I'm Not a Choice.
What breakfast would you like?

And sure enough, like Riyadh's promise at the mall every day, at work, the man would stop by first, to buy his wife a doll. Sometimes he also bought a bouquet of sometimes chocolate or jewelry as a doll friend that he would give to Icha, just like today, Riyadh deliberately bought chocolate carved with a heart. For his wife.

"Another gift,?" Tanya Icha did not think about what her husband did. " That one room you prepared was already, full of the same dolls you love." Icha complained, not that she was not grateful for the gift of her husband.

But the time he has to be faithful to the day, even though he likes dolls, does not mean Riyadh has to buy them every day is indeed a small child who loves a collection of toys.

"I don't want to know, tomorrow and so on can't bring any more dolls, later if there's a special day like that. I can buy a doll." Firm Icha. The woman received the Gift given Riyadh did not forget to kiss the back of her husband's hand as usual and riyadh also kissed the back of Icha's hand.

" All right, as you ask, dear." Riyadh Sahut.

The two stepped into their home with Riyadh's hands wrapped around his wife's waist.

" What are you cooking today?" Riyadh asked, as soon as the two sat in the living room.

" It's not much just fried shrimp flour and SOPs."He said, "Would you take a shower or eat right away?" Ask Icha again. The woman had already tried to call Iyad with an affectionate call, yet she was uncomfortable with the call. Until finally Iyad let Icha call him mas only, like Eva and Mimi.

" I think I took a shower, because my body was so hot! Just a minute." Riyadh moved from his seat, leaving Icha.

An hour waiting, the two have now moved to the dining room and started eating dishes prepared by Icha for them.

As soon as dinner is over. And resting for a while in the family room, Riyadh invited Icha back to their room, he wanted to invite his wife to be closer. In a way he sat on the edge of the bed while Icha was asked to sit on his lap. Not as usual where Icha turned her back on her husband.

Because this time, Riyadh deliberately asked Icha to face him. " You sure want to continue this "ask Riyadh again, to ensure Icha's readiness.

Icha also confidently nodded her head. After all she was determined to heal and she did not want to share her husband with anyone whatever anyone would consider.

Yang Icha knew she had to keep what belonged to her, including Riyadh, because the man was her husband, hers. Only his own will not be shared with anyone because he is indeed as selfish and as possessive as that.

" Yes, I'm sure, I didn't promise to be a full-fledged wife." Icha so sure.

From that look in the eye, Riyadh could see a strong icha determination." Close your eyes, if you can't stand it or push me if you feel something." Icha nodded her head

And slowly but surely, Riyadh was getting closer to the face of Icha. The look in his eyes scoured every sculpted form of his wife's face, which inexplicably looked perfect in his eyes.

The distance between the two is getting closer, until their lips are stuck to each other. But unfortunately as soon as Icha closed her eyes, each of those dark pieces of memory instantly danced on Icha's head and made her scream in fear.

" AAEEKKKHHH, release. release Icha. Icha please." His screams echoed in the room with a face that began to glow with tears and pias. His body also shook again.

But this time Riyadh did not let go, the man hugged Icha tightly, to calm her down." Honey, baby hey not your eyes see this me, your husband." Said Riyadh while patting his wife's cheek gently. But Icha did not give a reaction, until Riyadh decided to hold tightly to Icha's body, hoping it could make his wife calm again.

After making sure Icha had fallen asleep, Riyadh took his phone to contact Amanda and told her what had happened to Icha. And to be honest, he was so panicked and frightened when he saw Icha like that.

But the response given by Dr. Amanda is just plain ordinary. The woman, saying if it was not something she should fear, was precisely with the memory, Icha could fight it instead of dodging as she had always done, she said, because if a person wants to be completely healed he must accept his past. Amanda is convinced if Icha can get through this, the woman can return to a normal woman's life in general.

After finishing talking with Amanda's doctor, Riyadh lay beside Icha. " Good night dear, may you have a good dream ."Whisper Riyadh in Icha's ear. Before the man closed his eyes.

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The next morning, Icha woke up feeling guilty, the woman had already tried to greet the husband, but that shadow suddenly flashed through her mind just like that.

" I'm sorry." Sickly Icha. When he saw Riyadh open his eyes.

Hearing Icha's voice, Riyadh changed his position from supine, to slanted to look at his wife's face." Sorry for what Hmmm? You did nothing wrong, why should you apologize dear." asked Riyadh as he rubbed Icha's head lovingly.

"But last night I_"

" Stthhhst, don't you think we'll try again, baby." Sela Riyadh, deliberately do not want Icha thought after all nothing is impossible. The evidence so far their relationship has improved.

"Today you went to college?" riyadh asked, deliberately diverting their talks.

"Yes, I have ten o'clock class." Riyadh looks to nod his head.

"What breakfast today? let me make it?" Ask Riyadh again.

" It's up to you anyway! I'm going with you." Riyadh nodded again with a smile.

" Well I'll make a special breakfast for my beloved wife.You can choose to take a shower now or wait until I'm done here." Said the man while ruffling Icha's hair, then got out of their bed.

" Want help?" Ask Icha.

" Don't love, this time I want to make it myself."

" It's up to you! if you don't want help, I'll take a shower." The woman got out of bed and stepped into the bathroom.

In front of Riyadh Icha tried to keep smiling and act as if he was fine, while behind the man. Icha actually often cried, he was afraid that his words with Mimi and Nadia at that time really happened.

Afraid of losing, he feared Riyadh would turn away, he feared losing his most comfortable place again. While she herself had no reason to make her husband stay by her side. Doing her duty alone cannot, what can be expected of her, should she not free her husband from burdening her or tormenting him like this.