Let Me Go (I'm Tired)
30.The past let it pass.
'Where is this? Mom asked me to go there to see her. Anyway, what do you want to do anyway tell me to go there? I asked Mom to explain on her phone, but she asked me to go to her and talk to her directly. Did you find out about my divorce with Chandra? But it's not possible that Mom and Dad knew. But if Mom's the same Dad knows, how dong? I do not want to until Mother and Father become a burden of mind because I have failed in the household.' muttered Tika was worried, what she should do when she met her parents later.
'Tika, you don't have to worry and worry. After all, to be honest, I don't want to part, and want this marriage to last until Old. But whatever the power, it hurts too much when it survives. A husband like Chandra doesn't deserve me to defend. It's delicious on him, not good on me? Just wait for Chandra, I'll make you sorry for wasting me. And I will prove that I can live without you. You think I'm a stupid woman huh? I'm not the woman you think I am. I pretended to be stupid for deliberately wanting to see what you really were. It turns out that you are a rotten and a traitor!' muttered Tika while clenching her two stairs. In his heart there was a deep feeling of resentment, of imagining how Chandra treated himself harshly, and of talking openly about the woman next to him pregnant with Chandra's child.
'Tika let the past pass, just make it a lesson for the future! In essence, we must know the nature and character of our partner who is actually like what first. Let it not be wrong to choose again, and be able to accept the shortcomings of our partner!' muttered Tika tried to calm herself down, then took her breath and let her out slowly.
It is true, Tika only had a relationship with Chandra for three months. Maybe Chandra's courtship time was always sweet, and always gentle with her. So Tika is sure, if Chandra is a good man and able to take Tika to the right path and in his pleasure. And until finally, time said and showed what kind of Chandra nature and characteristics. Want to not have to be accepted. But since it is so outrageous, it is impossible to survive it is better to choose to end it.
Tika also stared at the wall clock at 3 pm. Tika's stomach feels hungry, because it hasn't had lunch.
'While Chika is still sleeping, I have to cook first to prepare lunch. My stomach was very hungry, Tika muttered while rubbing her stomach, then immediately came out of the room and walked towards the kitchen.
'Oh my God I forgot, it's in a new house so there's no food in the fridge yet! What will I cook?' ask Tika to yourself.
Vegetable ... vegetable ... there is meat, there is tempeh, tofu is complete! C'mon Mom vegetable .. shouted the voice of a traveling greengrocer using a cart.
'Finally lucky that there was a greengrocer passing by, I had to go out to buy the ingredients that would be cooked now, ' Tika while going from the kitchen, and walked towards the exit of the house.
"Bang .. wait ....!" tika shouted at the vegetable maker who was now pushing his cart.
Mr. Iyan immediately stopped his steps, when someone called out to him. Tika also immediately walked over to Mr. Iyan. When it arrived, immediately Tika also chose food ingredients that will be cooked for now.
"But Neng"
"Have not protested much, just take it sir! Then excuse me sir." Tika cut off Mr. Iyan's conversation, then walked out from before him and walked into the house.
"Thank you, Neng, hope the recovery continues smoothly every day." shouted Mr. Iyan.
Tika also only gave the code through the date by giving a thumbs up and a thank you sign for her prayer.
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Two hours later...
Tika had finished cooking, then put the food on the dining table.
"Finally done too, I have to wake up Chika immediately to eat together, Tika muttered as she walked towards the room where her daughter was.
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