Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
187. Stay in the heart

The people in the room were shocked to hear what Dr. Alsa said.

"No Doc, no! This must not happen, it must not," Andrew, immediately walked up to his wife and hugged her.

"Darling, wake up, baby. You don't go .. You don't pity what your newborn child is like? Why must you leave us!" Andrew, shed his tears and felt very sick.

"Patience, son, you must be strong. Maybe this is fate, your soul mate Tika should get here and Tika it's time to go home to the Creator" said Efendy's father, trying to calm her daughter-in-law and her tears suddenly fall because the princess just had to leave.

"Why is this fast Dad, we're separated? This is so unfair! I just felt so happy that my children and my wife were born healthy. But why is it like this? God take her life, this can't happen, can't Daddy!" Andrew, sobbing in tears for not accepting the reality.

"Darling, wake up, darling? You must go away on a day where today is a very happy day for us, dear" Andrew continued, gently rubbing his wife's hair.

Miss Lily walked over to her daughter who was in bed.

"Son, why do you have to go, honey? Don't you love your newly born sons? Will you take my daughter's life soon, Lord? This shouldn't have happened" Miss Lily, wept at the loss of her only daughter.

"If only, I knew it would be like this eventually? I'm not gonna let my wife get pregnant. I'm sorry ma'am, it's all because of me," Andrew, feeling guilty.

"You can't talk like that, honey, maybe this is the fate of Tika's life, until here son," explained Miss Lily.

Then Andrew, hugged Miss Lily.

"If he leaves, their pity must have required the affection of his mother and ..," said Andrew, hanging from the difficulty of expressing and Andrew, continuing to cry.

"Grandma, why are they crying?" chika asked, to Ms. Cantika, who was now on her lap.

"You who are patient, son, must sincerely accept the departure of your mother, dear," said Ms. Cantika, carefully and rubbed her grandson's hair overtime.

"What do you mean, ma'am? Chika, don't you understand?"

"Your mother, dear, she must be destined to leave this world and can't be with us anymore" replied Ms. Cantika, suddenly shedding tears of her heart for so much disbelief her daughter-in-law had to leave so quickly.

"What does Grandma mean?" Chika, really don't understand.

"Your mother, she's dead, baby. Your mother, there's nothing in the world anymore dear," Ms. Cantika, then hugged her granddaughter.

"Down me, Grandma, I'm going to go to Mom" Chika said.

Ms. Cantika, immediately took Chika down from her lap.

Chika, then walked over to Tika.

"Mother ... wake up, don't stay in Chika, Ma'am," Chika, crying.

"Mother doesn't love Chika, I have the heart to leave Chika, is Chika wrong with Mother? Mom's gone after Chika," Chika continued, crying hysterically.

Andrew hugged his daughter.

"Dad, tell Mom, don't go leave Chika, Dad. Chika promises Mom, won't be a bad boy and will obey what mom says, Dad!" Chika, with the typical sad voice of people crying.

Andrew, speechless, wept as well when he heard his daughter's words.

"Dad, don't shut up! Tell me Mom, what I said, Dad," Chika said.

"This can't happen Honey, your mother can't be with us anymore" replied Andrew, outlining his embrace.

"No Dad, no! Mom, nasty Dad! He could have gone to Chika. Is Chika wrong with you, Dad?"

"Don't darling, mom's not evil and it's not your fault. It's been the fate of the Power, dear," Andrew, appease his daughter.

"Later Chika, who would you be, if you weren't around?"

"You're not alone, honey. Here you have Dad with your sisters, Grandma and Grandpa" replied Andrew.

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1 Hour later.

They have now begun to accept the reality and let Tika, to go from before the Power.

Tika, immediately covered with a white cloth and then taken to the ambulance to be taken away to his home.

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All the families and people nearby were watching the last time Tika, buried into see.

Moreover, Andrew and both parents Tika, actually still not willing to lose Tika. But how should? If fate befalls him they also try to have advertising for the departure of people who are very dear to him.

When it was finished buried and pray together for the departure of the deceased. Tika Lestari's. One by one, people began to leave the cemetery. Now only Andrew, who lives in the cemetery.

'You have to go fast, honey. It should be today, a very happy day for us because our children have been born into the world and we will play together with our children. Unfortunately, God has to call you first and let our children and me, live without you, dear. This isn't fair, honey?' Andrew, staring at the tombstone, where his wife was buried.

Andrew, trying to hold back his tears from falling and trying must sincerely accept the departure of his wife to be calm in the grave.

'I've heard that dying from childbirth means she's already a jihad, because you've been fighting to give birth to my son. Thank you, you have given birth to my son, I promise to take care and take care of him. I also promise I won't choose love with Chika. To me, he's still my son, baby. Relax there, honey, don't worry about your kids. I will always be by our children's side. Your paradise for you, dear.' Andrew muttered to himself as he stared at the tombstone, inscribed with his wife's name.

'Every meeting will have a farewell. This is what happened now, you left me first. Sometimes I think God has unjustly taken you out of this world. Allow me to cry for a while, dear, to shed the deepest pain of being abandoned by you, Andrew, suddenly dropped the tears he had withstood.

My whole sadness is mine.

Accompanied by the tears and wishful thinking about you that still exists.

The soul has separated from the body.

God's enough, lend it to you, baby.

Crying is a simple way to forget about you.

After that, I don't know what to do?

I'll always miss you, baby, but I won't be able to meet you.

All I can do is look at the memories of the past.

Laugh until our stomach hurts.

You're angry because I like to be wrong.

You cry because I'm a bitch.

You always kissed my forehead and hugged from behind.

You are the first person who has always been passionate about my life.

You're the first one to come when the others are gone.

Wait until my time is up here and we'll be together again.

Your memories will always be in my heart. No one else can replace you. Your love, the outrageousness of my life.

I can't understand with the universe why HE could have separated us so quickly.

Andrew, wipe away the tears that wet the vase. Andrew, try to catch his breath and throw it away violently.

'I have to be strong, I can't cry. Pity my wife, if I continue to cry. Relax there, honey, I'll always pray for you here. I love you, darling. Sorry, I have to go leave you alone. Thank you for everything, I will always remember you in my heart forever, my dear, ' murmured Andrew, staring at the tombstone.

Andrew had to leave his wife there. Now there was only the sound of wind in the cemetery.

"Do not hurt anyone who is beside you, take care of him, love him, and be privileged with him. If you hurt someone who is beside you, surely you will regret because all this time it turns out he is good, and special. When you want to apologize and want to unite with him, it will definitely not be possible because he is no longer in this world. Regrets always come too late! So do not be arbitrary with our partner, we already have our rights and obligations after marriage and our promises have been witnessed by many people when the ijab qobul takes place"

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