
Reyhan was seen pacing in front of the room where his wife was being treated by a doctor. He was very worried if something happened to the wife as well as the child contained by his wife. It feels like he has not been able to lose the child he has dreamed of or wanted for so long.
While Rena seemed to shed tears seeing how the state of her daughter-in-law who was filled with blood. He felt really sad when he imagined it happening to him. Rena sagat is afraid if something happens to her mentu and granddaughter.
Rena's shadow returns to where Lani slipped earlier. A place where cooking oil is spilled because of his hands. So he took the mop out. But his son-in-law fell on the oil.
"Rey I'm sorry, son," Rena said to the child.
Reyhan stopped his steps when he heard his mother's words. "What are you sorry for?" Reyhan seemed to be confused with Rena's speech.
"I'm sorry mom, because mom, Lani was even flabby in the kitchen," he replied more and more softly. Tears seemed to spill from both corners of those middle-aged eyes.
"Macaud what mother? I don't understand anymore" Reyhan said.
"Rena fell because of the oil spilled from the mother's hand on the floor. If only mother quickly melap the floor Lani will not experience a disaster like this. If only I hadn't taken the mop to the back of the floor where Lani's clothesline wouldn't have fallen like that and she certainly wouldn't have been pen-"
"Sutttt, I'm not wrong. Maybe it's Lani's fate, Mom. We pray that my wife and child are safe, ma'am" Reyhan hugged the woman tightly. He can't blame his mother because even here his mother is said to be innocent. Unless his mother accidentally spilled oil on the floor that Lani would tread the wife.
"I'm sorry mom, Rey," he said once again.
"No, ma'am, I'm not wrong. So you don't have to feel guilty like this" Reyhan continued to comfort his mother even though his heart was very worried about her situation.
Half an hour later the ER door finally opened. Reyhan and Rena just walked over to the middle-aged woman who was wearing her doctor's white coat.
"What's my wife doing?" asked Reyhan who looked worried waiting for the doctor's words.
"Yes Doc how's my daughter-in-law doing?" asked Rena who was no less worried as Reyhan.
The doctor looked at the patient alternately. "Sorry Buk, sir for now the patient's condition is very critical. I'm just here to say we need a signature from you for the wife's operation, Father. The condition of the janinya can no longer be saved, even his mother has not been aware of the slightest of earlier. Therefore the wife, you must immediately to be operated for the safety of the wife, Father," explained the doctor to Reyhan and Rena.
Reyhan who got the news that he really did not want to hear, in fact, now makes the man's chest beat fast. Even his chest felt sliced, for years he waited for the presence of a child, but when it was present fate instead said another.
"Dok, do your best for my wife. Please save my wife, Doc" Reyhan asked the doctor, who responded with a nod from the doctor.
***
Reyhan and Rena are in Lani's ward. The woman's face looked pale. Two hours in the operating room made Lani need a blood donor because she lacked a lot of blood. Fortunately Reyhan's blood is the same as Lani's, so Reyhan does not need to find a blood donor to others.
"Darling to wake up quickly, yes" Reyhan gently stroked the hair of the wife who was still faithful in her deep sleep.
Rena looked at her daughter-in-law with a sad look. He felt sad because of his careless self, instead making his son-in-law and grandson wretched. Grandchildren are no longer grandchildren, even grandchildren have abandoned themselves forever.
"Where is this?" asked Rena softly when her vision was perfect.
Reyhan who was closing his eyes beside Lani was surprised to hear his wife's words. "Darling, are you conscious?" he said happily. He had been waiting for his wife to wake up.
"This where is Mas?" repeat Lani.
"It's a hospital darling" Reyhan replied stroking his wife's black mane.
Lani's memory returns as she slips in the kitchen. Spontaneously the hand held his already deflated stomach. "Mas, w-why is my stomach ja-so ra-ta gini?" Lani shed her tears. Sunguh he is not willing if the child he is waiting for his birth has left him.
Reyhan was silent. He really couldn't answer his wife's question. It even feels very heavy to tell the truth to the wife.
"Why is quiet? where's our son?" lani asked with a trembling mouth.
"Honey, you calm down, don't move too much later your stomach even hurts," said Reyhan calmed his wife who looked very agitated.
"Jawab Mas, where our son is," repeated Lani for the umpteenth time.
"You are patient, my dear. Maybe this hasn't caught us. Our son has miscarried dear," Reyhan's tears flowed from that firm eye patch. She was very sad when she found out that her son could not be saved.
"You're not lying, Mas, our son must have survived Mas, I'm sure it is," said Lani who did not believe her husband's remarks.
Reyhan hugged the body tightly. Calm the wife who seemed to not accept what she said. "Dear, believe me God must have the best plan for us" Reyhan continued to try to calm the wife.
Lani's tears seemed to flow nonstop. His blood ripples when he finds out the child he is waiting for has left him for good. Lani could not. Who she should be angry with. It's his own fault. If only she had followed her husband's words, none of this would have happened. His son might still be fine in his stomach.
"I'm sorry for neglecting to look after our son, Mas" Lani cried in her husband's arms. She regrets why she did not follow her husband's wishes.
"No dear, you're not wrong. This has become our destiny. It's possible we haven't had a child yet." Reyhan tried to comfort his wife so as not to blame her. Reyhan was afraid something would happen to his wife if she continued to blame him.
"Yes Mas, I will strive to advertise with what God has destined for me and also you Mas. I sleepy Mas," Lani's eyes felt heavy when Reyhan's warm embrace made the woman calm. Even his eyes that were not sleepy suddenly felt a very drowsiness.
"Judah you sleep first yes, Mas want to go out for a while and eat for us later when you wake up," Reyhan's permission was taken by the woman.
After Reyhan died, Lani just went into the dream realm. Reyhan heads to the hospital cafeteria to buy food for them later. Reyhan knows what it's like to have food in the hospital. Moreover, there is no taste very bland. Not ungrateful for what is loved by the hospital, it's just the reality.
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