Indissolubility
Mindfulness

After Yumna's house, Reyhan just stared at the street with a straight look. Not even a little bit of him opened his voice. The two women who were with him were also just speechless without anyone talking. They just keep quiet with their own thoughts.

Reyhan's chest still feels tight at the rejection of his own son. Reyhan realized it was his fault. It is wrong to easily divorce a woman who has been with him for a long time. Accompanying him every hard pleased him.

Is this how it felt when he divorced Yumna without respect? or worse than how he feels right now. It might be worse than he feels. That was Reyhan's thought in his heart.

The car that Reyhan was driving had already entered his yard. Park the car in a normal place, then they get out of the car to get into the house.

Reyhan and Rena choose to sit on the sofa while Lani goes to the kitchen to take a drink for her husband, in-laws as well as herself. Because the drink that Yumna served earlier they could not taste because of the flames of anger from Yumna.

"Drink first Mas, Mom," said Lani when after serving water in front of her in-laws and husband.

Reyhan took the water his wife had prepared. Sip with one gulp until the water in the glass runs out without waste. It's possible that Reyhan felt so thirsty that he followed the water to the toilet.

"Where else is your son Rey?" Rena looked at her son after drinking a mouthful of water.

Reyhan pinched his forehead. He also seems confused about what he wants. The rejection of her son greatly disappointed her. But what is permissible, this is also because he is very demanding of a child from Yumna. In the end, he decided to divorce his pregnant wife.

"No idea, ma'am" Reyhan replied by pressing his head a little sore.

"You are Rey, that child is your son. You should be firm dong same ex-wife you are." said Rena who is not also aware of his mistake.

"Strictly how Mom, this is also my own fault," said Reyhan who looked just resigned.

"The point is that mom wants her son to live with us. Your son is also your son, Rey. You have the right to lead your ex-wife. Why hasn't she told you that she's pregnant with your child, '" Rena looked at her child, hoping that the son would agree.

Hearing his mother's words, Reyhan's mind branched. What his mother said was true. But should he do it all. Selfishness if he snatches his son from Yumna who has been raising his flesh blood alone.

"That's not going to be possible Mom, didn't you see my son's rejection?" Reyhan looked at the mother who was looking at him with an uneasy look.

"The turn will also be a week doang, later if you are used to it he will not be like that anymore as you Rey. Trust my mother,"

Reyhan shook his head. He disagreed with his mother's words. There's no way he could have taken the child that his ex-wife had raised was self-absorbed. "I'm sorry it's impossible."

"How is it possible? you haven't tried but gave up first. The point is that mom wants her son to be with us. We also have a right to that child. He's your real son. We can take it to court" said Rena who did not heed Reyhan's remarks.

"No need to go to court, ma'am, my son is also an adult. There I will never see my son again. Because he is now big. Unless he's a child, then there's still hope for us to take him with us" Reyhan replied.

It's possible that if Reyhan knew Yumna was pregnant, he would take the child with him and he might ask for a referral to Yumna. There's no way he'd let his son live without a father next door. Reyhan was sure his son would need a father figure. But what can be done, if now the rice has become barren. It's far behind.

Regretted? of course Reyhan is sorry. The child he had longed for was actually present in the womb of his ex-wife. The child she so desperately wanted her tears, jokes and laughter.

"Sorry Mom, this time I can't say anything to Mom. I'm afraid I won't be able to see my son even if it's just a long distance away. I'm afraid they'll leave again from here, which there'll automatically be no hope of me seeing my son" Reyhan said. He didn't want to dig a hole for himself. Instead of profit, even he later lost.

***

After Reyhan's departure, Rena and Lani are still sitting in the living room. Ali let her mother calm herself down. Ali believes his mother is now in shock, with the arrival of the three men. Especially when it comes to him. Ali knew that he was the mother's encouragement.

"Mother," Ali said in a soft voice.

"Yes dear," Yumna looked back at the child.

"Is Mother any better?" ask again.

"Have a son," replied Yumna.

"Lifting we eat first yuk Bun, from earlier I feel hungry, hehe," said Ali with a little laugh.

"Jaudah Yok" replied Yumna standing up from her seat.

They stepped into the kitchen to fill the stomach that was asked to be filled. Moreover, Yumna felt draining when facing the three uninvited guests.

It was good that the guest admitted his son, he who was pregnant gave birth and raised his son alone. Although Yumna could not refuse if her son was indeed their son. Can Yumna be selfish now? selfish for himself. Enough had they insulted him and now he would be selfish for his own son. Even though it was a sin, but to Yumna they were no longer a person. They are only strangers who have stopped in their lives. Giving a beautiful color and finally broken with a dark color that will no longer be able to change into what it was.

"Mother," Ali called out to his dreamy-looking bundle.

"Ahh yes dear," replied Yumna surprised.

"Why does Mother daydream? do you still think of them?" tanya Ali looked at the Mother gently. "Mother do not need to worry, I will always be near Mother. I will protect Mother from them" Ali said next.

"Thank you dear, you are the only Mother of the Son's family," Yumna replied in a soft tone. She was afraid that one day her husband's family would take her son away from her. Although it feels impossible because his son is already big and can determine which is good and which is bad. But it can also be because now the game is only law, law and law.

Yumna was sitting on her bed. Time has shown ten o'clock at night. His eyes did not want to be invited to sleep even though the body was very tired. Yumna's thoughts were still with her ex-husband's family. The fear that Yumna cannot prevent, because a feeling that comes by itself.

The woman tried to shake her mind to calm down as before. But instead of calm, the worry still whack the woman. Sitting while looking straight ahead by continuing to say Istighfar in his heart non-stop. Hope the anxiety he felt was gone.

Time passed, it was twelve o'clock. Yumna laid her body on the bed and tried to enter her dreamland even though her heart and mind were not calm.

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