Indissolubility

Indissolubility
Duka


Lani's body sculpted in an instant. The man he loved so much had already thrown away due to a collision with a speeding car.


"Bag!!!" Lani's tears accompanied her running towards Reyhan's body which had been thrown very far. Don't forget Reyhan's shapeless wheelchair.


"Dude!!!!!!" Lani roared loudly. His beloved man was already drenched with the area. The head that bleeds and also Reyhan's nose and ears.


"Please!!!" Lani screams for help to the driver and the passerby.


Many of them approached to help Reyhan. A kind person offers to drive Lani and her husband to the nearest hospital.


"Mas, you need to stay sober. Don't stay with me, Mom," Tears just keep melting through that woman's cheeks.


Several times Lani shook the unconscious body of her husband. Wishing the man would come to his senses from his stupor. Her heart was very sick to see her husband.


If she hadn't forgotten to put a stone on the front of her husband's wheelchair, none of this would have happened. Lani forgets that her husband's wheelchair can't if there's no barrier to hold the wheelchair.


"I'm sorry Mas, forgive my carelessness. I beg you, don't stay with me" Lani rubbed her cheeks, which were flooded with tears. The bad shadow now haunts Lani. The shadow that her husband was about to leave her with their daughter, imagining it all made Lani shake her head firmly. Expel his bad thoughts.


Finally the car that helped Lani and her husband arrived at the hospital. Just so the man helped call the nurse and the doctor to help Reyhan.


"Thank you, my daughter-in-law and my husband, I'm talking to you" Lani told the man.


"Yes, you're welcome, alike,"


Lani follows the nun who takes her husband to the front of the ER room. Because he was not allowed to enter the room.


"O Allah, save the husband of the servant. I beg you, O Allah," Do'a Lani while chanting Istighfar . I hope her husband is okay. Although the possibility is very small. But there's nothing wrong with hoping God will give Reyhan a chance to live his life again.


Half an hour later the doctor came out of the room. Lani immediately stood up to the woman's doctor.


"Dok, how's my husband doing? Is she okay?" Lani looked very worried.


The doctor nodded. "Sorry Buk, your husband is gone before he gets to the hospital." honestly, the doctor.


When Reyhan arrived in the ER room, his pulse was no longer running. Reyhan is no longer breathing. They only clean the wounds and blood on Reyhan's body.


"No way Doc, my husband must be fine. The doctor may be wrong. Please check again Doc. I beg my husband to be okay. She wouldn't have possibly left me docks," Lani's tears rolled back so hard.


The woman could not believe the doctor's words. The doctor must have been wrong in examining her husband. Lani is sure that her husband is still alive.


"Sorry Buk, we've double-checked my husband, Mom. But the patient is gone" replied the doctor.


"No way Doc. I don't believe it. The doctor must be lying!!" refute Lani.


Lani just barged straight into the room. It looks like the signaled man has been stretched rigidly above the bragang. Lani's tears melted further looking at her husband's already very pale face. There was no blood on her husband's face.


"Mas don't go! Please open your eyes, Mom, please. Don't you remember our daughter, Mas. Don't leave me and Reni, Mas" Lani hugged her husband tightly. The cold body no longer moved as before.


***


The ambulance that brought Reyhan finally reached Lani's residence. One of the people who live there comes to Lani's house.


"Mom, Dad why? Why are those people carrying me with such a bed?" Reni approached her mother who seemed to be crying. Even the woman's eyes had appeared swollen from crying for too long.


"A-dad-"


"Dad why Mom? Why do so many people come to our homes. Why Dad, Mom? Don't be afraid," Reni urged Lani to answer her question. His feelings are no longer right now. Seeing his father no longer riding skinny wheels. Even his father's body was covered in cloth.


Reni doesn't know what it all means. It's just that Reni is trying to refute what is now on her mind. Wishing what would be heard from his mother's mouth was not as bad as he had seen it. He hoped this was just a dream that would not happen.


"Dad's gone, son. Hix... Hiks..," answered in tears.


Degs...


"Th-mom's just kidding, right? Dad can't leave us, Mom. Dad must be giving us a surprise, ma'am, I'm sure of that" Reni shook her head. Not admitting what we told him. Reni kept insisting her mother was just joking.


"No son, I've been called by God." Lani hugged her daughter who looked devastated by this reality. Same with him who also can not accept all this.


"No, Mom, I'm just playing with us. I'm not leaving so soon,"


"Dear sincere Dad, son. It might be the best way for Dad and us, too" Lani tries to calm her daughter down. Though if asked he was no less sad than the princess. However, what can Lani make for her daughter if not bracing. If not him who else will give strength to his fruit of love with Reyhan.


"But why are you so quick to leave us, Mom? I was able to walk normally, but the harsh reality made me very sick Mom. If you can choose, let me stay in my wheelchair, Mom, and Dad stays with us. Me, I'm tid--"


"Sstttt, it's dear. God loves you more, so God takes you first. We have to be sincere and patient, son." Lani cuts off her daughter's speech. Didn't want to hear the words of his daughter who might be worse than that.




One by one people have started to die the still wet navel. Lani and her daughter are left behind. Staring at the navel that looks sprinkled various petals of flowers that are still very fresh. Staring at the navel of their beloved men. Even the eyes of the two children and the mother still let out the water.



"Dad... Why you so quickly left me and Mom. You know, I'm so happy when this leg has been able to walk normally for so long. Dad, do you know if I want to go for a walk with you, even if it's just once. I have dreamed of that day for a long time. But...," Reni wiped her tears and snot that had come out. "but why could you leave me when the only dream I had wanted had been achieved. Why did Dad leave when the happiness I had just experienced became a deep sadness. Why Daddy? I know in my chest this is very sick now Dad. I want to feel like I don't accept the reality that I can't avoid. Dad, I'd love to tell you a lot with Dad. I want to spend our days together. Dad I love you so much. I'll miss you a lot too, Dad," Reni kissed her father's gravestone several times. It feels so crowded. I want Reni to come with my dad.



"Mas, I'm sorry I made you like this. I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you properly. Well, if I'm to be honest, I don't want you to leave so soon. It's too fast, Mom. We haven't even seen our daughter get married. Haven't seen the long journey that our daughter, Mas, is going to take. If I hadn't been negligent then you would never have left us. I promise you, I'll make our daughter happy, Mas. I promise Mas. I love you Mas Reyhan,"



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