
"M-mas su-letter i-ini-"
"Have seen and read, right? yasudah stay let alone?" cut Reyhan without his wife.
Yumna shook it to him. She disagrees with her husband. She gave him the letter without her knowledge.
"Why are you the same with me, Mom?" ask Yumna with a hiccup. The world of Yumna is collapsing. Her father-in-law was now from her husband.
"What do you think, hmm? that's what you deserve. There's no way I'll keep going like this. I also want to have a child, I want to hear the sound of baby crying in this house. Even until now you haven't given me a child. So it's useless that I defend this household but there are no children in it." Reyhan explained, making Yumna's chest beat faster. Didn't think her husband could give her a divorce letter just because he had not been gifted a child.
Do not see her husband if it is out there there are still many people who want children in marriage, even a dozen years. But they still struggle in their marriage without a word of separation. Can't wait a little more for her husband.
"We can still wait for him Mas" Yumna said with a trembling voice. Even tears were unstoppable again in his eyes.
"Waiting?" Reyhan stared cynically at his wife, who he thought was very easy to talk about waiting. Even he's been waiting almost eight years. "until when else do I have to wait until you give me a child, hmm? it's been the longest I've waited for you to give me a descendant. There is no way I will wait anymore, let alone my age is getting older" he added disapproving of his wife's remarks. It was good that his wife asked him to wait again. What is already rusty later he also does not have children.
"We can still try again Mas, I'm sure God will surely love us descendants of Mas," said Yumna expectantly.
"No!! my decision is unanimous. You stay a signature on that letter, and I'll give you this house to live in and I'll leave this house. And yes, this house has changed its name to yours." explained Reyhan who remains on his ego. Reyhan took out the house certificate from his bag, and he put it on the table.
"Your work? just because your son has the heart to divorce me, can't you see outside there people who have been building households for a dozen years but have not had children but they still survive-"
"Stop!!! don't you have to bacot a lot. What's clear is that now that you're signing, our relationship is over. Don't you have to beat around the bush. My decision has been unanimous to divorce you." he stared into his wife's eyes.
"Mas a-ku-"
"Quick the signature! I can't stand women ma*d*l like you, I just want kids!!" the pressure made Yumna's chest feel squeezed tightly. The hurtful words he had already uttered for the umpteenth time for himself. It was painful, even more hurt from her husband's mouth than from a knife slicing his hand.
With trembling hands Yumna signed the divorce papers and handed them to her husband. Tears continued to flow in the woman's beautiful eyes. The husband who for him hopes to lean to death, in fact only someone who gives him a wound that will never forget until he dies later. The man he once adored so much, the man he respected so much, the man he complained to now no longer exists.
Reyhan received a letter given his wife more precisely was already his ex-wife. The man straightened up and stepped into the room of himself and Yumna, taking all his clothes and important letters.
It only took 30 minutes for two large suitcases to be in Reyhan's hands. He stepped out of the house he had lived in with his wife for about eight years, without saying goodbye to the woman who was now crying a mouthful on the living room chair.
Yumna looked at herself in the mirror inside her room. Facing every inch of his face that has been reddened because it runs out.
'O Allah, why is the weight of the test you give, indeed the servant is not strong, O Allah, ' his monologue is in the heart. 'Astagfirullah, can't be Yum, you must be strong. Allah test you strong signs through it, Yumna advised him.
"I must be uplifting, yes I must be uplifting," Yumna replied encouragingly to herself.
Yumna walked into the kitchen to fill her hungry stomach. Although her heart was now inexhaustible, there was no way Yumna would allow herself to be sick. He believes God is planning the best for him right now. He was very sure of that. If he continues to think about his divorce with her husband Yumna will be stressed, it is better to submit all of it to the Creator.
Yumna picked up a little rice and the side dish she had just cooked. Although not tasteful Yumna still eat it so that he does not get sick. There's still a lot he has to do. There's no way he's just sitting at home. Because his savings can run out with time. Although married for almost eight years Yumna has never been royal in shopping.
Yumna always set aside the groceries her husband gave her. Yumna also told her husband that the leftover money she was given was always saved, and her husband said it was his right. So in other words Reyhan is not entitled to what he loves his wife.
After eating Yumna washed the dishes and put the leftovers into the glass.
***
For a week, Yumna just stayed home doing nothing. His heart is still unstable. She never thought she would be a childless widow. What a life Yumna lived. There's no way she's gonna cry any more that there she's gonna be stressed and depressed.
This single Yumna packed her things. He planned to rent this house, and the money would be received through the account later.
In front of the fence of the house he has posted a letter if this house he will rent and his HP number. Yumna will be leaving town for the next few years. He's gonna find work in the hometown of his father and mother.
Yumna pulled two medium-sized suitcases. The room he now occupies cannot be occupied by people who will rent his house. The room is locked by Yumna and the key will be carried with him.
The key to the house will be left to the neighbors next to the house. If someone later rents his house, then Yumna easily calls his neighbor if his house is already rented.
Yumna left the house that holds many memories of her and her ex-husband. Yumna is not a woman who would sell her house because it has been divorced because there are many memories, no. Yumna will come back to this house one day. Those memories might not be felt again when he came back here, but they would never be lost from his memory. Even if she sells this house, it will not be possible to erase the memories of her and her ex-husband. Because whatever stops in our lives, we will not be able to forget even though we have tried hard.
TB