I'm Not a Choice.
Pardon me!

"Pregnant yes!" Repeat Riyadh, Nadia and Rizky also compact nodded.

The three are still staring at each other, digesting what the doctor said just now even though the doctor's speech was very clear. The doctor himself has disappeared somewhere. Maybe this is called being too happy with the news.

But clearly, the news of the pregnancy was a very happy surprise for Riyadh, not just Riyadh, Nadia was very happy to hear it and she was sure, Mimi and Ista will be very happy to hear this news, just like her. The happiness will feel more complete, when they know the physical Icha is fine.

After being moved to her room, Icha slowly began to open her eyes but the woman did not respond. His gaze was empty, Tears dripping from both corners of his eyes could describe as devastating as what he was currently.

When called Icha does not respond at all, the woman is like a body without life.

Seeing the condition of Icha who now made the happy news they just heard as if it had no meaning.

"Cha, why shut up! You are angry with me! Because it doesn't help you." Nadia asked, turning on herself, hoping icha would respond to her, but as Icha kept quiet, no one knew what she was feeling, wanted to ask even if it was difficult, no one knew what she was feeling, icha will not respond at all.

Today's incident had a huge impact on his mental condition which from the beginning was not okay, if Riyadh had dared to tell the truth and tell everything from the beginning, maybe something as bad as this won't happen, but all just the word maybe it could have happened much worse than this, I don't know.

The door of Icha's ward opened and the doctor who treated Icha entered, followed by a female doctor again, the woman is an obgyn specialist.

they also approached Icha to check his condition.

Physically, the woman is fine. Then what causes Icha like, they have even done several times the test on Icha and the results still remain the same. Everyone Icha works really well.

Until the doctor decides to talk to Riyadh, it is possible that the patient has a medical Riyadh causing this to happen and it is true that the doctor guesses. " We're going to get the best psychiatrist to help her." The doctor said, but Riyadh rejected that.

Not without reason he did, because there is Amanda who is always ready to help Icha. The doctor only nodded in agreement with the psychiatrist of Riyadh's choice.

After speaking with the doctor, Riyadh stepped out of the doctor's room. Borrowed the phone of a nurse who ran into him. Riyadh did not have time to bring his phone.

But a minute later, Riyadh returned the phone he had just borrowed for not memorizing Amanda's phone number.

Rizky, nodding, then moved from her seat, while Nadia still continued to try to get Icha to talk to her. "Ky, don't be long!" Riyadh's message, Rizky nodded his head again.

"Nad, can you just leave me and him for a second?" Pinta Riyadh to his wife's best friend.

" Of course sir! I'll wait outside. " Riyadh is nodding.

Icha situation is not okay, make, Riyadh does not care about the call Mas, or sir.

Had Icha been okay, maybe the man had protested with a call pack outside the office.

Riyadh sat on the edge of the bed, staring in Icha's eyes, one minute, two minutes, Five to ten minutes, Riyadh did not decide his view from Icha, he just kept quiet and stared into Icha's eyes.

The woman gave up on shedding her tears before turning her face away. There was a bit of relief in Riyadh's heart at the sight of that. Because he knows his icha is fine.

Icha behaved like that out of anger at him. Want it to show his protest, he wants to act like a dead man, if he can just want to die! But the feeling inside was too strong to make him weak! The taste that Riyadh instills, flush and fertilize every day with the love, affection and sincerity that the man has, makes his own strength in him.

Making Icha, able to survive despite the fact that much more painful than what hit him a dozen years ago.

"Sorry, sorry for making you like this. Sorry for being dishonest, sorry for hurting you again, sorry for all my stupidity. Sorry, sorry, sorry if I can't take care of you like I promised you." There is no boredom Riyadh saying an apology to Icha.

"Wife to what I am." Ask Icha, so slow, so slow! Riyadh barely heard it.

"You are the first and only wife, our marriage is legal and religious. You're the only one I consider a wife." Riyadh answered with confidence. " As you know, Nadine is my fiancee, the woman my mother chose for me, but my heart chose you. Mama had arranged for my marriage and Nadine to be done on the second day of my father's death. Since long ago. But my heart says, take my steps to you, baby! Until that night we can get married. After we got married I was determined to cancel my marriage to Nadine, I even came to the wedding party that my mother prepared to cancel my marriage to Nadine, no matter the surname, no matter the family name, because all I thought about at that time was you and my promise to Dad." Riyadh paused his words, while taking a breath for a moment.

He wanted to tell Icha everything and hoped that it would reduce the burden on her chest. " The marriage was canceled, but my mother did not make sense to force me to marry Nadine, by slicing her own wrist. Mama didn't even want to be taken to the hospital before I married Nadine. I have no choice, I can't hurt you and break my promise to you! But also not ready to lose my mom, I was really cornered with the state of love. Until I decided to renege on my promise to marry Nadine to help mom! I didn't mean to cover all this from you, just that I haven't found the right time to tell you everything the same." Riyadh is at length.

" But if you still want to punish me for this matter, don't you dear papa! I accept, because I was wrong, dishonest from the beginning with you." Further again.