
"I'm sorry Wen, I don't love you. I only love the woman who is now my wife" Ali said.
"But why Al? Why can't you give me time to get into your heart of stuff though? Is my struggle in your eyes in vain, Al? I love you Al, I love you so I'm willing to leave whatever is my habit,"
"You didn't waste changing Wen, even I salute seeing you want to change. But I ask you not to change because of me but to change because of God. You changed because of me, you might come back like you used to because what you want is not achieved. But, if you change because of Allah, in Shea Allah I am sure you will no longer return to the world that night." said I looked at the woman in front of him. Women who have shed tears through their smooth cheeks.
"Is there no chance for me, Al? Can't I get into your heart just once? Can't you open your heart to me, Al? I really love you,"
Ali shakes. "Sorry Wen, I will never betray my wife's marriage and love. I will love him until the end of my life. I try not to be tempted by seductions that will make my marriage fall apart. Try to open your heart to a man who truly loves you, I can only pray for you Wen. Again forgive me,"
Weni's tears are flooding her cheeks. Is this really the end of his struggle? Is this the end and beginning of the new life he will live? Why when he had tried to change and leave his old habits his heart even felt extreme pain. His chest was as if in an invisible hand. Is there really no man whose legs will accept himself to be a wife with a dark past that he has ever wrestled with?
Weni wiped her tears violently. Showing his sweet smile to Ali who is now looking at him concerned. "It's okay Al, I understand. Maybe we weren't meant to be together. I just pray that your marriage and your wife are happy until the end of life and immediately in love." Do'a Weni while coolly removing the clear fur on her cheek. "Thank you Al, thank you for making me realize what I've been doing all this time. Sorry I was so sorry to love you. I'm sorry Al," Weni stood up and left Ali's room after Ali nodded her head.
Ali just stared at the door of his room that was closed tightly. A smile rose on Ali's lips, she was happy that finally the girl wanted to change even though to take her heart.at least the woman was willing to leave the dark times in her life. Ali only hoped that the woman would never come back in the dark times that could be worse than before.
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The day is passing even now the month has changed. It has been a year since Ali built a household with Mika. Although their household has not been gifted a child does not make Ali's love fade for his wife. It can even be said that the love that grows for Mika in Ali's heart is getting bigger. Their homes seem to be getting more romantic. Yumna who saw her son happy also felt that happiness.
Just one Yumna message for the son. Never leave his wife even if one day not given the rizki of a child. Because we never know whether in our destiny there is a list of gifts of a little baby or not, only God knows the destiny of a servant. Make an example of his biological father who once left them because they did not go to the gift of a child. Because it does not rule out the possibility of Ali will do the same because the blood of the man was attached with thick on his body. That was Yumna's only hope for Ali. Never hurt his wife, no matter what happens one day.
"Daddy, are you done with the monthly guests?" tanya Ali who saw Mkka with a towel stung on her head.
"It's already Bang" Mika replied with a smile. These few days her husband is very impatient about the end of monthly guests Mika. Not even stopping every day Ali asked that because he was impatient.
"That means tonight is okay, right Deck?" Ali walked towards his wife who was polishing cream on his face. Hugging that little body from behind possessively.
Mika nodded in embarrassment. "Yes Bang, it's okay" replied Mika.
"Alhamdulillah Dek, you are impatient. Hopefully next month here already has the contents of Dek," Ali softly rubbed his wife's stomach.
"Aamiin Bang, I also wish so Bang. I've wanted so much to have a child" Mika replied with a sad face. It had been a year of building a household yet, fate had not given them a child.
"We will continue to work and pray Deck, you believe God has a plan for us someday. Maybe God is still giving us time to spend on both of us. Enjoy the beauty of the wedding before the presence of a tiny figure in your stomach, Dek," entertain Ali when capturing the sad look of the wife in the mirror reflection.
"Yes Bang, aamiin,"
Ali gently rubbed his wife's hand that was on the table. Giving strength to the wife when she saw his wife's face back mellow. Ali knows that Mika is impatient to have a child, but it is the fate of those who have not agreed to that beautiful desire.
"Brother Mimi, Ai wants to be bribed with Brother Mimi," Aileen brought her nuns towards Mika who happened to be sitting at the end.
"Certainly Ai?" ask Mika enthusiastically.
Aileen nodded. "Yes Brother Mimi, Ai wants to be bribed with Brother Mimi because, it's been a long time since Ai was not fed Brother Mimi," he said with eyes full of twinkle.
"Abang Al, Lan also wanted to be in the sneakily cry of Brother Ai," Azkan also did not want to lose to Aileen. The lisp boy approached Ali who was feeding rice on his mouth.
"Well Brother will feed Az like Brother Ai in Brother Mimi's bribe," Ali took the plate Azalan brought. Sitting his sister on his thigh.
Andi and Yumna stared at their children with sparkling eyes. Didn't know if the happiness they got was this much. God's destiny is beautiful.
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