
Mika couldn't sleep well last night. The disappointment he felt was still very obvious. His heart was broken because of his one-sided love. His heart crumpled dimly because of the unrequited love.
Tears accompanied the girl all night. Not infrequently the girl woke up in the middle of her deep sleep. Even when the girl was sleeping, she looked agitated. His chest even beat rapidly. Intentions will be strong if they are ultimately unrequited. That girl can't do. Disappointed about her who was tough at the beginning but weak at the end. Hope the first hard heart is actually soft like jelly.
"For Auntie, I'm sorry I didn't help Auntie in the kitchen. You see last night Mika slept a little late," said the girl when Yumna was arranging breakfast.
"It's okay Mika. Why didn't you go out to dinner last night? Even aunty has knocked on your room door, but it's not open?even the door was opened Auntie also in fact you key from the inside." asked Yumna who still compiles but the dish. Ehh, that's your eye why is it swollen, honey?" Yumna saw the face of her friend's son as it seemed. Like I've been crying. "Have you finished crying Mika?"
"Sorry Auntie last night I was playing music on a handset, so there was no surprise of Auntie's voice. Last night I didn't feel hungry either, Auntie" replied Mika. There's no way he's gonna tell Yumna what really happened. "I last night saw the sad movie Auntie, so yes gini, puffy eyes, heheh," continued Mika with a little laughter.
"Oh that way, next time do not watch a sad movie again, Mika. You also want to go to college, it is not beautiful if her eyes are swollen gini," Yumna rubbed the girl's smooth cheeks.
"Yes Aunt, next time I won't repeat myself" the girl replied with a smile.
"Yes, have you had breakfast first, "Tell Yumna, who is taken by the girl. "you go with Brother, Mika?"
Mika shakes. "No aunt, I'm off with Tiana. I sent Tia the same message this morning,"
"Well, you be careful when you go. Oh yeah, Aunt to the room first, because Aileen's the same Azlan hasn't been up yet,"
"Yes Aunt,"
Mika continued her breakfast quietly. Although not too lustful to eat, the girl still chewed the rice slowly. There's no way Mika will carry an empty stomach when she goes to college. There he'll get a stomach ulcer someday.
"On the morning of the Deck" Ali who had just come greeted the girl. Sitting next to Mika after putting her briefcase on the next chair.
"Bang Morning," Mika replied imposing a thin smile on her lips.
Ali took the rice into his plate. Eat your breakfast quietly. There was no sound between the two human children.
"I first Bang, my friend has arrived." said Mika moved from her seat.
"Not the same brother to campus Dek?" Ali shifted her attention to the girl who was now attaching a bag to her small shoulder.
"No Bang, I'm with Tiana," After saying that, Mika immediately left Ali at the dinner table alone. There was no sweet smile that the girl used to give her if she didn't leave together. Even impressed and not care.
Ali looked at Mika's back which started to drift away. Ali was sure that the girl was still crying until nightfall. Because he did not take dinner and also his eyes look moist with a slightly red nose. Shrug his shoulders and continue the breakfast quietly.
Honestly, Ali also felt bad for Mika but her heart also could not be lied to just to please the girl. Her heart was nothing for Mika other than to consider her a sister. Even if he lied, the girl would be even more disappointed because of him. It's okay now to be disappointed because of honesty than to be disappointed because of lies. The pain will be much different too.
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"What are you saying, Mika?" Tania looked at her best friend's astonishment. It's not usually the girl's eyes are swollen like this.
"If it's okay, there must be something. Just tell Mika why?"
Mika did not answer Mika's question. The girl re-imagined when she expressed feelings for Ali. The girl's tears came back. His chest again rumbled violently.
"You why Mika? How to cry gini? I'm not focusing on you crying, "Tiana immediately sidestepped her car. Fortunately, the road is very quiet right now. So there will be no traffic jam just because of the car.
Tiana hugged Mika after removing her seatbelt. Gently rubbing the head of his friend who is now crying sobbing.
"You why? Did something happen at home? Or are you angry with Aunt Yumna or Om Andi?"
Mika shook her head. Take the tissue in the Console box. Removing the tears that are dripping.
"Because I've realized my feelings with Brother, Tia," Mika said with a sniffle.
"Why do you cry gini? Are you rejected?"
Mika nodded. "Yes, you don't like me. My brother just thinks I'm nothing more than a sister. Brother already had a moor of his heart," Mika revived her tears. "My heart hurts so much, Tia, I don't think I'm strong enough to accept all of this. Is it wrong that I love her, blame me for putting hope in her for Tia. Me, I can't stand this pain Tia. My heart hurts so much, my heart is so fragile" Mika cried in the arms of her best friend. Sometimes he wiped away the tears and snot that came out.
"No Mika. You don't love her wrongly because, we never know where that heart is going to dock. Nor will we be able to choose to whom the heart will put its love. You must be sure, if after grief there will be happiness approaching." There was no wiping away her best friend's tears using the tissue she took. "You have to move on from Mas Al, Mika. Don't fall down just because of the love you have. If he is your destiny, he will never go anywhere. As far as he stepped he would definitely return home as he should. Believe me you'll be okay with him. You have to show Mas Al if you are not affected because he does not accept your love. Ok, if you cry in front of him, but for the next not again. Don't be weak just because you're rejected. You have to stand firm without tears coming out. You must be strong, so that he will not be big-headed." Tiana advised her friend.
"You're right Tiana. Thank you for giving me the spirit. If there's no you, I don't know who to confide in" Mika displayed her usual sweet smile.
"That's why you're beautiful Mika. Not just now, moody is not clear just because love is rejected. Rest assured that love is not always beautiful moreover, a love that is not within the scope of household values."
"Yes, you are really Tia. Thanks again Tia,"
"Sama-sama Mika's. We go to college or skip?" Tiana raised her eyebrows sideways.
"We did not waste Tia, after all, our two parents are tired of working to lecture us. There's no way we're even good at skipping gini. There they'll be disappointed in us, for sure,"
"You're really Mika. But your eyes?"
"Don't mind that Tia, anyways we go to college not to spread the charm."
"Well, you're really Mika. But a little bit is okay. Wash those eyes."
"Just like Tia," The two girls finally chuckled at Mika's words.
TB