Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
19. Lord, strengthen me ...

"Alas you have proof that I'm walking with another woman?" chandra asked while looking at Tika.

"I don't have any proof, but I see with my own eyes that you're walking with another woman!" tika jolt and returned Chandra's sharp gaze.

"Chandra try to answer honestly with Mom, is it true what Tika said if you walk with another woman?" ask Lena's mother while looking at Chandra.

"E-don't, Mom. Anyway why do you believe the same Tika, anyway she has no proof. Then Tika's been slandering Chandra Bu!"

Ms. Lena also stared for a moment at her son, "again true Tika, what your husband said. If you don't have any proof don't talk at will, that includes slandering people to know!" bu Lena tries to affirm Chandra's words to Tika.

"It's up to you to believe it or not, the important thing is that I speak in accordance with reality. I don't have any proof, but it's useless that I'm talking about all of this, which means that I'm always going to be blamed!" tika said while looking at Lena.

"It is good that you are aware of your words. That's why speaking with your brain, don't use your knees. So we won't blame you if you talk but there's evidence" Chandra said, pointing to the limb.

"Have, don't argue anymore. Shame to know the neighbors who heard your quarrel," said Ms. Lena trying to stop the debate Tika and Chandra.

"The end of the Tika who started first, ma'am, and accused me recklessly." Chandra looked at Tika.

"Am I not misheard if I started it first? You started it Chandra! You said that if I work as a prostitute, that's why I don't take it with you!"

"Why not accept hem? Just tell me honestly that you do work as a prostitute!" chandra said at will.

"You're a real person huh. You ... "Tika's words were deliberately hung, then raised her index finger, and pointed one finger at her hand in front of Chandra's eyes and while staring intently.

"You what hem? You're gonna accuse me again, aren't you?" chandra.

"Here you go, I cape argue with you." Tika while passing leaves Chandra and Bu Lena in the ballroom.

"Is it true that Tika works as a prostitute?" tika asked Chandra.

"Come on Ma'am." replied Chandra as he picked up the jacket on the sofa and put it on.

"You go to a friend's house, dizzy with Chandra's thoughts, because of Tika's actions."

"Well, be careful on the road. Remember not to go home too late at night." said Ms. Lena.

"Everything sleeps at a friend's house, Mom, if you're last night."

"As you please."

"Yes Chandra has left first, ma'am."

"Yes, son."

Chandra immediately left in front of his mother, and walked out to his car.

"Hoamms .. 'tunned, I better go to the room again, to continue his sleep that was disturbed because of the commotion between Tika and Chandra. Really yes, just make my head break seeing their quarrel. But good, I hope Tika and Chandra get divorced!' mumbling Bu Lena while walking towards her room.

In a room, now Tika is leaning her body on the bed and resuscitated her head on a pillow. Tika continued to cry because she was so hurt when her husband told her that he worked as a prostitute.

'Why would you say I work as a prostitute? You evil Mas, casually speaking like that. Is it because of that woman, you turned into this Mas? That's how much you love that woman, so I'm always wrong in your eyes! If it wasn't for my son, I wouldn't have had to survive like this. Sick, this really hurts me. You are too much to clean the wound in my heart Mas .. lirih Tika cried a mouthful, her tears soaked her cheeks.

'Lord .. When things are not as I expected, I complain to you. When the world was not on my side, I cried at you. I ask that things get better again, I ask to be given convenience by you. Although I know, this is your way of strengthening me. God ... Your test is too much for me. So it's gonna be hard for me to get through all this.

'I'm tired, I'm fragile, I won't be able to face it. Please give me a strong shoulder to lean on. Give me some strength in the face of all this. Please ease all my business. Give me happiness in my life.

God ... Please strengthen me, embrace this weary me, give me the best path. Lead me on your way. I know, I used to ignore you when I was given pleasure. I know, your servant is full of faults and sins. Therefore, I beg your forgiveness. It is not the door of my heart, my husband and my mother-in-law. So that I can feel the beauty of a house that is haromist, loving and loving as before. God ... forgive me for coming so often only when I need you. Lord please forgive me, strengthen me and give me happiness ....' Tika while crying a mouthful. Then Tika closed her eyes because she felt tired, so Tika finally fell asleep and was now in her subconscious.