadh shook Icha's body plan to make the woman wake up from her daydream. I don't know what he was thinking to make him not hear what Riyadh just said.

" Say Manda! If we try often for a long time, let's go ." Riyadh replied while repeating his words hoping that this time Icha heard it.

" No, get married again! I'm not papa, if that's the best, because I want to try like anything! I'll never be able to do it." As Icha makes Riyadh's heart beat faster than usual, Icha's request may sound familiar to people in Icha's position, but it makes Riyadh feel slapped, because unbeknownst to his wife, Riyadh was married long before Icha asked for it. More painfully, the age of her marriage to Icha and the age of her marriage to Nadine Nadine only differed by two days.

Where Riyadh had just made a promise to his in-laws but at the time of eating it was still wet he denied it.

It feels like Riyadh wants to end its guilt by telling Icha the truth, but the man is not ready to accept the disappointed look of his wife. He is not ready if it should be avoided by women, because the closeness between the two, not only makes Icha comfortable, because Riyadh also feels the same way.

" Dear, please don't ask for it. I promise I won't avoid you again, I promise I won't be home the other night but the one I asked for, don't ever push me away." Riyadh. The man quickly changed his position, until Icha was now already under his Shackles.

"Mas, what are you doing! I don't want to try it again. Maybe getting married is the right solution to our problem."

"I know baby, you did it to run from your job." The man spoke as he continued to kiss Icha's entire face, making her an uproar.

"Mas stop enough, ticklish." Shouted Icha while pushing Riyadh's face away from him. " So watch out I'm gonna take a shower." Connect again.

Riyadh immediately descended from Icha's body, making Icha breathe a sigh of relief, but it was only a moment, because in the next second Icha immediately screamed. Because riyadh is holding him.

" You're gonna shower, we're gonna take a bath together." Say Riyadh without sin. He didn't even care about the protest Icha was making.

" I can shower myself! I'm not a kid to bathe in." Icha murmur.

" Dear, you know, our rich adults take a bath together too! They'd rather do that than the kids." Said Riyadh, who deliberately wanted to damage his wife's innocent brain.

Because as hard as Icha refused! In the end, the two took a bath together. A real bath in which Icha's position turned back to Riyadh and did not dare to turn to look at her husband's innocent body.

Whether you realize both or not! because so far, both Icha and Riyadh can erode little by little the barrier between the two.

Even the invisible barrier that used to be the barrier of Icha and Riyadh now stay a step and to step through it both must have the courage to take a stand and have to sacrifice a little more.

As Amanda said if you want to be completely healed, Icha must be ready to be injured in the same place. because even though the place has seemed to improve but the pain is still very much felt. By injuring him again, it would bring out the pain yes all this time bothering him and would make him completely detached from the trauma itself.