Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
109. Unbelievingly
How, baby, is he full of food?" tika asked, to her daughter.
"Yes Ma'am, Chika is full."
"Yes already, since the meal is over, let's go to the hotel again." take Tika, to her daughter.
"All right, ma'am." replied Chika.
As the lunch was over, Tika, Chika and Andrew immediately left the restaurant. And had to go back to the hotel where his mother and father were still there, because the show was not finished.
"Let's go in" Andrew opened the door.
Chika and Tika immediately got into the car. When the situation was ready, Andrew immediately ran his car.
"Well, can I ask you something?" asked Andrew, looking at Tika from behind the windshield.
"Of course I can. What do you want?"
"Where is this related, you with Reza?" ask Andrew.
"Why do you say that? I have nothing to do with Reza." replied Tika.
"Oh yeah? Then has anything ever happened between you?" ask Andrew again.
"Something happened? No, who said? You if you talk do not worry," said Tika, clumsily.
"Don't lie to Tika, I know there's something going on between you guys right? Honestly, Tika, I know how you tried to avoid Reza, right?!"
Deg.
How could he know if Reza and I ever did anything? he's human or what the hell, I can know the inner Tika.
"Why are you quiet? Answer my words. Yes, if you do not want to answer my words, it does not matter" said Andrew.
Tika was forced to tell all the events of that time with Reza.
"Okay, well I'll tell you everything" Tika replied, directly telling Reza everything..
"What's right, when you pretended to be poor, Reza's mother scolded you all out. When she found out you were a conglomerate kid, Reza's mom, trying to be nice, and pretending nothing ever happened? What a human being, it doesn't have a very human feeling anyway," Andrew laughed cynically, shaking his head.
"It's crazy, right? That's why I hate him so much, pretended to act. I was really upset with Reza, she was silent even when I was humiliated all out," Tika grumbled, with a bitter face when she remembered the events of the past, saying, then Tika looked at her daughter who was asleep in the car.
"Well, Tika, after all, now knows what Reza's mother is like, and Reza is like how, so don't think about Tik," said Andrew.
"Yes, just thinking of me, handsome man, who was never arrogant, generous, and rich," Andrew praised himself, saying, then raise his eyebrows while staring at Tika from the windshield of the car.
"This man is so selfish again, bragging again." Tika laughed crisply, while throwing her daughter's doll, until it hit Andrew's face.
"Tika .. This has twice been known, you threw a doll right in my face." Andrew, narrowing his eyes.
"Eventually you are annoying to know that you don't, bragging about everything else" Tika, looking at Andrew.
"After all, this is a fact that I have. You said I was a bitch? It sucks but it doesn't, does it?" rayu Andrew, with a knotty smile.
"That's so damn bad, man," Tika, with her head shaken, and laughed crisply at Andrew's so nosy joke in Tika's eyes.
Andrew, feeling stunned when he saw the beautiful, and sweet Tika, laughed so comforted because of her.
I don't understand what's happening to me? On you? On us?
Why does it feel like everything is going so fast, all of a sudden you have seized my entire mind.
Suddenly, you beside me I always hoped for.
We started to get close, joking, laughing too.
You carry another feeling in my heart, when I look into your eyes, when I talk to you. A feeling that really makes me comfortable. Makes me not want to get away from your side even a little Tika.
Everything feels different because of you.
The black and white that usually filled my days felt more colorful.
More alive when you are present empty spaces covered in loneliness in my heart.
The small talk we had was no longer ordinary.
It feels so precious to me.
This feeling grew faster than I expected, I became difficult because of this feeling.
As hard as I can, I try to refute my feelings for you. Trying to avoid you and my own feelings, but in fact in vain, I can't Tika. Forgive me for being present in your inner life Andrew, while recalling when one month ago Tika resigned, from her company and her life felt empty without the presence of Tika.
I will not give up on getting you Tika, I promise if you are mine, I will try to make you as happy as I can inner Andrew, while looking at Tika from the windshield of the car that is looking at the scenery outside.