Indissolubility
SEASON 2 Devastated and Disappointed

Days passed, it did not feel like two years ago Mika went to college in the city. A city far from the reach of its two parents. Even during these two years only once Mika returned home. A village that holds a million memories.

"Again what?" Mika approached Ali who was sitting in the back seat of the house. Watching his two younger siblings playing around there.

"Ai ngawasin Ai same Az, Dek," he replied.

Mika nodded. "May I sit here, Bang?"

"By, sit down Deck. Did you ask permission to sit down? Usually just go straight?" Ali looked at Mika in confusion.

"Heheh, it's okay, Bang," he replied.

Mika sees Aileen and Azlan playing. The two boys seemed to laugh. What are they talking about. Mika and Ali did not hear the words of the two little boys.

"Abang," Mika looked at the face of the man who was now sitting next to her. Men who are getting better and more handsome.

"What Deck?" Ali turned her head to Mika.

Mika did not answer Ali's words. The girl still looked a little groggy, but now she could no longer dodge. Sooner or later, accept it or not it will happen.

"I like it Brother" said Mika to the point.

"Abang likes you too, Dek" replied Ali. Although Mika's voice was only faint yet, the man still heard the shriek.

"Don't know what I mean?"

Ali nodded. "Abang knows Dek,"

"I love my brother" he continued.

"Haah? What do you say Dek? Love?" Ali was surprised by Mika's words.

Mika nodded. "Yes I love you brother. I love both Brother and I open love only to be with his brother. As you said, I love me too. But love and affection are the same as the opposite sex." clearly Mika looked at Ali who still looked shocked and shocked.

"Since when?" Now the tone of the voice of the man is not like that. A little bit up.

"It's been a long time Bang. Maybe since I was a teenager. I'm sorry if I was presumptuous to put my heart to you, brother. At first I also loved just Brother. However, over time the feeling turns into love for the opposite sex. I'm sorry, Bang. I shouldn't have put this taste to Brother. I should have buried this feeling deep in the first place. But I can't bang. The more I bury, the love is all deep. The more I dismissed the thought of Abang, the more it became," Mika looked straight ahead. It felt like what had been stuck in his heart for so many years was already relieved.

Mika nodded. "Know even I know very well, Bang. If only I could choose, I also do not want this heart to anchor with Brother. But who knows if this heart will choose Brother. This heart always rejects new people who come. This heart always does not accept the existence of new people. I can't force my heart for anyone else either, Bang. Until now this heart is still in the same possession, still brother. Not one or two years this heart chose Brother, but it's been more than 8 years."

"Can't the heart be open to others for just a moment? Can't you, is that you do Dek? Forgive Brother, Brother has no more feelings. Brother only thinks of you as the same as Aileen and Azlan. Nothing more than that." Ali was quite surprised by Mika, not expecting the girl to love him for that long, even until now.

The girl nodded loudly. "Cannot Bang, 8 years is not a short time.96 months in a period of 8 years, 2,920 days, 70,080 hours, 4,204,800 minutes and a birth of 25,228,800 seconds. It was not an easy time to forget this sense of bang. I wonder how long you have been in my heart. Forgive me for not being able to fulfill my brother's wish. I'm sorry for being so presumptuous to you, brother." The tears of the girl dripped as she finished saying it all.

Disappointed? Surely the girl was disappointed, such a great love for the man was in fact unrequited. A love that only claps one hand, a one-sided love that belongs to him. His heart was broken at the rejection of the man he wanted to be his resting place. The man he hopes to father his children one day. But, everything was destroyed in an instant. The man did not have the same feelings for him.

"I'm sorry Brother who can't accept your love, Dek. Forgive the brother who has put his heart to another woman."

"It's okay, Bang, I get it. Besides I won't be able to make a heart for you for me, will I?" Mika wiped away her tears that increasingly flowed down the smooth cheeks of the girl.

Her chest feels very tight. It was very desirable that Mika hit the chest to eliminate the little tightness that she was now feeling. No matter how strong Mika convinced herself at the beginning to stay strong, if finally a rejection she received, it still feels very painful. Tears just kept flowing down the girl's smooth cheeks.

"No need Bang, I can do it myself" Mika gently brushed off Ali's hand that was about to wipe her tears.

"Once again forgive Brother, Dek," Ali felt really bad for Mika. But his heart that was not for the girl was also not going to be able to force it. His heart belongs to someone else.

"It's okay, Bang, it's okay. Yes, I entered first, Bang. Take a break." Mika leaves Ali with tears that continue to flow through her eyes. The girl was very disappointed with Ali's rejection. Mika also does not want to blame Ali, even though her love is rejected. This is all his fault, because it puts his heart to someone who thinks he is just a little brother.

Ali looked at the little girl's back. The back was shaking all the way because, the crying that the girl was going through.

'Forgive Brother, Deck. You really have the same feelings as you. Forgive the man who disappointed you. Forgive the brother who hurt you. Forgive the brother who didn't accept your feelings, Dek. May you be happy with the man who received you, ' the inner Ali who kept staring at the girl

Mika entered her room and just locked her in a meeting. He slid his face on the pillow that accompanied him every night.

"Hiks ... Hiks ..., why is this sick, why does that rejection make my heart so broken, so sick, really!!" Mika hit her chest that was getting sicker. The shadow of Ali's rejection continued to haunt his mind.

"Why should I put this heart to you, Bang. Why should you be my heart. Why should you, Bang. Brother it hurts so much when you don't return this feeling. That feeling is so deep for you. There's nothing but you, Bang. It will not be easy for this heart to turn away from the love that continues to bloom every time. Can't you force your heart for me Bang? Can't you pretend to accept me to feel how sweet it is to be in a relationship with you. I finally got sick. At least let me feel the sweetness of love with you Bang. My brother feels so heart-wrenching. My heart has melted because of your rejection. Hicks ... Hicks ...,"

The girl was still pounding her chest which was getting more and more painful. The pain he felt for the first time. More pain than a knife wound ever experienced. The pain was more than any accident he had ever felt. His heart is now very broken. The eyes that originally looked so beautiful now turned swollen. His yellow nose turned red. The girl sniffled on the soft bed. Spilling all the feelings he felt through tears that were increasingly flowing. Even the pillow where she poured out the pain was already very wet with her tears.

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