Indissolubility
SEASON 2 Can You Again?

The days after Yumna's death for Andi and Ali were certainly not easy. Moreover, Aileen and Azlan who often cry miss Yumna. The two boys never stopped asking Yumna to come back even though they already knew that Yumna was dead. They seem to forget that Yumna will obviously not be able to return home, especially the body was covered with dirt and may now have been eaten by caterpillars.

Often also Andi, Ali and Mika give understanding to Aileen and Azlan. However, again they only understand a moment later back to the initial mode.

"Ai tonight we'll see stars like last night huh? Ai misses Mother?" Ali rubbed his little sister's head gently.

"Yes Brother, Ai rundu Mommy. Ai wanted to hug Mother like that time. Ai misses all Mother's treatment with the same Ai. Ai misses Mommy very much, Brother," The girl's tears seeped profusely. The intense longing made the clear hair even more intense on his cheeks. Moreover, this has been one migggu since the departure of Yumna for good.

"If Ai misses Mother then Ai can no longer cry and be sad. Ai must remain happy even though Mother is far from Ai. We must make Mother happy there with the happiness we go through. Ai want to see Mommy happy? Ai does not want Mother there sad because she saw Ai here crying continuously?" Ali rubbed his little brother's cheek with his big thumb.

"Yes Brother, Ai does not want Mommy to be sad. Mother must be happy there, Mother must not see Ai here continue to cry. Ai must keep smiling so Mother is calm there. Isn't that Brother?" Still with a hiccup the little girl stared innocently at Ali's face.

"Yes Ai, so Ai don't cry anymore?" pinta Ali is taken by her little girl.

Mika approached her husband who was sitting in bed. During this week her husband was more pensive in the room when he was not working.

"Abang, I know Abang sad but, it would be nice for Abang sincerely to let go of Mother. If you continue like this does not mean Mother is up there not sad. Mother must be very sad to see her proud son slumped because of his departure. Mother will definitely feel guilty leaving her beloved family. Brother's strength is for me, Abi and also brother's two brothers. If everyone felt the lingering sadness then what would this house be like? Don't you want this house to live like it was?Although there is no Mother we should still keep what used to happen when there is still a mother. Ikhlas Bang, let Mommy be happy by her side,"

Ali looked at his beloved wife with tears. Right, why does he have to drag on like this? Everything will never return to how it was. Everything would remain the same even until his eyes were tightly shut one day. Her mother would never return, even if she cried blood.

"Thank you Dek, thank you for leaning Abang from something that will never come back. You are right this house must come back to life like when there was a Mother. Brother does not want Mother there sad to see Abang kek gini. Brother must be strong for the sake of all of you, especially for the brothers who will certainly continue to ask where Mother is," Ali immediately wiped his tears.

Mika smiled at her husband's words. Mika really did not want her husband to feel endless sadness. It had been quite a week this late husband but, no longer for the next. It is free to cry over something that will not come back. It's sad but don't drag on too much.

"Together Bang," Mika replied displaying her sweet smile. Do not forget to help remove the remains of tears in Ali's eye pelupuk.

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The night had welcomed Ali, Mika, Aileen and Azlan were standing on the balcony of Ali's room by staring at the stars tonight more than the previous nights.

"Abang, is there a Mother? Is one of those stars there Mother, Brother? Did Mother hear Ai talk like this Brother? Did Mommy also stare at Ai like Ai staring at that star Brother?" Aileen's eyes could not escape the bright starlight. Even the moon also shows its form. As if to be a witness of how longing the three sons of Yumna.

"Yes Ai, look at the brightest star of it all is Mother. Mother must be staring at us with full twinkle in her eyes. Mother must be very happy to see us happy here Ai. So Ai should not be sad anymore because Mother is far from us." replied Ali who looked at the stars with condense eyes. As strong as Ali if it was about the mother, surely he would be very sad and hurt.

"Mother must be happy there Ai, Mother only wants to see Ai smile and no longer sad. Look at the star several times blinked which sign Mother smiling sweetly there Ai. Mommy is happy to see Ai happy, Mommy is happy to see Ai no longer crying."

"Is that really so, brother? Is it true that Mother is not sad there? But does Mommy miss Ai, Brother? Does Mommy miss hugging Ai, Brother?"

"Mother must have missed Ai, Azlan and the rest of us. Mother would have wanted to hold us all tightly like that." replied Ali who could not help but cry.

The questions that Aileen asked were all the heart of the little girl. The heart that feels so sad. A child's longing for his mother. Look at how strong her little girl who doesn't even have tears is there. The happy sparkle was clearly visible in both of her little girl's eyes when she saw the star she thought was her mother.

"Abang, can Ai cry again? Can Ai let out Ai's tears, brother? Ai misses Mother. Would Mother be sad if Ai cried Brother? Just this once, brother. Can Brother Ai cry?" Aileen shifted her eyesight from the star facing Ali who was teary-eyed. His chest felt so tight to hear the request of his little girl who was so bitter.

Even now those little eyes have run into the river. How strong her little girl who could withstand the turmoil of tears that were about to come out.

"Come, Ai can cry for tonight but, Ai must remember for tomorrow and so on Ai can no longer cry huh? It's enough tonight Ai cried. I don't want it to happen again for the future. Does Ai understand what you're saying?" Ali grabbed the little body of his sister. Rubbing his sister's body with his big palm.

Aileen returned Ali's embrace tightly. Spilling all the longing for the mother in the arms of Ali. The cry of sorrow slashed the hearts of anyone who heard it.

Even Mika who had seen and heard Aileen's words had come in silence. Mika understood what Aileen was saying. Even if Mika was in Aileen's position not necessarily Mika could be as strong as the little girl.

In Ali's room, Andi heard from the beginning the words of his little daughter who was so strong. Words that made Andi feel unable to stand it. Andi's tears came out at the request of the princess who wanted to cry because of the longing she had for the mother.

"Mother.., Look at how powerful the daughter you were born with. How determined our daughter is to accept the reality she does not yet understand. How powerful our daughter Mother is." Andi looked up at the ceiling of Ali's room with tears she could not prevent.

It still feels like a dream for the entire Yumna family. Only yesterday it felt like they were gathered together but, now their family members have reduced to one.

Andi took a deep breath before exiting Ali's room. It seemed that on the balcony of Aileen's room had stopped crying because there was no longer a roaring cry. Andi chose to come out of Ali's room with the same heart. No matter how strong Andi brushed off the feeling it would continue to be in the recesses of his heart.

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