Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
7. What is my fault with you!
'It turns out true what my mother said to me first, after marriage we will know the nature and behavior of our partner. And is this really the nature and behavior of my husband who always flirts and speaks as he pleases?' muttered Tika to herself.
'Mom, Tika is kangen with Mom. I know no, my house is now being tested. I can barely handle all this. But Tika tried to get up, always patient and hopefully Tika can pass this test. May the almighty replace him with such great happiness. Tika believes, in the test that Tika is undergoing now there must be a silver lining, said Tika as she rubbed her tears that soaked her cheeks.
'Come on, Tika, keep the spirit! Do not dwell in sadness. For the sake of my son Chika, I can't be selfish.' muttered Chika cheering herself on.
Suddenly someone came into the room with a feeling of anger and annoyance, then walked over to Tika.
"Anything! You're not being rude to me." Chandra clutched his wife's hand.
"Aww Mas is sick, take my hand off" Tika choked as she looked at Chandra. Then immediately Chandra released her hand that grabbed Tika's hand, "Lagian, I was never rude to your mother anyway. Why, what did I do to your mom?" ask Tika.
Chandra was silent for a while, then looked at his wife with a feeling of annoyance, "So what have you done with Mom? When my mother spoke, you just left. After all what is said by Mother is true, you must be able to manage finances. And don't just shop around wasting money!" Chandra snapped to his wife.
Tika also walked to the dresser, then took the groceries that had been purchased at the Grand Marquet. Immediately Tika unpacked the contents of the item, one by one the item was taken out and placed on the dressing table. Then Tika said, "Look at Mas, what am I shopping for? These are all necessities that are at home!" Tika while looking intently at her husband, "I only buy bath soap, laundry soap, floor cleaners, detergents, toothbrushes and other household necessities, as Mas see!"
Chandra was silent while thinking, it is natural to shop for the needs of the house. There is nothing wrong with shopping. Perhaps, his mother thought that Tika was shopping for fun to buy clothes and buy things that are in trend now. But Chandra felt unaccepted by his wife who dared to stare intently and yell at him.
"Tika, you don't be rude to me! I don't like it the most when you yell at me and look at me like that!"
"You're a person, very clever to reverse my words. You're really Tika." Chandra while raising one hand and trying to slap Tika but Chandra held her back from doing that.
"Why didn't you slap me? If you want to slap me, you've slapped me. If I may kill myself, Mas, let me be satisfied!"
"So, what you said Tika! You .... Arrgh ...," cried Chandra as he passed away from his wife in anger and annoyance. Then walk out of the room. Chandra opts out of having to keep arguing with his wife who eventually, Chandra will play rough against his wife.
The tears that had been in his custody, now escaped just wet his cheek, then immediately Tika walked and laid his body on the bed. There was a feeling of disappointment towards her husband, which had now changed.
Tika also cried a hiccup with her head resting on a pillow, now the pillow is filled with tears that continue to fall. Perhaps the pillow could be a witness to how hurt Tika was when her husband treated Tika harshly and scratched her heart wound.
'You promised me that you would make me happy. You promised me you would give me wonderful hope! Everything is so beautiful in your speech. What I never thought was fake! You used to marry me for love. You said your love was whole to me. You promised not to hurt. But this reality is not as beautiful as you say! You're light-handed! Small mistakes you make. You're easy to berate, like I'm worthless in your eyes? You blaspheme easily, without thinking of scraping the wound in my heart. What is my fault with you, Mom?! Why are you so now ... Tika still continued to cry as much as possible.
Because feeling tired continues to cry, until finally Tika was asleep in bed.
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