Indissolubility
memory fragment

Reyhan had been in the cold iron bars for a year. His body seems to be getting thinner. Moreover, his mother had died a month ago, making Reyhan worse. The woman he loved so much had gone where she was supposed to be. Even seeing her mother's final resting, Reyhan was unable to.

The tears of the man came out on their own. Remembering what his wife said the day his mother left him for good. Her chest was tight considering that she could not see her mother one last time. If only he hadn't been here, he would have seen his mother's face. What Reyhan can do. If the mother can no longer reach him with her hands. The sadness that Reyhan felt at this time. Plus with a sense of regret that never disappears.

Reyhan's mind remembered where he was when he was still a husband of a Yumna Humaira. A wife who loves him unconditionally. Accept whatever it is. Never looked at him, either in terms of appearance or with property. A sincere woman accepts herself without demanding much.

The flashback

"Abang, I'm very happy to be Brother's wife" said Yumna, leaning her head against Reyhan's shoulder. The man rubbed his wife's long hair gently.

"Abang is also very happy to be your husband, dear," replied Reyhan landing a few kisses on the wife's forehead.

"When we have children, do you want the first girl or boy?" Yumna looked at her husband's handsome face.

Reyhan seemed to think for a moment. "Emmm, if you want a sister, honey. It's also funny that we have a baby girl for our first child. Beautiful like you, honey," Reyhan poked the cheek of the woman he loved so much. Even Reyhan again landed a few kisses on his wife's cheek.

"I want a Bang boy, so that later when he has a younger sister there is his brother who will take care of him. Even though later also the woman who was born first is also okay. Most importantly she was healthy huh, Bang," Yumna looked up at her husband's handsome face. A very perfect face.

Reyhan nodded. "Yes Dear. Whatever later her sex is most importantly healthy without any flaws,"

****

"What did you do?" Reyhan hugged his wife's body from behind. He kissed his wife's face several times from the side.

"Iss Brother don't bother me, amused to know." Yumna was uncomfortable with her husband's treatment. If honestly, he enjoyed it. "It's me making your favorite soy sauce chicken, Bang," he continued.

"Wahhh, my brother's wife understood. You know if you want to eat chicken soy sauce again," Reyhan tasted the taste of cooking made by his wife. "But baby darling. I want to eat this." Reyhan rubbed his stomach.

"Yes my brother sat there first, let me get you some rice for my brother" Yumna told her husband to wait at the dinner table.

"By pleasure, dear,"

"Nih Bang," Yumna put the rice and soy sauce chicken in front of her husband. Not forgetting a glass of water.

"Thank you, dear. You don't eat, honey?" Reyhan looked at his wife who was just sitting next to him.

Yumna. "Neither Bang, after you have finished eating,"

"No, we'll eat together, honey.

Let brother bribe you,"

"No need to Bang," Yumna refused subtly.

Reyhan. "Sin loh Darling nolak husband. Want to sin?"

"Not Bang,"

Reyhan ate with his wife. Alternately bribing for himself as well as for his wife. Feels very delicious. Moreover, his wife's cooking is very good, right on Reyhan's tongue. Even the man also added so delicious cuisine made by his wife's hand. The woman he loved so much. The choice of heart.

"Thank you dear, I've cooked my brother with this delicious cuisine,"

"Together Bang, the other side is also my duty." replied Yumna debgan displaying a special smile of her.

"Anything tomorrow at work?" Yumna looked at her husband. Right now they are sitting in the TV room watching a broadcast that none of them like.

"Dear, why?" Reyhan raised his eyebrows.

"It's okay Bang, I think you're still on vacation,"

"No, honey, today's my last day off. What do you want, hmm?" Reyhan kissed his wife's cheek with anxiety. It felt like Reyhan was eager to bite his wife's chewy cheek. But there's no way he could do that, because it would hurt.

"Emmm, there's nothing to bang. Just want to be like this," Yumna leaned her head against her husband's shoulder.

"Every day also gini you, dear. Never been absent,"

"Ihhh, that's just the night Bang. If there is a gini afternoon cake if you are not on leave like now or when you have a holiday."

"If you have a leave of absence that we can not snack, dear. Do you want your brother to eat sand?" Reyhan looked anxious with his wife who liked to pursed her lips.

"No Bang, we die if we eat the same sand,"

"That's all you know,"

****

Days have passed, but in the eighth year Reyhan's household has not yet been given the gift of a baby. This is the first time that conflict has arisen. Moreover, his fellow teachers have asked why he has not yet had a child even though he has been married for a long time. Reyhan's mind was muddled between questions that always came up.

Going to the mother's house, the man was always asked about the child. The granddaughter that her mother wanted so much.

"Rey, when the hell are you giving me a grandchild. I really wanted a grandchild. I'm not young anymore, son. How long will you wait to give Mother a grandchild?"

"Patience first Ma'am, I'm also working. Do'ain me yes Mom,"

"When is Rey? It's been a long time,"

Reyhan pinched his head which hurt. The question always approached Reyhan. "I'll go home first Mom, if there's good news I'll tell Mom again" Reyhan left his mother's residence.

Along the way Reyhan's mind gets more and more muddled. Blame his wife at home. All this because his wife who was not pregnant until now. The feeling is getting bigger and bigger. Until he began to say harshly to his wife, and his nas again gave divorce papers to the wife without saying first to the wife. Deciding on that great right alone.

Flashback off

Reyhan's tears fell as he recalled a piece of his past memories. Maybe this is the reply for him, because he has treated his ex-wife badly.

Reyhan felt so guilty about the woman's head that was once part of his life. The woman there was sincere with herself. A woman who never asks for clothes. A very difficult woman to get. However, he instead threw the woman like a piece of trash that had no artinnya.

An endless regret. Crying behind bars. Crying about her behavior first. Weeping over the actions that made him regret. In fact he did not hurt his son, but also hurt his ex-wife very cruelly.

"O Allah, how great was the error of the servant in the past. Can he apologize for this time again, God. It feels like I can't live with this terrible regret." Reyhan squeezed his chest which hurt. His heartbeat was also very fast from his usual. Feels very sick, maybe even nothing compared to what he did to his son and ex-wife.

"Oh my God, it hurts so much. Forgive your sinful servant. Forgive me God." Reyhan poured down his body on the cold floor with endless tears. "God, can this pain be lessened just a little bit? It's very painful" he continued, squeezing his chest even more. Remembering the pieces of the past and the pieces of evil he has for his own flesh and blood.

TB